im autistic and half of my verbal stims are from my f/os. i apologize to everyone in my house who has to listen to me scream YOU INTERRUPTED MY SPEECH!!! every 30 seconds
love always, despair anon
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im autistic and half of my verbal stims are from my f/os. i apologize to everyone in my house who has to listen to me scream YOU INTERRUPTED MY SPEECH!!! every 30 seconds
love always, despair anon
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Despair anon here
I'm not sure why Maki thought it was a smart idea to walk around in a skirt when she has such delicious ass, oh well shuchi isn't complaining since he's currently fucking her so hard she's doesn't even remember her boyfriend kaito at the moment
(Sorry if you were looking for something more NTRy Despair Anon, this is how it flowed. Hope you still like it!)
Shuichi had of course noticed Maki's strange change in wardrobe. Everyone had.
When the most bottom-heavy girl in class' skirt suddenly failed to hide how her pale cheeks swallowed her thong, everyone noticed.
Of course, no one dared speak a word of it in earshot of the assassin, lest they catch a sudden onset of knife-in-the-chest.
Still, Shuichi had overheard more than one whisper about Maki's pale globes, or the new sway to her hips she had seemingly gained overnight.
Or at least, that's what someone less observant might've thought. But Shuichi was the Ultimate Detective. He'd noticed Maki's changes a few weeks back when they'd first started.
The first time Maki had forgone wearing a bra at school, the first time she'd worn makeup, the first time she openly flirted with Kaito…
This was but the last in a series of developments, though this one was the most shocking to Shuichi. He'd previously thought she had simply been trying to seduce Kaito, but they'd finally gotten together last week. He'd expected Maki to either hold steady as she was or roll back these changes, not continue on.
But even more than that, there was something about Maki's attitude, her own reaction to those changes…
Yes, she was adapting too naturally. She wasn't showing any signs of discomfort, or embarrassment. As if…
Hmmm. Shuichi thought he had it, but… verifying it might necessitate more, drastic methods. Ones he wasn't sure he was comfortable with.
But as he watched her walk by him in the hallway, an easy smile on her lips as everyone's necks turned to follow her-
He couldn't look away from the truth.
"Hey, Maki!" He said, rushing to her side, and casually letting his hand come up behind her, cupping a handful of her doughy ass and pulling her against his side.
For a moment, Maki's eyes widened, staring up at him. Her mouth opened to say something, but Shuichi reaffirmed his grip on her, letting his fingers dig deep into her ass meat, and the girl's words died in her throat, replaced by a breathy sigh.
Her eyes became half-lidded, and she turned her body just so, allowing Shuichi to feel her braless chest press against him.
It was just as he'd feared. Maki was becoming a slut, desperate for cock. And she wasn't even cognizant of it.
But even if she herself didn't know it, she was begging every guy around her to come and fuck her. And judging by the looks he'd already spotted, she would soon have her way with the first stranger to approach her.
Shuichi couldn't let Maki go around like this, but on the other hand, Kaito was out of school for a full week for some sort of astronaut training camp.
And if Shuichi were to judge, from the way Maki was already trying to sneak a hand past his belt buckle, the assassin wouldn't wait for her boyfriend to return before completely losing it.
He licked his dry lips and shuddered as Maki's agile fingers managed to slip past his clothes, encircling his hardening cock.
He finally managed to find an empty classroom and didn't waste a moment before pushing Maki inside, immediately following her, and locking the door behind him.
Just as Maki didn't waste a moment ripping his pants down, liberating his hard cock, which was immediately swallowed by Maki, who fell into a lewd squat in front of him.
Shuichi moaned as Maki swiftly took his cock down her throat, her lips kissing his crotch, and not even a hint of thoughts in her eyes. She was completely focused on sucking his soul out through his cock.
Shuichi clenched his jaw, before grabbing hold of Maki's hair.
He would have to satisfy Maki himself, before she did something she would regret.
- - -
Shuichi was panting desperately. Sweat was falling in his eyes, and his every muscle was screaming. Not to mention how his balls felt like shriveled-up raisins.
But finally, Maki had passed out.
She was lying on her back, completely nude, covered in sweat and cum.
Her hair was a mess, many strands having escaped her twintails during the hours of fucking that had just occurred.
But judging from her expression, Shuichi might've gone too far. Her eyes had completely rolled back into her skull, and her mouth was stretched into a dumb smile of pleasure, drool rolling down her lolling tongue.
That, coupled with the downright animalistic way she had been acting in the last few hours…
Shuichi could only hope that Kaito was fine with a brain-dead slut for a girlfriend.
And that he would see the necessity in having Shuichi stick around to help satisfy her.
Hopefully, two dicks would do better than one. Otherwise, the detective worried Maki would fuck the both of them into the ground, before moving on to the closest available guy or girl.
Well, one way or another, Shuichi would do his best to support his friends.
My cat ran away and I searched for her everywhere I took her to the vet just a few days ago and now she's gone again I'm so upset so if you don't mind can I request some hcs of makoto, Hajime and maki comforting their s/o who lost their cat? If you can that is—despair anon
I'm super sorry to hear that your cat ran away, but I do hope and wish that you find her soon!
I hope these hcs help you feel better, even if it's just a lil bit (I think I interpreted your wish right, if not then I'm sorry)
Makoto, Hajime, and Maki comforting their s/o who just lost their cat
【Makoto Naegi】
• This luckster would understand the feeling of having a pet run away. He did have a dog growing up and every once in a while it would get too excited and run away whether it chasing it or it just going too far from home
• Since he is kinda an optimistic, he'd tell you that it would be okay and hopefully your cat will be okay wherever she is
• He'd let you cry on his shoulder if you need too, rub your back and tell you as many reassurances you need. Do you want anything? Snacks, a glass of water, maybe a comfort item you have somewhere?
