embrace me ♡

let's exchange pain for pain

[mymarifae]

💗 hi!! i'm millie! 🌈

25 | she/fae/they | black

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🩷 ~ writing tag

💫 ~ art tag

💌 ~ required listening

[mymarifae]

i can't wait for ch5 and whatever answers it has in store though because like. the utdr fandom on twitter has become unbearable recently. theory-crafting has devolved into a competition of proving everyone wrong; pure contrarianism rather than genuine analysis. it also feels like way too many people spent too long thinking of dess as this helpless tragic victim and cannot reconcile with the very good chance that she has a very active role in the story and they're doing everything they can to deny and dismiss it

i think some healthy skepticism is good for discussions. like i've recently shifted gears into thinking of the knight as dess's creation - her own vessel of sorts - due to some earnest dessknight skeptics pointing out certain flaws in the standard interpretation of the theory. but this isn't that anymore. it's just a bunch of cocky assholes smugly crossing their arms and saying like "heh. i'm so much smarter and better than all of you fools who believe the theory that's thematically appropriate, has mountains of evidence, and also parallels toby fox's biggest inspiration" and it's so fucking annoyingggggggg. dessknight is the most popular theory for a reason give it a little more credit AT LEAST

[mymarifae]

absolutely horrifying that the deltarune ch5 trailer showed almost nothing new. what insane shit is toby hiding .we're all so fucked

[mymarifae]

hiiiii soooooo as you guys may know, alu got hit by a car last month. he was miraculously okay but he did break one of his teeth, and it turns out he needs it removed 🥲 he's in more pain every day and it's starting to affect his ability to eat so it can't wait. and it's a little much for me to cover on my own right now, since school is out and my summer job search is going slow :(

if anyone can spare a few dollars to help me pay for the appointment (the vet gave me a rough estimate of about $500 but that wasn't including the meds they'll surely tack on...), i would really appreciate it 🥲 pls share this post too if you can ;; i hate seeing my baby uncomfortable and in pain, and waiting too long risks infection

here's my ko-fi !!!!! anything helps, thank you so so so much

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[mymarifae]

we've made some really great progress with this so far and i'm so grateful 🥹🫶🏾 we're at $250 right now !!!!!!!! i'm not expecting the full $500+; if we can get to $450 or even $400 i can take care of the rest. we're getting close...!! thank you again. it means so much to me (and alu)

[mymarifae]

ok

[velvetys]

Everything used to be 20 dollars and now that I finally have 20 dollars everything is now 200 dollars

[ttr777gg]

/Not a pairing.

From everything we know, it seems like these two are on good terms. I think when Aventurine first came to IPC, she might have been the one to try to establish contact with him.

[mymarifae]

hiiiii soooooo as you guys may know, alu got hit by a car last month. he was miraculously okay but he did break one of his teeth, and it turns out he needs it removed 🥲 he's in more pain every day and it's starting to affect his ability to eat so it can't wait. and it's a little much for me to cover on my own right now, since school is out and my summer job search is going slow :(

if anyone can spare a few dollars to help me pay for the appointment (the vet gave me a rough estimate of about $500 but that wasn't including the meds they'll surely tack on...), i would really appreciate it 🥲 pls share this post too if you can ;; i hate seeing my baby uncomfortable and in pain, and waiting too long risks infection

here's my ko-fi !!!!! anything helps, thank you so so so much

Buy Millie a Coffee

Become a supporter of Millie today!

(i'm also willing to accept small commissions if you would rather pay for something rather than just give me money. my art tag is #doodles. DM me if interested)

[mymarifae]

we've made some really great progress with this so far and i'm so grateful 🥹🫶🏾 we're at $250 right now !!!!!!!! i'm not expecting the full $500+; if we can get to $450 or even $400 i can take care of the rest. we're getting close...!! thank you again. it means so much to me (and alu)

[unstablebill]

I've been scream laughing at this for several days

[rockabillywife]

I’m starting a gofundme to get a mojito

[kuuura]

[shittttyproblems]

not today...

[pansy2025]

things used to be $5

[mymarifae]

hiiiii soooooo as you guys may know, alu got hit by a car last month. he was miraculously okay but he did break one of his teeth, and it turns out he needs it removed 🥲 he's in more pain every day and it's starting to affect his ability to eat so it can't wait. and it's a little much for me to cover on my own right now, since school is out and my summer job search is going slow :(

if anyone can spare a few dollars to help me pay for the appointment (the vet gave me a rough estimate of about $500 but that wasn't including the meds they'll surely tack on...), i would really appreciate it 🥲 pls share this post too if you can ;; i hate seeing my baby uncomfortable and in pain, and waiting too long risks infection

here's my ko-fi !!!!! anything helps, thank you so so so much

Buy Millie a Coffee

Become a supporter of Millie today!

(i'm also willing to accept small commissions if you would rather pay for something rather than just give me money. my art tag is #doodles. DM me if interested)

[mymarifae]

we've made some really great progress with this so far and i'm so grateful 🥹🫶🏾 we're at $250 right now !!!!!!!! i'm not expecting the full $500+; if we can get to $450 or even $400 i can take care of the rest. we're getting close...!! thank you again. it means so much to me (and alu)

[mymarifae]

hiiiii soooooo as you guys may know, alu got hit by a car last month. he was miraculously okay but he did break one of his teeth, and it turns out he needs it removed 🥲 he's in more pain every day and it's starting to affect his ability to eat so it can't wait. and it's a little much for me to cover on my own right now, since school is out and my summer job search is going slow :(

if anyone can spare a few dollars to help me pay for the appointment (the vet gave me a rough estimate of about $500 but that wasn't including the meds they'll surely tack on...), i would really appreciate it 🥲 pls share this post too if you can ;; i hate seeing my baby uncomfortable and in pain, and waiting too long risks infection

here's my ko-fi !!!!! anything helps, thank you so so so much

Buy Millie a Coffee

Become a supporter of Millie today!

(i'm also willing to accept small commissions if you would rather pay for something rather than just give me money. my art tag is #doodles. DM me if interested)

[pointnclick]

"No one wants to work anymore." Damn right brother. If I could sit in a beautiful field for 40 hours every week of my singular precious life I would

[dickmaster]

Cunty little thing isnt it

[valtsv]

my problem is if i enjoy something enough i will be nitpicking. i Will have things to say about where and how it failed. out of nothing but love straight from my heart. unfortunately this often makes me indistinguishable from a hater who has never experienced joy or kindness. such is the amateur critic's burden.

[valtsv]

all of my favourite things are like beautiful racehorses that trip over their own feet a hundred times. but they get back up again. and goddamn, you should see them run.