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Should I send this or No?
For the Past 2 weeks I've been feeling like a part of me was missing. Its like I spent so long waiting for someone to come along and not waste my time. I'm so used to not having faith in people when it comes down to relationships ya know. And Back in May I met that person by complete accident. Its crazy how you can fall in love by accident. I had no idea that this was a girl who would change my views on dating. She was just supposed to be "My nigga" lol. We spent the entire summer getting to know each other, daily facetimes, (once,we facetimed for 9 hours straight,Thats dope)visits to Philadelphia and just talking for hours on end. Arguing too. But even then as stubborn as we both are we found a way to get over it and keep it pushing. We used to talk about how we felt about love and that vulnerable feeling that comes over you when you are and or feel like you're falling. Scary shit sometimes lol... Idk if people will think I'm crazy or not but there's a connection that I can't let go... I refuse too. Thinking the exact same things, dreams. Even down to receiving a text at the moment that you just thought about that person. Sometimes it seems telepathical (which apparently isn't a word because the red line is under it)
I mean.. Idk if this is me just being a guy... or if this is me being too sensitive. Or maybe the previous two statements are just my pride in the way. Or maybe a mixture of all 3. I just feel like she's the perfect balance to me. She evens me out. I'm typically a nice person. But she balances that with her hint of attitude. This shit is crazy lol.. I mean its 6:43am and I'm writing about her... About you...
All this to say... I thought I lost you... There was a panic that ran through my veins daily. I'm willing to do what it takes to keep you happy. I just want to be everything you need. To be the person that fulfills every wish regardless of size.
Part of me wants to send this to you right now... Part of me wants to just post it and not tell you. Just to see if you stumble across it one day. Then you'll see how I felt about you on this day.
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