A plan for a letter addressed to Ethan Nakamura from Alabaster Torrington written in the latter’s diary, estimated date of September 3rd. It’s unknown if it was sent.
To lieutenant Ethan,
I don’t know how to write this letter, there are so many words that I would love to say to you, but I’m going to try and limit myself to only the most important. I feel a lot of different ways about you, sometimes I want to throw you into the ocean and watch you drown, and other times I want to hold you so close and never let you go just so you can see how much I care about you. You feel like such an important part of my life, a part I’d never want to lose. I suppose that’s why I’m writing this down instead of saying it to your face. I know you don’t really believe in luck but gods I feel so lucky to be friends with you. I’m lucky you don’t smile often because every time you do I feel like you’re trying to rip my heart out of my chest. Gods, I thought I could just wait these stupid feelings out, but no, you just had to keep being a plague on my mind, so now I am writing this letter. You don’t need to return any feelings, you’d hardly let me force you to do anything, but I do just want this to be known, we don’t even need to speak of this at all, if you'd like.
With love the utmost sincerity,
General Your friend,
Alabaster C. Torrington
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