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[guttersblessing]

whoa who dropped that kofi link here... weird

EDIT: THE LINK DIDNT EVEN STAY THERE ?? whatever https://ko-fi.com/gutter

[aster-is-tired]

ok back on my bullshit thinking of various flavor foley stuff as tma statements or avatars or whatever. I have ideas let me cook. its going under the cut cause there's lowk a lot

ok so Butcher Vanity. i dont have like a concrete statement or avatar idea but i have fear ideas so. this one i feel is 2 fears. most obvious is the Flesh cause yk. cannibalism. BUT.. it's also full of the Corruption. id say its a pretty even split between both. because while the meat and well, butcher imagery is like the whole song, there's a lot of times where the lyrics make it clear this is something being done out of love. "Oh, your heart, aortic work of art / My love, my knife to carve it out your life" Toxic love is a pretty major part of the Corruption, and "being consumed by what loves you" is sort of. like the whole point at least half the time with it. obviously, im not dismissing the clear Flesh alignment, im just saying. its very Corruption to be consumed for love.

ok Spoken For. this one I have a specific idea for. id say this song is a combination of the Spiral and Web, maybe some Eye if you think about it hard enough (like public perception and stuff. kind of a big stretch so I won't talk about this one lmao). its very Spiral in the whole "caught up in routine" stuff, since a lot of the Spiral is yk. spiraling. doing shit over and over without break and going fucking crazy. that's a solid part of the song, id say. despite all this. holy fuck is it Web. id quote the song like i did for Butcher Vanity but honestly just go listen to it at this point, id be putting the whole ass song 😭😭 Teto doesn't have free will, and that's the whole point of the Web. "You make the decision, and that's all I know" "Look into the mirror, tell me what I am" WEB. ALL THE WAY. SHE HAS NO CHOICE OR WILL. ITS ALL PREDETERMINED FOR HER. Anyway so like tma-ified spoken for right. like maybe a statement from a fan of Teto's noticing Teto moving very oddly onstage, and noticing like puppet limbs and joints on her. could also be a statement from Teto realizing shes turning into a marionette and won't have any will of her own at all soon ("baby make me something 'fore i get that call" yk.) lowk like the second one more i thinkk.

ok i have some ideas for Static. the song itself is Lonely as hell. "When you go, just don't change the channel / I hope you won't be long / After all, I want to be wanted / Is that so wrong?" shes Lonely as hell! and that clearly distresses her! however. while the song itself is Lonely, I could see Static Miku herself being adapted into a Spiral avatar with a similar gimmick as Sergei Ushanka. freaky sentient cartoon in a CRT that forces you to watch it and stay with it. I had the idea just now of eventually maybe it pulls you into the cartoon world too after long enough (hitting a "we can skip the sign-off, ol' familiar scene, repeating", and then eats your fear Distortion-style. based on the "ego wired in the CRT" line i feel like that could like be a neat idea for how Miku got stuck in there and became an Avatar herself. maybe she was the tv's first victim and sort of embraced the fact people after her would be forced to watch.

idk! fun ideas! lemme know if you guys have any fun ideas for like more songs or more ideas for these! yeah!

[mymarifae]

does the smoking part of smoking weed ever get any easier. help.

[dejaroze]

bro knows about baby gronk now 😂😂☝🏽

[sleepnoises]

Thank you to everyone who came by today!! Both beautiful nice friends and kind sweet people who "recognized my stuff from online" (causing beautiful friends to call me an internet microcelebrity) (must accept this about myself)

[multiiplied]

I’ve been. Hella unreliable and unreachable lately, I’m scatterbrained literally 70% of my day, and by the time I find myself slowing down, it’s 3 AM. Family has been really intense lately, and it leaves me paranoid and unable to really focus on anything. I can hardly get any pleasure or enjoyment out of anything. I’m still trying, hoping and experimenting to see if things grab my attention long enough to get me anywhere here— But I’m really sorry how lackluster this blog has been.

[dandorishipping]

hi uhm i think im gonna change my commission prices for the future. i did make a carrd for it but DONT WORRY if you wanna commission me now prices are still the same!!! i just fear i may be undercharging myself augahugahgua