#depressedasshit

[aftermissingyounow]

[lilfijii]

I'm SO FUCKING SAD right now..it's suffocating me

[lilfijii]

Tonight

Eyes half closed Bloodshot red Hands fucking shaky Thoughts invading my damn brain Tears stain my pillow Blood does too Maybe this way you'll look at me the same way you used too Maybe you care, perhaps you don't, My heart aches for you yo But you're at an all time low I'm sad as fuck too, let me just say But the only thing I wish is for you to be okay I'm such an idiot I know I am I contemplate shit and don't give a damn I turn my shoulders on obvious things Im blind as shit and I still call you my king I don't regret nothing and I never ever will But please find your way back to me without the white pills

[welpthisismenow]

IM TOLD THAT I NEED TO STAY POSITIVE, HOW CAN I DO THAT WHEN I CANT EVEN DO THE ONE THING THAT MAKES ME EVEN REMOTELY HAPPY, BEING ON THE EDGE ISNT FUN, NO ONE NEEDS THAT, IM TIRED OF IT CONSTANTLY HONESTLY, I REALLY AM AND ITS PUSHING ME CLOSER AND FURTHER DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE!

[lilfijii]

Every Night

I listen to sad music Music that is supposed to calm me ends up giving me anxiety, it ends up pulling at every worn out string in my heart until I cry The sort of cry that can't be stopped The sort of cry that comes from deep within The sort of cry that makes your throat close up into knots and you begin to gasp for air The sort of cry that makes you wanna throw up, pass out, & just sleep forever I don't realize how broken I really am till the night comes around, I find myself trapped inside my own thoughts without escape One if my favorites is remembering everything I once had I wish I could just lay my head on your chest one last time and hold tight...hold on so tight that you felt the need to do the same to me..

[wornoutmischief]

Until He Returned//Jonaxx

So there was this really great story I'm reading on wattpad and Im really really hooked and Im affected and all and here I am drowning on the song sang by the main character and I just keep repeating it and being sad and symphatizing with a fictional character and I just cant focus and Im so sad and depressed like why can't they be together? Why is the struggle so great like ughhhnfff asdfgjkkl!!! I hate this. I cant study for my finals for christsake this story is ruining my life yet im sooo soo inlove with it like pleaase dear author update it already im dying here! :((((

[screamyourheart]

Let me sleep most of my life away. No fantasies, No nightmares, Just sleep. And then maybe when I wake in the last minutes of life, I will finally feel alive again.