Secret Symbol, Show Me The Forbidden Headcanons | Selectively Accepting!
Madeleine has a LOT of discarded headcanons. Prior to this incarnation, she was a ballet choreographer and instructor in Paris. There’s a lot of baggage to unpack with all that, so I won’t go into it.
But what I will go into is that despite beginning as my first bisexual muse when I was young and closeted and expressing myself through fiction, I’ve toyed with the idea lately (and I blame Lotta for this, Madi, because shipping with her is the first time I’ve felt alive in shipping Madeleine with anyone in a number of years) that Madeleine is a lesbian. I haven’t had a strictly homosexual or a strictly heterosexual muse in a very long time, so this revelation intrigues me because of things I’ve written with her in the past (one of my longest threads was her on-and-off engagement to a man and I feel like the mun would take Madeleine’s lesbianism as “proof” that her male muse was still redeemable and/or desirable when he was really an abusive piece of shit and even though said mun and I have fallen out of touch for a looooong time, I worry about tempting fate). I haven’t scrapped this HC - it may very well become canon for her - but I have to ruminate on it some more.
EDIT: And before anyone says it, I’ve shipped Madeleine with female muses besides Lotta in the past. I’ve shipped her with male and female characters and when I was in high school, felt that this meant Madeleine was bi. I’m an adult now and my muse has quietly told me a few times since getting a second chance at life that she might be a lesbian. Just plain and simple. And I kinda love that route for her because she’s a character over 30, who is just now coming to terms with her sexuality, but without angst or drama. Just “This is who I am. Love me or leave me.” I love her.