I love match ups. If you’re still up for doing them:
Im a very laid back kind of person. I like relaxing for the most part on my days off, and spending time with the person who means the most to me. In getting to know me, I’m a bit stand offish at first, and seldom will make the first move in talking with someone. But once I’m emotionally present, I’m there for good. I like feeling secure, and I don’t like a lot of yelling or loud noises.
Personality wise, I’m a very sensitive introvert. I have a hard time with trying to not take things seriously, especially if it sounds bitterly sarcastic or overly negative.
I have ptsd and it most comes across as depression, but on occasion I have manic tendencies, so I’ll tend to do a total house clean or hike or something to try to wear myself out since I can’t sit still to save my life. Part of my mental disorder is that focusing on something is hard for me. I struggle with reading or with watching things unless I’m already super into it.
However, some of my better qualities is that I’m a good listener, and if advice is needed or requested, I have a lot to draw from. I strive for honesty, and I’ll do my best to be kindly honest. I care deeply very quickly, and I’m loyal to a fault.
And some trivia: my favorite color is green, my decoration style is owls, snakes, mushrooms, and skulls. I have a massive tea cabinet. And my favorite hobby is foraging for mushrooms and edible plants in my area (it’s a security thing. In case I run out of money I can still eat)
Hmmm, I’m surprising even myself here when I say I think a good partner for you would be Elester (Demonfell Papyrus)!
Elester is rather odd for a “demon”, even amongst his own kind, and the mortal world endeared him from the first time he’d ever been summoned. For the most part, he’s laid back, calm, and has a playful sense of humor.
He finds mortals curious, but charming, and while he lacks understanding of social cues and tone, he is very patiently curious, and certainly doesn’t cross any drawn lines. Once the two of you have become more familiar with each other, it would be important to Elester to have a solid understanding of your boundaries and interests, he’s very open and straightforward , and will ask questions to help him better understand you. It’s only once he’s achieved that better understanding that more of his own personality comes through, a bit cheeky, a little possessive, but he’s respectful, and very affectionate.
He would enjoy listening to you or spending quiet time together, just as much as he would enjoy helping you clean or work any bouts of mania out of your system by whatever means you prefer. He let’s you set the pace and just enjoys the ride, always happy to learn or comfort or help out with whatever he can.
He’s very loyal, and not quick to anger, protective, and very mindful of your preferences and boundaries. Has a little bit of crow tendencies, or maybe cat would be more accurate, and will bring you small gifts he knows aligns with your interest from time to time. He doesn’t take much very seriously, so he may help you relax, but isn’t dismissive, and is very good for comforting and listening. After a lot of time together, you would find yourself with a very dedicated and loving partner!