we all know how it goes

Monika • She/her • 26 • Polish • the more it hurts, the less it shows

[pastempomat]

project19 -> pastempomat -> bpdamandayoung -> pastempomat once again babyyy

i mostly just sad post please don't expect anything more from me at this point, vent tag #depression and stuff

blog runs mostly on queue

there's something wrong with my inbox so it might take me some time to answer asks :((

love u, be kind to other people, be kind to yourself, hope you're doing fine 🐑

[kristina100000]

love me love me say that you love me fool me fool me go on and fool me

[lucy-harker]

POSSESSION (1981) dir. Andrzej Żuławski

[killyridols]

untitled (i have been to hell and back) by louise bourgeois, screenprint & embroidery on cotton handkerchief, 1996

[bungerc0re]

inviting a girl over to cut symbols into you and she keeps agonizing over what to use. alchemical is too fake, catholic is boring, etc. eventually you propose a pentagram just to get something moving and she says that'd be "poser gnostic shit" and walks out

[cutecipher]

[weepingwidar]

Jesse Zuo (Chinese, 2000) - Under the Sundial (2025)

[pianosmasher]

Muffin Man: the original doxxing victim

[pmamtraveller]

What went wrong, Jessica Harrison

[departmentofinteriors]

painter faye wei wei’s london studio

[couchnapping]

flaccid penis... it's chic, it's hip, it's the next big thing

[r0zeclawz]

reading dnis is a great way to learn words that no one has ever used and might not even be real

[nlogrightsactivistt-deactivated]

your 14 follower blog is silencing queer voices

[pastempomat]

i have 1,5h until my alarm before work and for fuck's sake if anyone wakes me up again i will start killing

[imissthembutitwasntadisaster]

Feels like a bad idea maybe

[princessdraconic]

i need to lift weights or else the dragon of destruction will take over

[tortol]

merricat and constance and apricot jam on toast