#dismp van

[vanivanvanilla]

because what's worse than knowing you want something, besides knowing you can never have it?

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[vanivanvanilla]

my daisy, my light, my love

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[vanivanvanilla]

[dismp] what lengths would you go to be safe?

fall back into old habits.

as the saying goes, old habits die hard.

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[vanivanvanilla]

screenshots from today's divorcesteal vip session with @renchant and @nicofan57 <3

neither of them have actual ban messages because they both chose to get chunk-banned in atlanta instead LMAO

[vanivanvanilla]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Fandom: Divorcesteal SMP Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: vanivanvanilla (Divorcesteal SMP) Summary: van got more than he bargained for when he hoped for his hellish headache to go away.

[vanivanvanilla]

thoughts on st jepexx of divorcesteal spawn?

Like the whole Jepex thing started because of the dumb head, didn't it? I can't remember for sure, though (I can never truly trust my memory).

[Panel 1: I don't have a strong opinion on it. I'm not at all religious so I don't really care. Although...]

[Panel 4: ... Is it presumptuous to assume that I might've been the one who started all of that?]

[vanivanvanilla]

Don't Look.

[closeups]

[vanivanvanilla]

If you had no choice but to team up with a different person (or people) than your current team, who would you choose?

I don’t want another team. If I had to choose though…?

To be honest, whoever it is doesn’t matter much to me; it comes down to

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