#delusionship

[solivagant]

I miss the old me, the sensible optimistic girl with a wide smile plastered on her lips

The one who loved life

Who anticipated it

Who welcomed it with open arms

Whose mind wasn’t her enemy

Whose thoughts weren’t consuming & enervating

Now I feel crippled, decrepit

Living feels like a task

Saturated with gloomy thoughts

Terrified,

Terrified if it’s going to stay like this

Terrified that this heaviness may entrench herself too deep

Too deep it might leave a scar

A scar that would hunt me for the rest of my life

[lucicorn72]

Oh you and your straight situationship cuddle and hold hands and have sex and make out or whatever? Well me and my lesbian delusionship planned out our family (two daughters, maybe a son), our wedding (potluck game night where nobody knows it's a wedding until we start saying out vows), how we would raise our kids, where we would live, and have a shared Pinterest board and master-doc. And we've only kissed twice, once as a joke and once in a game of truth or dare. Girl I promise you it could be SO much worse, just send him the happy valentines day text.

[joellelll2z]

[yourestillinsidemyhead]

sometimes I listen to music and pretend to slow dance with you

[itgirlmaterial]

omg, we both don’t like me? we’re so meant to be 😍❤️

[aceteabag]

Still being loyal to my delusionship. aka my gym crush who I haven't seen in two months and have never spoken to.

[introspectingjeva]

have self respect but let me keep my imaginationship where as soon as he talks to me I think he's flirting

[lemonwizzard]

Not me getting asked out (by someone who is employing me!) as if I’m not in a committed relationship with Pedro Pascal?? Come on guys.