“Forgive my lack of experience with surgeons of your sex, madame,” Jacob bites backs.
Every breath stings across his ribs, like a nail driving through him. He cannot go on, but to submit to a woman wielding surgical instruments turns his already battered stomach. On ships, with carpenters and surgeons, there was an understanding. A man was given drink, something to bite down on. It didn’t matter if he pissed himself or fell unconscious - such things were nobly ignored. But to be so weak under this woman’s hand - Jacob cannot countenance such a thing. It is unbearable to his pride. But equally he knows his wounds must be seen to. His hand, pressed to his side, is hot and slick with his own blood. If the wound is not closed, he will suffer some putrification and die even more ignobly in shit and sweat. He swallows thickly.
Jacob’s entire demeanor is that of a wild creature, his dark eyes never leaving her’s, his limp closer to her slow and controlled. He does not trust, but he feels the rushing desire to live, to see another day out, to deny this injury its fateful course. It is her woman’s hand and blade or his life, and he knows it. Perhaps that’s why he resents her all the more for it. But, like an injured animal seeking shelter, he edges closer.
“You can close the wound? Prevent it rotting?” You can save my pitiful life?