#deprave

[melvingaines]

The Church Deals with Mind and Heart - Audio Message - September 3, 2023

https://akronalliance.sermon.net/22169468 Pastor Gus Brown

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Deprave

transitive verb

To debase, especially morally; corrupt. synonym: corrupt.

To speak ill of; to depreciate; to malign; to revile.

To make bad or worse; to vitiate; to corrupt.

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[mickavo]

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It rained this morning. Had i been up to my usual habit, i wouldn't have known this. Rain stopped at 9:37am, or two hours before I wake up AT THE EARLIEST. I surveyed the dog poo mine field in my backyard. Eyesores with a putrid odor (i could only assume. cocaine had kept me up all night in exchange for sanity and my sense of smell). I thought about cleaning it up, but i visualized those little eyesores, mushy from the rain, turning into pudding in my hand; made by the indigenous canine of this terra. Flinch. I dropped the butt. I was so enamored by the little mounds of dog shit that I forgot why i came out here: to smoke a stogie. Now it punishes my negligence. If you play with fire, you get cancer. Assessing the damage to the satisfaction that i remained unmaimed, i just shook my hand, a reflexive impulse to singed fingertips, but also, in my own way, a gesticulation dismissing the meta appraisal of what I was doing. I just wanted to write last night. That's why i did the drugs. I haven't been able to write something genuine in eons. My life is just too boring...again. how do i know this? Because I have no good retort for "What's new?" I hate that question. More like filler. Yeah, that's just convo potpourri to uphold the didactic structure of conversation decorum. Place holders, ums, "well for me.."(another big turn off for a conversation; that other party dismissing everything you contributed to this artifice of a conversation to talk about themselves. typical. 21st century. with it, brah), what do you do? Dreck. That's why i don't go out which is why my life is bland, which is why i can't write, which is why this backyard is a reflection of my life. Staring at dog shit.

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[blackwingedpoet]

I've reached the climax of my very own deprave, and flew straight through the wall which once stood between expectation and myself. You are, I thought, and you are the freedom most never had, just to remember again the oppressing frost of a cage covered in fake glitter melting; for gold doesn't turn death into anything worth defending. Yet, proudly still, here they are standing in a hell created by our very own, neatly misguided race celebrating the poison of corruption like the newest taste in wine. But I saw it coming, saw it crashing down, the moment the mirror of my own illusion broke and perished. The truth of the multitudes for me has faded into nothingness, though its piercing omnipresence still remains. I am falling through the wall, through the mirror of my formerly delusional life. I am awake on a bed of nails; only to find the rest asleep.