Jul 7
Hhhhh I'm always peeing, showering, brushing me teeth...
The time and energy I would have if I didn't have to do these things every day or even multiple times per day
#it's just like#annoying tasks that take up so much of my energy#especially showering#i could probably shower more but i just can't it's so exhausting to do#like emotionally#and brushing my teeth is annoying and having to pee multiple times per day is annoying like just let me go through my day without bodily#distractions please#hhhh anyways#lea's random thoughts#adhd#this shit is never going to feel like routine for me and i'm tired of people who act like it's routine#like maybe it is for them but i always Alaways have to make the active decision to get up and do the thing and then i have to actively#Do The Thing and stay focused on it otherwise i'll get distracted and stand in the shower for 40 minutes or brush my teeth for 5 minutes AH#i hate it it's so fucking annoying!!!!!#hhhhh and i need to find a way to make it less annoying because i still have to do it#like it's not like i can just stop doing those things#i will have to do them for forever so i just Have to find ways to make them more bearable and less like such a big deal#but i don't really know how except for listening to music when i shower#also don't even get me started on food and eating three times a day and how much time and energy That takes me
