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A love that demands a reward is self-interested. It is not pure, true, sincere.

-Saint Porphyrios Kavsokalivites

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It is a human instinct in times of other people's stress to find the most disinterested person present and get in a huddle.

Margery Allingham, Coroner's Pidgin

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#been desperately craving friendship lately #ive never been a person with a lot of friends i guess #but i used to have more than this…#i have pretty much no one except my partner #and the few friends i do have are cishet and dont really understand my gender or even my relationship #they mistake our butchfemme presentation as mimicing heterosexuality and when i try to explain what it really is they are simply just #disinterested #my supposed best friend literally rolls her eyes and heaves a sigh when i bring up gender related things…#recently i changed my name for the first time since i chose one in high school #and when i told her i was changing it she just fucking cringed #i know she doesnt want to hold the space for learning a new name for me #i know she doesnt want to have to explain my gender to her other friends #i just want to be understood #i want someone besides my partner to see me #i want a group of queer friends who i can talk about anything with and theyll understand #im tired of having to dull myself down for all the cishet people around me because i feel bad for making them uncomfortable #they make ME uncomfortable #i just want to belong #for 27 years i have stuck out like a sore fucking thumb for one reason or another #is it so wrong to want to find my family #im scared i never will

There's only one thing which is getting the better of me these days and that is a steep disinterest in this world and its affairs. What I once used to be very concerned about has now become petty matters. Carefree is how I'm carrying myself off lately and it is indeed liberating. But at the same time, a question does come up every now and then: "what am I here for?" To which there seems to be no definite answer and that's leaving me quite perturbed. Even if I come to some conclusion about my 'grand purpose on earth', it will still require some sort of divine attestation. So here am I, moving about like a little child, barely bothered about what happens around me. I'll remain deeply engrossed in whatever catches the attention of my soul, everything else will have to leave my doors, sensing my disgust & disinterest...

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