#depression and stuff

[lennyisblueig]

Echoes of oblivion

Pouring into his ear

Nothing but screams of sorrow

Screams of pain

Screams of people begging for help

Before being suddenly silenced

He’s supposed to look up as The Diamond attack is seeing in the sky but it doesn’t have yellow,blue and white

But Red,Cyan and Purple

Coming down onto Homestead, he’s on Homestead? He doesn’t get time to think as attack comes downward towards everyone towards the gems around him, only for it to get blocked by an iridescent counter, her dress gone as he sees her. She appears to be tall as well and in the robes, something terrifies him more than anything he has ever faced, an overwhelming sense of dread, as he sees the look on her face despite only able being able to see her in shapes moving

She’s pissed off beyond belief

After the vision subsides he still can’t move his body , he’s still shaken before the warmth blankets him 

Lenny's immediate reaction is to curl up into a ball, burying his face in his hands and mumbling to himself. A standard procedure- but usually this only happened to him when he slept...Perhaps this time it was different.

Go away- g-go away don't h-hurt them- pl-please don't hurt them-...

After the vision ends, he remains laying there, quietly crying into his hands, his mind blanking out, and his entire body shaking.

I-I thought it wouldn't happen if I stayed awake...W-why are they coming back- why- why-...I-I don't-...So-So much screaming-...

[pastempomat]

time to cook while listening to the most embarrassing music in existence to not hang myself on a doorknob

[konfusedndazed-blog]

It has been years since this was posted. May of 2018. You can hear Karlie Kloss in the background as well as Toni Garrn. In the audio you hear "them" talking about nails to distract what is being played in the background. I don't know what to believe.

Was Kaylor real? Was it just a stepping stone for Karlie to get what she wanted? Was Taylor Swift really locked out of her house? What did Taylor get out of the deal? She got years of material to write about in songs?

Remember when Karlie Kloss had a secret account on Instagram that had up to 12k followers and she would make a new one. Until people started talking and wondered if Taylor Swift had one too. Did Toni Garrn have one too? Idk you had to be there to see for yourself.

Why, it took so long to release this? When I came across this audio I was not in the right place of mind. I had a major depressive episode. (I new to much) I talked to Toni Garrn and ended the Instagram account I had for her. It had likes from Toni Garrn, her friends, and people Toni Garrn worked with. I immediately shut down that account and never talked to Toni again. (I am SORRY Toni Garrn for the instant departure and for what happened.)

Anyways, what is in the audio you can find out yourself!

Love always ❤️ Konfusedndazed

[elysiandevil]

[the-no-longer-human]

I really don't want to be alive

[wwwjuliesthoughtsgov]

Elisa.

I don't understand.

After seeing/reading all these things with the new release of all these documentaries... it makes no sense.

Our mental health is intense. We suffer the same diseases and are on the exact same meds. I skip often. More than I should. But...id never do what they say you did. I know something else happened. I hope you are resting peaceful. I hope someone figures out what really happened. Your truth will come out soon. I just know it.

Sleep in peace Elisa.

[vrronska]

I can’t believe all it took to throw me back into the worst depression hole was my mother coming into my room again, just when i tought im getting out of an episode eehh, i cannot move out and honestly feeling threatened in my own house is just. so tiring.

not the best moment for me to get all suicidal again, i ve been trying to g et b e t te r