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#disend #honestly these work more like moods #than rigid preferences #ask me in a month or a year or maybe even tomorrow #i may surprise myself in where i fall instead #yanblr #jiraiblr

ㅤ⠀ㅤExpecting perfection anticipates disillusion.

#and deception too #one of the nicest things on this world is that perfection cannot be formed.#of course they can be perfect for you #and you can be perfect to the world #but always with the footnotes *not really*#imperfections are wonderful and inherent to existing.#it's indeed the only way of existing #yanblr #jiraiblr #landmine blr #obsessive thoughts #obslove #obsloveblr #obsessive blog #disend

ㅤ⠀ㅤExpecting perfection anticipates disillusion

ㅤ⠀ㅤㅤㅤ⠀ㅤㅤFinding perfection develops devotion

ㅤ⠀ㅤㅤ⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ⠀ㅤForming perfection creates divinity

#disend #Then: expecting perfection is asking for it #and doesn't bode well (making perfection object and active)#finding perfection is believing it accesible #and offering sacrifices to get closer #(making perfection both an object and passive)#forming perfection is transforming imperfections of it #and becomes beloved trascendental bright treasured #(making perfection active and subject)#yanblr #jiraiblr #obsloveblr #landmineblr #ugh #since I made the 'object/subject' and 'active/passive'#does it mean im missing the passive and subject fuck #maybe an adjacency to devotion #but i cannot think about this rn #maybe from the perfected being pov? just gimme me some moments i'll figure it out

ㅤ⠀when you are the storm who decides to just fall on them till they are no longer visible, when you are the flooded who drinks in the onslaught.

#disend #again from a longer text but idk how the imagery resonates #and i don't want to edit it right now #so instead here is one of the tags made post #yanblr #jiraiblr #landmineblr #obsloveblr

⠀⠀ㅤ⠀ㅤ⠀You want them to care for you, embrace you, love you, see you, and you want it forever? Continuously, a thread strenghtened to the point of being able to pull it yourself? And that feels right for those woven together- not merely a duty, a task, or transaction, but fulfilling actions that shape those involved?

⠀ㅤ⠀Then, as I said in the previous post, your craving for connection needs to mean entangling, not just irrupting, your shared vulnerable space.

⠀ㅤ⠀And I talk more about the... way interactions are formed, rather than specifically be bothered by 'irruption' as harmful interactions based in trust and consent. If the vulnerable space inbetween is meant to hurt, that's okay. It's the way that hurt is managed, both in its existence and its effects, that need a nurturing entanglement.

⠀ㅤ⠀Which means, mostly, the acknowledgement of the gift vulnerability is, which has to be informed by those involved, for it is always shared, and unilaterality will just kill it all too soon.

⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀And then they won't keep coming, and your yearning will perpetuate itself painfully, angstfully, on and on.

ㅤ⠀ㅤ⠀So you are seen, and you see them in return. It is indeed a form of care, forming you by perceiving you. And returning that care is not necessarily in the same way it was given, nor does it have feel like a transaction. It is more of being careful and respectful of the beings that trust you their vulnerabilities when they get near to comfort (form) you.

ㅤ⠀ㅤ⠀It's recognizing the vulnerable space formed, and keeping it whole, which means to tangle, and not just irrupt them.

#disend #extension of previous post #am i writing in way too abstract terms #and therefore diluting the intended message #yanblr #jiraiblr #whoops i feel like its indeed too abstract cuz tags feel wonky applied here #welp.#maybe the last part salvages it #or its just doomed to sink #thats okay too #ah anyway #seen is tending #like #attention seeking #stalking #or any of those actions you asked for #it is a different take if its not asked for #care would not work the same

ㅤ⠀ㅤ⠀You say you need them. You want them to come to you, to comfort you, to offer you warmth and care. You yearn for someone to help you, to hold you, to see you. That's... I feel that's everybody's given right, to a point. We are social, we crave interactions. Yet you can't just ask them, they can't just rain upon you, all the time, everytime. And I'm sorry for that, really, but if you don't return their care, it's not sustainable, for you both. Isn't caring and loving a nurturing act? If there are only demands, then isn't it treated more like a duty? But what will satisfy you, what you seem to seek, is not duty-bound care.

ㅤ⠀ㅤ⠀So it'll stay, the need. And, those that could fulfill it, will remain unattainable.

#disend #this is part of a post that got too long so i'll just divide it #since i may tend to yap #and then i feel the writing gets convoluted too #yanblr #obsessive thoughts #stalking #yearnposting #yearning hours #stalk me #(but the tag is there because those posts sometimes feel like this)#jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #yandereblr

⠀ㅤ⠀Then, as I said in the previous post, your craving for connection needs to mean entangling, not just irrupting, your shared vulnerable space.

⠀ㅤ⠀Which means, mostly, the acknowledgement of the gift vulnerability is, which has to be informed by those involved, for it is always shared, and unilaterality will just kill it all too soon.

⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀ㅤ⠀⠀And then they won't keep coming, and your yearning will perpetuate itself painfully, angstfully, on and on.

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