i have a day when i’m just not interesed in anything. i feel like im slowly losing my hyperfixation. everything that i normally do for entertainment (and for mental stability) makes no sense for me today. no emotion felt, yet it makes me shed a tear of sadness even though i don’t know what makes me sad.
i don’t have a ‘safe thing’ to do to get rid of this mood. literally nothing makes sense for me so im typing this shitpost and looking blankly at the wall, going through things in my head that i could be doing but im absolutely not interested in at this very moment
i just wanna go sleep and to be honest i just want to fall asleep immediately instead of lying down for half and hour and thinking of imaginary scenerios that often are the best part of my day