⋆✴︎˚。⋆ you and katsuki find out what happens when you push izuku too far⋆。˚✴︎⋆ 1.2k wc
٠࣪⭑ cw: 18+, established poly relationship, dom!brat tamer!izuku, switch!brat!katsuki, sub!fem!brat!reader, brat taming, edging, orgasm denial, humiliation, ruined orgasm, orgasm control, vibrator use, dacryphilia, degradation (kinda idk just to be safe), light breath play, teasing, spitting, spit swallowing, immobility, discipline/punishments, this is straight up smut
٠࣪⭑ author's note: this started as an ask and then i accidentally went in a totally random direction with it so it gets to be its own post! not rlly proofread and lowkey not edited, please let me know if i forgot any tags!
“keep her legs open, kacchan.”
you’re having a difficult time remembering how exactly you got yourself into this position.... of course, part of it you know; rage baiting izuku is way too easy, and it's so fun to watch him simmering below the surface just knowing that you're gonna get it all back later. today though, you severely miscalculated his mood, and now you're paying for it.
“what the hell does it look like i’m doing?” katsuki’s long, soft fingers are cupping the fat of your thighs, keeping your legs parted no matter how much you try to squeeze them closed. your head is pressed into his chest, eyes fluttering as you strain to look at his face.
in front of you, izuku has both of your wrists locked in his own firm grip. he’s keeping one of your hands in place, forcing you to hold the buzzing vibrator against your clit as you pant and moan. he flits his eyes up to katsuki’s face, cocks his brow as he says, “it looks to me like you’re talking back.”
you can feel the pulsating of katsuki's heavy cock, pressed against the plush of your ass – it makes you squirm and fight the strong arms that restrain you. you turn your head, batting your eyes at the blonde as your chest heaves. a silent question is held in your longing gaze: help me?
he snorts. "what are you lookin' at me for?" when he lowers his lips to your ear, his voice is barely above a whisper. "you're just diggin' yourself deeper, sweetheart." you heave a sigh and reluctantly look back at the man in front of you.
izuku clicks his teeth, sets his mouth in a disappointed line; his usual gentle and permissive nature is nowhere to be found. you screw your eyes shut in frustration, still unwilling to accept defeat. in response, he meanly presses your wrist down, harder. you gasp as the overstimulation makes your toes curl, makes a fresh bead of sweat roll down the back of your neck. "so you listen to kacchan?"
"i-i listen to you both...!" you squeak, trailing off into another pitchy moan when izuku switches a setting on the toy, changing from pulsing to consistent vibrations.
katsuki chuckles behind you, muttering "please," under his breath in amusement.
izuku just rolls his eyes. "add lying to the list," he says, green eyes narrowed at your flushed face. when you start to protest, he sighs and turns the intensity of the vibrations up by one, making you squeal and writhe, of course to no avail. "you've really been pushing my buttons all day." it's too bad for you, he's not in a very nice mood right now. when your legs start to shake, he asks "what are we at?"
right, you were supposed to be keeping track... you're trembling all over, the churning in your gut indicating another orgasm is building. you swallow hard, intending to reply, but a shuddering gasp comes out instead.
izuku sighs, forcing your fingers open and dropping the vibrator into his waiting palm, murmuring about simple questions and simple rules. it's cruel, he's stolen the sensation too soon and ruined the pleasure that should have come. he always knows exactly when you're getting close, his timing alarmingly accurate; he knows your body and it's reactions like the back of his own hand.
you sob and whine, and one of katsuki's thumbs traces the skin of your inner thigh. he placatingly kisses a trail down your temple, unable to stop himself from licking his lips when they make contact with your wet cheek. he hums at the salty taste, kissing you again, your jaw this time; it's a small show of solidarity, acknowledging his role in earning you your punishment. he's always the one who spurs you on, goading you into doubling down on your bratty behavior, and today it blew up in both your faces.
at least he's feeling sweet on you right now; usually when izuku is teaching you a lesson, katsuki is the devil on his shoulder, but today he's in the hot seat right alongside you. however, izuku has different gripes with you both, and so his treatment is different too.
katsuki's breath feels so nice against your skin, and you grind back into him as best you can; he groans into you, pressing his forehead into the junction between your neck and shoulder as he shoves his hips forward against your ass, desperately seeking any relief. his cock is dripping pre all over you, sliding down your flesh and making his thighs all sticky. he's so big behind you, heat emanating off his skin in waves; it's overwhelming, the caramel scent of his sweat curling in your nose.
