Conversations and Disinterest
So, I’ve been trying to keep a conversation alive. I like the other person, but I get the feeling that the other person doesn’t like me, at least not that much.
I don’t really get it, I mean why does this person keep answering? - Sometimes they answer back after a week, but they do answer- when they are not really interested?
I mean it seems like that. So I asked about it, If they really wanted to keep in touch? I don’t want to bother people. I feel terrible bothering people.
And this person said that yes, they did wanted to keep in touch. I don’t get it. It was an easy out? Why say no if you are desinterested? Why bother to answer at all?
I mean the conversation can’t be forced by just one person or keep alive from one side. And I’m too scared to say maybe we should just hang out.
I do stupid things, like random message them... and then I berate myself. But I was clear with my interest. And all I get from this is that this person is disinterested. Maybe I’m wrong. Maybe I’m right. I don’t know
I’m trying to survive in a world I don’t really understand, with few tools and too many questions. Worried and scared, maybe even depressed. Who knows.