I don't think I'll ever be the protagonist of any story.
a thought // 02.06.18




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I don't think I'll ever be the protagonist of any story.
a thought // 02.06.18
Shout out to everyone else who is used to being the one who can't make the one we love happy.
Sleep Child
Sure U can go to sleep and wish for a better Morrow. But for what? So u can brag that u survived another day? That u 'won' against time? Wake the f up. The World is F'd, Society is F'd, Humans are F'd. Everyday people are Killed, Corruption reigns, The rich Fatten as the Poor Suffer, People don't care. We're all gonna die, for nothing. And if we die? What does it do? Sure Some people will be sad, Some will cry, others may rejoice. And in 20 years, u're all but forgotten. Death is a Rubbish Option, Mortal Life is a Shit Hole. But what else is there? Power? Strength? Magic? Wake the f up, no one f'ing cares. But sure, Let's live our lives of Hidden Horror. No one cares, so let's keep ur Voice down, Hush. No one can hear u when u cry, but that's ok. It happens to us all. Now go to Sleep Child, no need to suffer anymore.
I don’t want to feel guilty when i choose to not make sacrifices anymore , especially when i see all the women around me thinking that is normal and its just some process you need to go through. You’re just doomed to , at any moment, abandon all your goals for the sake of your family or anyone who even doesn’t worth it. You can’t be selfish , you can’t allow yourself to prioritize your person. Even if you do , nobody will show you their support. It’s like they offering you no choices but this awful dilemna : accept this path and drowing in your own regrets or move forward but alone .
Note to self: STOP FALLING IN LOVE WITH COSPLAYERS
Chances are the nerdy girl I’m pining for is already in a committed relationship, so suck it up and accept that I’m going to die alone.
My diet
Studying with a dash of complaining. For dessert we have a cup of Crying with Dying a Little on the side. And to finish a shot(to the head) of more Studying.