#dismiss this

[uvzy]

i'm kind of tired of watching things alone and i'm tired of having no one to talk about it after

i also have zero what's the word will desire interest of reaching out and or

honestly if i could buy an ai bff I would

[intxthing]

Don't you hate when life is a sensory deprivation tank and you only feel..."real" when experiencing strong emotion (anger, exhilaration, etc)? Sometimes I feel like physically I'm alive, and I have a base number of brain cells to function properly and form coherent sentences, but I can't do anything beyond that, like forming an opinion or creating art. This might be a form of dissociation?

[lepetiteandrea-blog]

i am tired of feeling so alone, of never feeling anything. it's just dark and bad all the time.

[dieu-le-veutt-blog]

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I regret not spending your last holidays with you. I wish I hadn't been so absolute and so hurt. I wish I could have tried to understand your position a lot more. I wish I didn't have pride, I wish I could have been with you in your cute ass sweater surrounded by your family. I regret not experiencing more time with you because of how I felt. I feel so lonely without you, you were my best friend before your were my boyfriend. I miss eating pistachios with you while watching stupid comedies. I miss that we would remember horrible movie quotes and apply them to our daily life that only we would get and laugh our asses off about. I miss you madly and sometimes I don't know what to do about it. I feel so ridiculously helpless because I would give up knowing you if I could just have you alive. I want the short life, you didn't. I have no one to do mindlessly boring things with and still be completely content. The only person I have closest to that lives in a completely different geological location. How shit is that? I had a dream of you where I couldn't understand why you wouldn't reply to any of my messages even though I knew you were dead, all I wanted was to talk to you. All I still want is to talk to you, listen to you sing or play your piano. Fuck. I miss you and I love, love, love you.

[lightclay]

Today is my mi ex girlfriend's birthday, should I message her? ._.

[swthrill]

FUCK YOU. I don't need you. you make me feel miserable and worthless. why do I waste so much time talking to you? I should save my breath for someone who will appreciate me for ME. you douchebag. I need to get rid of every feeling I've ever had for you.

[inktvisje]

sighs a long disappointed sigh and goes to bed.