What I really love about my periods when I get really low, and want to cut myself and all that shit, is the period that comes after: the period where I write and I write and I write until I can't even see anymore. I write about monsters - about a young man fighting monsters. Usually, he have two or three good friends who back him up or teaches him something new, but it is about this young man... first, when I created the character, he was named Denasy Bother. Just because it was a mixture of my name, and my brother's nickname which at the time was Lunacy, and later (like, 5 years later) I changed to Darius Bother - then, after one year, it changed completely, still the same personality, his name was now Marco D. Taylor. Now, a couple of weeks ago, I changed his name again. He is now known as Matthew J. Taylor.