An excerpt of Ethan Nakamura’s audio log - July 5th, 10:02pm, Princess Andromeda
I messed up. This was a mistake. This shouldn’t have happened.
[A shaky breath is just barely caught in the recording]
She shouldn’t be here. I don’t know why I brought her here,it was a mistake, a lapse in judgement, a— No, I know what it was.
[Quiet laughter lasts for a beat before fading into a sigh]
Oh, isn’t that just fucking pathetic, poor Ethan makes a friend and suddenly he gets distracted from the goal. Gods, what is wrong with me? I’m not supposed to be like this, I’m better than this, I was made to be.
I don’t know much about Morpheus, I don’t know that much about any of the so-called minor gods here, I suppose I could see if mo— no, I need to solve my own problems. I could see if Alabaster could give me some help.
It's nice that I get to see Alabaster again, that was a welcome surprise. I don’t think he should’ve helped me and Rachel, he’s got enough to deal with already. I do hope he and Rachel could become friends, it would make this easier.
[Another shaky breath is heard]
Deep breaths, Ethan. Trust your instincts, just like you always have.
She’s got a plan for you.
End of log for this date.
