Delirious Rambling

My name is Meagan (Also known to some as Bytesize) a 25 year old life enthusiast! I live in Cincinnati with my puppy Wes. I spend my time hula hooping, thifting, taking pictures, Going to festivals/burns and becoming a better person. I collect VHS tapes and occasionally post my work doodles. This is my blog to rant rave and share what inspires me.♥ Personal Post ♥

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Getting better

Working on the little goals. Working on myself. Reconnecting with people, dropping those that have some superiority complex and focusing on my art and planning fun trips for my boyfriends daughter. I'm never going to be perfect. But fuck anyone that ignores me while I'm a work in progress. I don't give a fuck if you think you're "teaching me a lesson" or "enabling me" because you're giving yourself to much credit darling. Forever friends or not friends. I'm will not tolerate being treated like a leper because I am flawed. One day you'll be sorry and I hope I'm there for a hair flip and a smirk.

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Roomie gifts are the best.

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Almost Famous (2000)

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I have depression

It's become deadly and nothing makes me happy. I laugh but everything tastes like ashes and I'm always borderline crying. I got laid off from my job of 8 years and it's ruined the tiny routine I had for myself, which I didn't realize was so vital to my mental health. Without the job though I can't afford my copays or medicine I think I need again. I'm just lost and miserable. Happy 2015...

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No one makes me smile like you do.♥

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Funky Bedroom/ Blanket Fort.

Love, love it <3

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Fist bumps ♥

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Productive day is productive. Chia tea & grown up phone calls to make my life a bit more livable. Soon dinner with my family & adorable boyfriend. Baby steps. Working things one day at a time. Learning to appreciate my mini victories for being just that: Victories is new. I like it.

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Astronauts’ view on their return home from the ISS, at speeds of 17,000+ mph.

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Even though I broke myself again don’t you dare think that this is the end. I have fixed myself every goddamn time and I will do it again until my hands can no longer stitch my broken skin back together.

you will see me become better (via scoutinrecovery)

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(via daybreaksociety)

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Thank you for being so silly and sweet. Thank you for listening to me rant and my fears and holding me when I cry. Thank you for loving Wes as much as I. Thank you for being open to my weirdness and understanding of my setbacks and struggles. Thank you for making me feel like a person. Not a project.

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Alive Again. This photograph was taken on October 8th 2011 by Ireena Worthy at the Pacheena Indian Reserve, British Colombia.

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My dads sick and not really the get better kind.I just found out how bad it actually has gotten... I'm not sure how to deal with this kinda stuff so I'm going to suck it up until I'm off work go home climb in bed & curl up and listen to all the music he and I used to listen to on records when I was little.