#milso

[feralfaelife]

I can not wait until my husband is out of the national guard and completely done with the military. Having so many uniform and gear pieces to keep track of is driving me insane.

[euphoriacafe]

I got bored and made a welcome home poster. I messed up with five things but then again it’s been a while since I’ve drawn.

[milsodiary]

Infertility is one of the most isolating and painful things I've ever experienced.

[earnedthetitle]

[chevychanel]

What’s a bday without car shit 🫶🏾😫 #30

[amoonmadeofflowers]

I keep crying

Which we both know is hard for me

But I’ve been doing it a lot lately.

I’m sure there’s plenty of reasons why I could be crying

so much but I can boil it all down to one thing.

I miss you.

It’s as simple and complicated as that.

I miss you next to me.

I miss your laugh (I’m funny and we both know it)

I miss the kisses. God how I miss the kisses.

I miss you in every way possible. Every single way.

It hurts and it makes me angry.

I think our love story deserves more than this distance.

The distance isn’t doing us justice.

And you deserve more than you’re getting.

I deserve more.

I miss you so much.

And I’m angry. I’m angry because I shouldn’t be angry.

It’s all a circle.

It’s not fair.

This isn’t fair.

I promise tomorrow I won’t whine or complain but

today, today I’m saying this isn’t fair.

I just want you to come home.

I wanna be here when you come home.

I want to be the first face you see.

But that can’t happen.

This isn’t fair.

We deserve happiness.

[intothemindofmeblog]

Fearing the Unknown

There are a lot of unknown variables within my life right now.

This unfortunately is common within the military community. Since meeting and now being married to my husband who serves in the military, my life has been shifted immensely these past few months. I am still adjusting to these shifts.

He is up for reenlistment and we are waiting to hear back on the results. With that, the possibility of us being sent to a new base is very high. We just finally moved and settled into a house close to the base he is currently stationed at, yet within the next few months we will likely just be moving again. This is my new life. My new norm.

As much as this terrifies me, it is also excites me. Being able to travel, explore new places and make memories with my husband is the part I am looking forward to. I just have to embrace the unknown variables that come with military life and take it day by day. To the unknown.

[1704milesapart-blog]

I have no idea who is still active since it’s been YEARS since I last posted, but if you’re still here and see this, we did close the distance in 2018, 3 days after we got married. We traveled all over Europe for a few years before moving back to the states and we have two beautiful corgis.