#dillon.

[orb1ter]

𐙚 @aftrbdy liked .

" you're joking . " the words , despite their connotation , are deadpanned toward the other . " there's nothing in this damn world that would get me back there . no . "

[beastiebutton-blog]

I got your faggot ass a ticket to graduation

Dillon, My boyfriends the sweetest ha!

[deardreamsandstories-blog]

[nu-dous]

You've promised me forever.

Whether we are dating or whether we're just friends.

We also promised this won't affect our friendship if it doesn't work out.

I cannot lose you.

I definitely would not be able to handle that.

At all.

Just saying.

You're kind of stuck with me.

[sophieturners]

I DO NOT LIKE TWILIGHT.

just making this clear~

[krystalohawaiii-blog-blog]

LIES.

That seems to be all I'm worth these days. Like I don't deserve the truth. Isn't there a saying "treat others the way you want to be treated" ? Cause well, I tell people straight up honest things because I know that's what they DESERVE and what they're WORTH. So shouldn't I be getting the truth from others in return? Well no, obviously not because it seems like these past 2-3 weeks all YOU have been telling me is lie after lie after lie.

Tuesday May 17, 2011: "Im not leading u on, we're kinda going out already. U mean a lot to me and I know we're not "going out" yet, but I dont see why not already"

I believed that, every single line of it. Sure I thought, this is tooo good to be true, but I believed it because it was exactly what I wanted to hear. I was happy we were finally on the same page and that you were finally expressing your feelings to me.

Wednesday May 18, 2011: "I know what I did was wrong but I just dont think its gonna work out, sorry. U'll meet someone wayyy better than me"

What you said, EXACTLY. You know, I don't understand how things could have changed that fast. & I didn't even know what we had was THAT serious. We could have continued talking like we were these past couple of weeks and carried this into next school year, where it could've became something. But, no. You just want to throw in the towel like nothing, like you didn't say what you did on Tuesday. 

FYI TO ALL THE BOYS OUT THERE: Girls remember EVERYTHING you say. So choose your words very wisely. 

And don't think I don't know you continuously look at me in period 4, or even the other day when we were both outside the band room because every single person I was with (about 7 people) told me you kept staring at me. But you know what, I'm done with you bullshit and all the immature games you played with me. You were absolutely 100% right when you said I'll find someone way better than you, because it's not that hard (:

& this is exactly what I told you on Wednesday May 18, 2011: "I'm not gonna miss these little dumbass games you've played with me these last 2 weeks but I am gonna miss you." No matter how true that last part is, I don't think I'd ever take you  back.

Btw, you're a senior now. Maybe you should grow up and start acting like one.

Have a nice life, because I sure will (:

[krystalohawaiii-blog-blog]

"Is something wrong?"

Yes..yes as a matter of fact something is wrong. Something is seriously wrong. But maybe it's just with myself. I'm sorry that I get jealous easily and that I may not be the prettiest girl you know. It just really bugs me that you hang out with a bunch of girls, call me selfish but I want you all to myself. You tell me 'brb' & you end up being gone for like half hour, 45 minutes. You come back only to tell me you're leaving. Honestly? Is that all the time I deserve? Yeah you hung out with me between classes, and at lunch; but is that really enough?

I really wanna tell you that YES, there is something wrong but I don't wanna start anymore drama, there was already enough between us this week. But how else are you gonna know how I'm feeling?