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ein herz für äitsch
Ich bin jetzt seit bald einem halben Jahr auf Diamorphin, Wahnsinn, wie die Zeit vergeht. Noch viel krasser ist aber, dass ich fast seit Beginn an auf derselben (vergleichsweise extrem niedrigen) Dosis bin und trotzdem jeden Tag so dicht bin, wie ich es vielleicht in den ersten zwei Wochen Konsum, als ich mit Heroin angefangen habe war. Trotzdem ist es ein recht gut kontrollierbarer Turn, also wenn ich mich hinsetze, um was für die Uni zu machen, dann klappt das gut und ich penne nicht weg oder so. Sprich wenn ich was zu tun habe, bin ich total klar. Nur wenn ich dann alleine zuhause sitze und besonders am Wochenende, wenn ich nichts zu tun habe, dann merke ich schon, dass ich echt sehr dicht bin. Da fallen mir oft sofort die Augen zu, sobald ich mich hinsetze. Aber das ist ja irgendwo auch der Sinn der Sache.
Wenn du eimal diese Wärme spürst, hast du ohne immer kalt.
Heroin
Heroin
Synonyme: Diacetylmorphin, Diamorphin, DAM Englisch: heroin
Inhaltsverzeichnis
1 Definition
2 Wirkung und Nebenwirkung
3 Pharmakokinetik
4 Antagonist
5 Applikationswege
6 Leitlinie
1 Definition
Heroin wird halbsynthetisch aus Morphin und Essigsäureanhydrid oderEssigsäurechlorid hergestellt. Es ist ein stark analgetisches Opioid mit einem sehr hohen Abhängigkeitspotential.
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A, D, E, F, H, J, M, O, R, V, X
♥ A - If you could get away with one murder in your lifetime without any legal, social, or emotional repercussions, would you kill someone? No. Honestly, I don't think I would be able to live with the guilt. Even the idea of being in an accident and killing somebody scares me to death and keeps me from driving my parents car.D - Would you rather know everything the universe has to offer but in exchange lose all emotions or remain the way you are now? I would prefer knowledge. Imagine knowing every cure for every disease... and while ultimative knowledge would certainly kill any real person, I think being emotionless would be the only way to mantain sanity anyway. E - If you could live and be healthy without sleeping or eating/drinking, which would you cut out of your life? Eating and drinking. Staying up while everyone else is asleep is nothing but boring. At least for me it's usually nothing but waiting for other people to wake up too.F - If you could take on the exact body and form of anyone else on Earth, who would it be? "Anyone else" excludes being a bird, right? Well, in this case I would love to look like either like Abbey Lee Kershaw (because she's just flawless) or a young Val Kilmer (because of reasons). H - If it meant it would solve all world hunger, war, disease and bigotry, would you spend the rest of eternity in Hell? I would, without thinking twice. That makes me look more selfless than I actually am. I guess most people would, wouldn't they?J - Could you live without having sex ever (again) in exchange for eternal youth? Eternal youth means living forever, right? This is pretty much what Anne Rice's vampires were like. Instantly. I hate the thought of not being able to see what's living going to be like in 300 years.M - If you could have the ability to manipulate matter or energy, which would you choose? I don't care as long as it gives me the abbility to either fly or be invisible.O - Would you rather spend one year with your one true love just to never see them again or the rest of your life with second best? I hate parting. I couldn't survive missing somebody my entire life, so I would take the second best. Sad but true.R - Do you have any (secret) feelings of bigotry to any group of people? I hope not. I always try to reflect on my thoughts towards other people, but... I'm not sure how often I succeed. V - A world without religion, good, bad, neutral? I cannot imagine it. I think a lot of people are just unable to live without spiritual believes. And although I believe being without religion would make the world a more peacefull place, I think it would also drive a huge amount of people insane at the same time. Sadly.X - You can eliminate one of your five senses to substantially strengthen the others, which one and would you do it? I wouldn't. I need all my senses and I'm terribly scared of losing them (which I'll eventually do).
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Hah, thank you, you saved me from death by boredom. :D1. The meaning behind my URL‘Vellocet’ is one of the ingredients of the drugged drinks served at the Korova Milk Bar in ‘A Clockwork Orange’. And the perks of a good korova milk with your droogs are obvious.2. A picture of methis is my ‘I feel like I haven’t slept in ages’-face. yay.6. Favorite Bandurgh. to me, that’s the most difficult of often asked smalltalk-ish question ever. for a long time I would probably said The dresden Dolls, but I have nearly stopped listening to them lately (as well as EvelynEvelyn, since I started having major problems with the personality of Amanda palmer herself), so I would probably go with The Libertines right now. I already connect such defining and lovely memeries to their music, so… The Libertines it is. :D10. Biggest turn on(s)people with freckles and bright eyes, who smell like cigarettes and coffee. knowledge of my favorite books & movies is a huge plus, but the most imporant thing is that he or she is able to impress and surprise. but besides, if you hold me tight when i’m cold, share my crooked sense of humor and your smoke with me, I will eventually fall for you. I’m generally dubious of people attending business school, but maybe I could overlook this flaw.12. Ideas of a perfect dateWatching a good movie & sharing cigarettes on a gallery.13. Life goal(s)I just hope that, when I am dying, I don’t regret everything I did. I want to live life to the fullest and I don’t want to fade away.16. Favorite movieFight Club. I love plenty movies, but this one has always been in top of them all. I just love everything about it, every scene and every line, i just… urgh, if I could marry a movie, it’d be Fight Club.17. A fact about my lifeI’m addicted to buying notebooks and I probably own a ton of them already.18. Phobiafucking. maggots. I can’t even tell how much I hate them. the way they move, their black heads… urgh, just everything about them makes me shiver. I fucking hate them.