#diaryentry1

[blems-way-to-speak]

Dear Diary,

ive never owned a diary before but when i found this basic ass notebook i thought id give it a try. maybe itll help me cope with the shit ive been through and the shit i go through on a daily basis. Forgive my penmanship and poor grammar by the way ive never really written before. as an animatronic i was coded to be able to read and spell but copying letters and numbers is entirely foreign to me. ive picked up proper spelling techniques but thats about it. do you wanna know something about me diary? i dimension traveled. im not in the old place i used to be diary. this place is new and wonderful and the people here treat me like i matter. they treat me like im worth something. theres this one female animatronic Andromeda and shes really pretty and nice to me. she got me all washed up and stuff when i first got here and now im clean all the time and have clean clothes to wear. i think shes with Titan but im not sure. the drama and relationships of this place are too confusing to follow so im staying out of it for the most part. oh and diary!! ive seen outside! Andromeda took me to the roof and i got to see the sky and the world around stardust theaters. god its so pretty diary. the sky is so bright and full of life and it looked like i could just reach out and touch it. the clouds looked soft too. and did you know that Andi dances? it was an inopportune time to really walk in but i saw her dancing a few days ago. oh shes walking this way. im going to put you away for now diary but thank you for listening to me even if i sound deranged. i do need a solid friend right now with all these voices in my head.

Kindest regards Bl00dst4in

[straightouttacosmo]

How can such a beautiful scene be a sign of a coming disaster?😭 •Dec26/2019•

Eclipse is a reminder of the Day of Judgment. As Abu Musa reported:

"The sun eclipsed and the Prophet got up, being afraid that it might be the Hour (Day of Judgment). He went to the Mosque and offered a prayer with the longest Qiyam, bowing and prostration that I had ever seen him doing. Then he said, 'These signs which Allah sends do not occur because of the life or death of somebody, butAllah makes His worshipers afraid by them. So when you see anything thereof, proceed to remember Allah, invoke Him, and ask for His forgiveness.'" (Bukhari 2:167)

[spirited-juvenile]

apart but not away

Today, I was reunited with some of my high school friends.

           And I realized how much I missed them and that although we have grown apart and weren't seeing each other every day five times a week, there’s no indifference. We weren’t tensed and awkward. We shared memories we’ve cherished through the years and our college life adventures. We laughed ‘til we needed to breathe and catch air. I was wishing that I could capture every moment of today and keep it forever, then I remembered that “our life’s greatest moments is always captured by the heart.”

Today was fun. Looking forward to more days like this.                                                                                                                                     Always, E.

[spiritualjasjourney]

The Love Of My Life

You've become someone I can't explain. Not because of anything bad but because you, as a person, leaves me speechless. You give me the biggest butterflies. When you're young you don't think you can ever feel so much love. From the moment I met you it was love at first sight. For you , I know it wasn't but it's okay because we met up a few months after that and two days later you made me yours <3 It's almost going on 5 months and we have been through some shit. Good and bad. I let you slip out of my hands twice and I promise I'll never do it ever again. Those two times I walked away from us it broke me but it also built my love for you. I didn't know how much you actually meant to me until the last time we broke up. I couldn't and didn't want to live another day without you. You are my world, my everything, my other half, and most importantly my best friend. You make my heart ooze out with love. I've been let down so much in my life and I expected that from you but even when I walked away you chased me. You never let me out of your sight no matter how much it hurt for us to be only "friends". I've never met a man who has treated me the way you have. You walk on the street side while we walk down the side walk, you open doors for me, you wipe my tears before they can hit my cheek, you tell me everyday 20x a day that you love me. I can never ask for a better soulmate. You made me feel happy at what i thought was the lowest time of my life. Baby, you mean so much to me its crazy. You complete me <3