#disgustingly educated

[addi-the-irish]

I will become disgustingly educated

[gostudyorillcomeforyou]

You’ll only win if your mind is stronger than your emotions.

[pride-in-di0nysia]

being a law student is such a genre switch for me, i go to class, serve disgustingly educated then go back to my apartment and play minecraft for like two hours

[angelmahou]

i find the sudden need that people have to learn how to be “disgustingly educated” or “the most interesting person in the room” rather humorous. live truly as who you are, shamelessly be yourself and your authenticity, natural curiosity and your instinctual draw to to your interests will reach that goal for you. stop trying to follow guidelines when all you really need is to have less shame and indulge in your curiosities.

[sadiahakim]

You are disgustingly mistaken, my dear. I am an educated, a disgustingly educated empath. I am more dangerous than the narcissists inside and outside you.

Sadia Hakim

[mia-sue66-blog]

trying to minimise my doomscrolling

[angeerie]

—12.17.2025 #2

i was supposed to study a little bit after i did my journaling and established my vision board a little more, but as i wait for dinner i wonder if that's what i need... don't get me wrong, i know i have, sooner or later —preferably sooner— but i just can't nor want to focus on that. it makes me sick, i want to work on my future and don't do anything about it, crazy, right?

i want to do better next semester. this one was okay, i managed and i think i'm going to pass everything just fine, i believe i can achieve that even though my grades are not so good, whatever. but next semester? i want to be able to do much more. i won't graduate cum laude or anything, but i want to see better grades on all my classes, not just the ones that are theoretical. also, i need to level up my coding, which is, like, mediocre at best right now.

i just don't feel like i can get that academic come back i am imagining. i don't feel the kind of person that can just pull it up in a few months. just seeing how i am starting, procrastinating while trying to “relax” and scrolling through pinterest and tumblr listening to lana del rey until falling asleep and waking up shaking because of my anxiety.

this is no way to live...