It’s not even 7am, make up did and I’m fucking crying my eyes out.
I’m stressed
Depressed
And I miss my husband.
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It’s not even 7am, make up did and I’m fucking crying my eyes out.
I’m stressed
Depressed
And I miss my husband.
Day 3. Hard Drive Cloning
I have been having issues with my old version of Symantec Ghost and Windows 10 hard drive cloning. Looks like a need an updated version or a different software. Currently testing Acronis and Smart Deploy. Acronis Snap Deploy seem to a great option. $9.99 per deployment and $25 per machine license. Decisions to make.
Happy Birthday to my husband deployed!! :))<33
It's an odd feeling when you are about to burst into tears, and you honestly cannot for the life of you tell if it's because you are so extremely happy, or because you are so terribly sad.
Advice?
So, Tech and I skype every single day. Sometimes multiple times a day. Before he goes to work and when he gets back, and sometimes when he gets back, we skype from 8 a.m. (eastern time) until he falls asleep, which is usually around 12 p.m. (eastern time). But definitely everyday before he goes to bed, we skype until he falls asleep. He says he loves to skype with me to help him relax because there's something really comforting about me. (SO CUTE!) Anyway, today he told me that his ex messaged him and asked if he missed her and if he wanted to hang out when he got home, he said he did kinda miss her, but didnt want to hang out. Then, he said a few other girls have messaged him saying random things, girls he hasn't talked to in years or just girls that have blown him off before are suddenly coming out of the woodwork to talk to him. He said he's just so annoyed with women and they all just want to talk crap and say, oh i love you, i miss you, do you miss me......UMM, hello. Is he trying to make me jealous by saying all these things or what? Cause I am kinda jealous, but I don't really have a reason to be. He's not my boyfriend.... but I so want him to be. Like, I'm really liking this guy, a lot. He knows I like him, and he likes me too, but I think he doesnt really want a relationship while he's deployed because of what happened last time....
What should I do? Should I try and avoid him for a few days, act busy when he wants to skype, play it low key? Or should I just be upfront?
I have a question for all the military so's....
When your man skypes you, does he just kind talk to you for a bit, ask you how your day was, and then go do other stuff (facebook, email, music, etc...) while still video chatting with you? Or even talk to his soldiers and kind of ignoring you, but he doesn't want to hang up?
Story Request~ Deployment/Homecoming
This is for an anon who wanted me to write a story for her c: It's probably not that good, but I was bored & I had fun. Lemme know what you think!
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I woke up before he did. Today was the day I'd been dreading for months. I laid in my bed & I hoped to God that it was all a dream, I wouldn't have to say goodbye to the one person I couldn't live without. My fortress, My soulmate, my rock. My rock was going to the sandbox.
15 minute call today:)
not the best connection but hey i got to hear his voice!
(down to 4 months now)