Ok, cool. Do your 5 fave dgm characters.
OH FUCK HERE WE GO AGAIN!
5 - Mana - my dear Mana… i despise what he became but i still look at him and i feel like i still deep down love him so much and want him back because i make jokes and play around saying hes the Earl but hes so obviously scared of being the Earl i feel that a lot of my anger towards him is misguided. hes not perfect in any way shape or form and he was not the greatest in terms of parenting even if people dont wanna acknowledge it. still my heart goes to him and while i know ill never get my Mana back that he has been completely swept under the Earl part of me will look back and just feel that happy nostalgia of what he was and what he could have been if the tides were in his favor. i still see the him from the past the man who didnt want to give up and i feel like crying, i wish he has stayed like that. my feelings for him are complicated but i guess i still do love him a lot.
4 - Marie - because like hes just probably the most stable person in the manga. and its so very obvious that while he has been influenced by Froi on his love for kids because he said himself that he almost lost himself to anger on the day he first met Kanda until he heard his voice talk to him. hes a good person and it pretty obviously the one person that Kanda doesnt feel is annoying because hes just the calm and understanding type, he doesnt push people hes not forcefull he just wants to help and be kind. hes also one of those rare good representations of a disabled character and its so nice to see that hes not a prop to any abled character hes his own character whos strong and kind and reasonable. i guess i like him so much because he just a calming presence.
3 - Kanda - its almost impossible to read dgm and not like Kanda from the beginning he was abrasive and mean and aggressive but u knew we all knew that underneath that there was a reason a strong one why he acts like that. and surprise surprise that much was true! all he went through was beyond inhumane, what happened to him and Alma was horrible and Kanda didnt deserve to see someone he loved so much die in his arm with their last words being i love u. i still feel so angry about it he deserved better and im glad he met Marie and Froi because if he had never gotten such kind people as his family? it would have destroyed him he already has such a low opinion of the order if he hadnt had such a good family he would be a husk. i care for him a lot i dont think i say it enough but its nice that hes getting better little by little. hes still gonna be abrasive and mean at times but hes getting better!
2 - Froi - oh Froi! what can i say about him that i havent already? hes kind and sweet and strong and hes just so hopeful. i cant understand how he can handle having so many kids under his care when its obvious he would feel the worst type of pain if anything happened to them. he cares too much and hes willing to risk everything for his children. hes sentimental and very parental more than all the other general and its obvious he has some sort of past with me (wonder why hes actually in debt with me) and i want it to show up so i can make another “reasons why FroixCross is canon just trust me”. im joking but also like… theres something i envy about him is that hes not scared to show how much he cares about his kids in such an honest way. he definitely is too soft on his kids but i think its because he knows deep down that kids shouldnt be fighting in wars but theres no other choice. the pain i fear ill feel if Allie dies is something he has gone through and i just cant help but feel like hes hiding a lot of pains underneath his cheery personality. hes such a caring person and that probably bit him in the ass a lot before and he looks so fucn to tease and make fun of because he wears his heart on his sleeve! i love him so much because of that. his caring personality all that gentleness despite everything… hehe hes my dearest husband!
1 - Allie - who would have thought that the extremely embarrassing parent would put his child on the first place? anyway ive talked a lot about Allie. a lot really i have a big ass analysis im making about her because i want people to understand how i see her to understand how shes just such an amazing person someone whos been through some of the worst types of hell a child could go through but still stays strong and tries again and again to help other to put others in front of her to the point it harms her. shes the kindest person anyone could be and its heartbreaking. its so heartbreaking that someone like that had to suffer so much and gone through so many years of not being genuinely loved thinking she was doomed to pain and misery. i just wanted her to be far away from the order and from knowing about things that could hurt her but i think i hurt her by not having hope she could survive and i honestly still dont. but she didnt give up and she hasnt given up yet. she refuses to let go of life despite everything shes still walking. part of me thinks shes a fool who doesnt know her limits the other is so proud that she wont go down without a fight she is so brave and kind and i hope she can shed the mask shes wearing and be herself. someday she will i know it but i hope it doesnt have to happen after Neah takes over her body. my poor child deserved more from me, shes loved and i never showed her that but so many people love her so many people would fight to protect her shes walking but at least she wont be always lonely anymore and if it comes to it ill hold her hand and guide to far away once Neah takes over. if she can live happily so be it but if she has to die i want to be there i cant handle leaving her alone when shes going though so much i wasnt with her when she was still “Red” but i promise ill come back and be with her again. she deserves so much and i hope she gets a happy ending.
