I saw your submission instinct for the Espada and was curious about the other Hollows. Like Nel, Luppi, Tesla, ect.?
( •̀ᄇ• ́)ﻭ✧ This and this are what this ask is referencing!
-He hates that there’s no denying it. He’d purred and whined and been the very picture of pathetic, and as sickening as it is, it wasn’t all bad. That’s the worst part, that he can’t just look upon the incident with nothing but resentment, and (worse, everything is worse) there’s no forgetting it.
-He’s always been weak enough that rolling over and baring his throat to live is nothing new, but he’d hoped that you of all people would never see it. It’s shameful how used to it he’s gotten, how horribly easy it was for even you to trigger that worthless reflex.
-It’s paralyzing. He shouldn’t have let it happen, been so weak as to let mere instinct drive him to be so pathetic (begging, whining, baring his belly like he trusted you). You must be sick of it by now, bored or disgusted or just done with him and his worthless, uncontrollable, instincts.
-She’s downright panicked. Knowing that she let you see her like that, let herself be that way to begin with is unbearable, and the memories of it, of going limp and soft and sweet are even worse. She couldn’t be more upset, furious and terrified that you caused such a situation.
-The humiliation of it (bad enough on its own, that you saw him so needy and weak) pales in comparison to what you could do next. You know now, know exactly how to make him helpless and if you tried to use it against him there’d be nothing he could do to stop it.
-Even as carefree as she is, it’s hard to take. It’s terrifying, knowing that you made her that vulnerable, playing with her instincts in ways that she couldn’t do anything to fight. It’s more worrying yet that it was so enjoyable, trapped under a warm, delirious fog of thoughtless instinct.
-His pride is so damaged he may never recover. It hurts to even think about you, how pathetic you must think he is after he clung to you and begged to be good, helpless and awful and so far out of his control. It’s not fair. He didn’t choose to let it happen. It’s not like he wanted that.