the country girl in a romance of lights
She was so entranced by the cities. She searched and searched in those lights. Her soul blinking in each gleam off the mismatched buildings. It was her inquisitive nature, and uncontainable love for the shiny and bright. As unwavering as her curiosity was it was her fear and excitement for the unknown that drew her to this other world. Lights, noise and movement was so far from her personality, albeit exactly what she could only dream for herself to emulate. She was entranced by the movement, and flow of the system. For hours her brain could dip in and out of passing lives trying just so slightly to peer into the monotony of another. She lost herself in the hustle and bustle. It was anonymity in herself finally camouflaged around her. Searching always for a place she could fit into it was far from the perfect fit. What the city did for her was an easy trade for the real thing. Finding her place would not happen here but with so many lives to lose herself into she could pretend she did fit in. Painting herself into the background of her life was as close to finding her place she could hope to end up with anymore.