*After a hard battle against the Brimhat, and an awkward interaction with Utowin thanks to others pressing the matter, and filing his report of the prior mentioned events, Easthies finally has a moment to sit in the barracks and take a break.*
*he expected it wouldn't be too noisy with the twins still off on their (ambiguous totally not an excuse of a) mission, but it was completely unoccupied apparently*
Finally a moment of quiet to think.
*his heart flutters thinking about his talk with Utowin, but drops when he considers what he should do next about the Brimhats*
I suppose I'll have to wait for more activity to follow up on that situation. The trail went cold after that encounter...
Perhaps I should take a bit of time to work on my own issues. I still have to figure out how to properly apologize to Luluci about Silver Eve... without making a fool of myself like I did with Utowin. Why does it have to be so hard to compose myself infront of them just because I like them. I
It's not fair to them, they're both so great. Luluci's smart and dependable, and Utowin is funny and so reliable, and they're both very attractive... It's like my brain tries shutting me down whenever I try to be personal with them... Maybe I'll have to treat my apology to Luluci as work, professionalism seems to be easier, but then it might not feel sincere...
Actually on second thought I need to go outside for some air.