• Makoto just wants to make sure you are okay and are feeling better before he proceeds with any other course of action
• If you want, Makoto will even go out and look for your cat (you are allowed to come or just let him look). Maybe his luck will come in handy and possibly find your cat
• Heck, maybe he can get Kyoko to also help in the search. She is the Ultimate Detective after all and she probably had to find a few missing pets in her line of work
• He just doesn't want you to be sad, and will absolutely do his best to find your cat. But if that's not what you want right now, then he will do his darn best to comfort you till you are better
【Hajime Hinata】
• I feel like Hajime won't particularly notice your change in mood unless he was looking closely, or you just told him upfront about what happened
• If you aren't the most upfront person, he would have to take a good look at you to realize you aren't okay - to which he mentally slapped himself for being so blind and not noticing earlier
• While he isn't any sort of detective in the slightest, it became sorta clear to him on what has been bothering you. You are usually accomplished evermore with your pet cat, she is never to wonder around much and most of the time she is just laying with you on your bed
• He pulled you into a hug, albeit being slightly awkward since that's just kinda how he is
• While he can't exactly relate, as he never lost a pet before in any way, he's really good at comforting you!.. at least he hopes he is
• The comfort sound of hearing his heart beat to a steady rhythm, you feel a wave of calmness that you haven't felt today. It made you smile knowing that Hajime is trying his best here to comfort you, and his attempt to do so did not fail
• Hajime isn't totally sure what to really do now, but the future is a mystery - you two can decide the course of action about your missing cat once you feel better
【Maki Harukawa】
• Honestly, I don't think she would sugarcoat the possibility of your cat not being okay or something much worse
• But that's something she wouldn't say directly (for the time being at least), as it would probably make you feel much worse and she's supposed to be comforting you
• Even though comforting a person is not really her forte, she would let you rant to her about it while she had you in a slight stiff but comforting hug
• She isn't really too sure what to exactly say - she never really had a pet or being remotely emotionally attached to anything as a child so she just holds you in her arms as you either vent, cry, or both
• There's a silence after a while, your voice gone quiet as Maki waits to see if you still have anything to say
• After that, Maki just has you rest for the day, as you very much need it after spending most of your day looking for your cat.
• What she didn't let you know is that once she leaves you alone to rest, she goes on her own search to find the cat herself. Maki is an assassin, the Ultimate one at that, so if she has a target, she will find them
• Just leave the searching for her, and if she comes back later with nothing still then her excuse will just be that she got you your comfort snacks (or just something similar to that)
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Haha finally got them done!- I would have finished sooner but I had a brain fog when doing Hajime's
also a lot of people really been requests Maki
It was fun writing the boys though! I really gotta write them more often
I still wish you the best on finding your cat, and that she is all well! Take care!
~ Mod Toko 💜
Headcanons for despair among us au? With the characters as imposters? (Ex: how they kill and why and do they get caught or no?) ~despair anon
Hmm I decided that for this AU, there’s no one who’s stuck with an Impostor role indefinitely. Anyone has a chance to get it whenever they set foot into the base/ship.
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Maki
Despite being an Impostor, she never likes to kill.
Though she always says “do you wanna die” every time someone calls her sus. But besides that she’s usually calm so she’s hardly ever suspected.
No one wants to vote her off. Everyone’s too scared to.
Tho Kokichi is a little shit who annoys her to the point of stabbing him.
Teruteru
He hated his role.
But he was paranoid that Ultimate Impostor was actually an Impostor, too, and decided to kill them to protect everyone.
By attacking them with a metal skewer after he sabotaged the lights and they went to electrical to fix them.
He cries when he realizes he was wrong and gets yeeted into the lava lake of Polus.
Junko
Kill and Sabotage go brrr.
She’s a trigger-happy Impostor who keeps killing Mukuro again and again or depriving the whole area of O2 just for the despair of it all.
Yet she always puts on an innocent façade, claiming she can do no wrong.
Nagito
If he ever got the role, he’d wait for someone to vote him off, having no will to kill anyone.
He likes seeing his crewmates try to overcome the despair of an Impostor being among them.
Kinda sucks at faking tasks. So he tries helping others with theirs.
Of course, his bad luck often causes Sabotages and leads to his crewmates’ pets getting killed or sucked out to space.
Mondo
If he ever killed someone, it would only be out of a fit of rage.
Long, tedious tasks get him pissed off and if you ever came up behind him--welp that’s the end of you.
When he comes back as a crewmate, he gets one hell of a scolding from Taka.
Celestia & Kokichi
Are the pros at being manipulative Impostors.
If there’s more than one, they’ll get the more gullible ones (Hifumi and Gonta) to kill for them instead.
But at the next meeting they’re voted off quick thanks to Kyoko’s and Shuichi’s deductions.
At that point they become angry, petty ghosts.
i found out literally 15 minutes ago that one of my f/os canonically dies and i am already extremely upset over it to the point where i am about to cry writing this. i know hes in a better place but im still sad i feel like i shouldve been there for him more i feel like a failure. i miss you so much prowl :(
love always, despair anon
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the funny thing about being ficto and having bpd at the same time is that i have like 3 f/os which i consider my favorite person
love always, despair anon
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i am both glad and extremely upset that i am the only person in my f/o's fandom who likes her. i'm glad because i get jealous very easily so i get to have her All To Myself but i am also Fucking Pissed because everyone HATES HER like with a PASSION like i saw someone call her a slur once. literally nobody understands her like i do. i love my autistic boywife despite the fact that (or possiblly because) nobody else does
also can i be despair anon?
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