"i see we're both feeling bratty today," izuku tuts, turning off the vibrator and tossing it to the side with a sigh. "i think some of us are forgetting the rules."
he lifts on to his knees so he's towering over you both and slaps at katsuki's hands, indicating he should let go of your legs. you whimper when he does and your legs reflexively snap together, puffy sex sensitive to any sudden movements.
izuku places heavy hands on your shoulders and slowly pushes you back, down, you into katsuki and he the pillows behind him. "spread," he orders, and katsuki helps you hike your knees up and back, exposing your creamy pussy to izuku's hawkish stare. he bears down on you, moving one of his hands to katsuki's shoulder to brace himself, as he uses the other to line his cock up at your entrance, nudging his angry red tip against your clit just to tease you.
he's heavy against the heat of your sex, your slick soaking him all over, but he doesn't slip inside you yet – his movements are slow, deliberate. he teases at your slit and you gush, staring up at him with wide, dewy eyes as he leans close to your face, his curls tickling your skin and sending shivers arcing down your spine. his breath is wet in your ear when he reminds you,
"you cum when i say so."
izuku shifts the hand on katsuki's shoulder to brace against the hollow of his throat; you can feel the blonde's heart racing at your back. izuku leans over your head to give the man behind you a wet, sloppy kiss, the sound washing over you blissfully. you clench around nothing, the emptiness in your achy cunt bordering on painful. craning your neck to get a better look, you watch izuku place a loving peck against kacchan's lips before he taps them with his thumb, tugging the bottom one down slightly. taking the hint, katsuki lets his mouth fall open, and izuku lovingly spits – gifting the blonde graciously, affording him a small smile when he swallows the glob down obediently.
vermillion eyes are locked on green as izuku pulls back, letting his smile settle into a smug expression.
"and you, kacchan–"
he gives katsuki's throat a gentle squeeze as he finally, finally, finally eases his cock into your gaping hole, bottoming out in one swift maneuver; it leaves both of you gasping and keening.
izuku has his two little brats right where he wants them, bullied into submission and begging him for whatever he's willing to throw their way.
"you don't cum at all."
٠࣪⭑ a/n: yay! bkdk porn yay!
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⊹₊⟡⋆ what the heart wants | dk x bk x reader ⋆⟡₊⊹
٠࣪⭑ cw: beginnings of poly!dkbk x fem!reader, masturbation (m), i'm gonna put exhibitionism to be safe (this fic contains jerking off in a bathroom stall ok?), kind of soft and silly
| part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 coming soon... |
i think his reaction is kind of.... all over the place. there's a lot of complicated feelings in this area and it takes him a minute to sort through them all.
you don't actually say anything to him, honestly not even consciously aware of how you feel yourself, he just notices a few things here and there...
for example, he does a double take when he realizes you have commented on like ten of katsuki's most recent instagram posts – nothing necessarily inappropriate, but things like 'looking good out there!' or 'keep up the hard work :)'
an he doesn't read too much into it, because he trusts you completely and he would never want to make you feel otherwise. he loves that his friends are your friends!! but there is just... something about it that keeps nagging at him, and he can't put it down.
the next thing that gives him pause is that... situation...
with the dynamight bracelet.
he thinks it's really cute, kinda hot, actually, that you like supporting your friends so much, wearing their latest hero merch around town. he enables you outrageously, giving you his card without another word if you so much as mention an upcoming drop.
whenever someone asks you about something you have, you gush, showing off your red riot socks, or creati water bottle, proudly and loudly modeling the newest deku sweatshirt that's not even available to the public yet.
but recently he's noticed that there's something weird(?) about the way you talk about pro-hero dynamight; you're strangely subdued, and if he didn't know better he'd say you get... shy?
one day you're both at a coffee shop, and you're tapping his card against the reader when the barista notices your bracelet, says, "oh my gosh! is that a dynamight charm? so cute!" and you freeze.
"oh.... um, yeah."
he glances down at you, confusion carved into every part of his face as you shift and fidget with the bracelet around your wrist. upon closer inspection, he realizes he's never seen it before, which seems impossible because he pays a ridiculous amount of attention to you and everything you own.
where did you get it? did you buy it for yourself? did kacchan give it to you?
your smile is drawn thin and tight when you say, "thanks. it– er, i mean, he– we're friends." your eyes widen and you avoid looking at izuku when you add, "i mean, he's my boyfriend's–" you gesture emphatically to him beside you, "–best friend, so, gotta show my support!"
and if it were anyone else, he would have written off the interaction entirely, but it's almost like subconsciously, you felt caught, wearing something for katsuki. especially something you neglected to mention...
it clicks when you're all at the beach, luxuriating in a hard-earned day off. it feels like a miracle that any schedules lined up, and even if only the three of you managed to find the time, it's enough. izuku feels so lucky, getting to spend the day with his two favorite people.
except, you're acting weird.
he's come to appreciate your blatant and shameless ogling whenever he's missing any modicum of clothing, so him being shirtless at the beach is resulting in downright lecherous behavior on your part. he sits between your knees, filtering sand through his fingers as you "apply sunscreen" to his back and practically drool on him as you run your fingers gleefully over every inch of exposed skin you can reach.
katsuki is returning to the car, retrieving the sunglasses he forgot to grab.
in his absence, you lean forward, curling your arms around izuku's neck and whispering filth in his ear; you're telling him exactly what you want to do when you get home later when your voice falters; izuku's head jerks up to see what's taken hold of your attention.
the culprit? katsuki, jogging towards the little corner of beach you've claimed. he stripped his shirt off somewhere between the car and here, and it's slung haphazardly over his shoulder; crimson eyes are hidden beneath dark shades.
two pulses quicken, two sets of eyes leering at katsuki's perfect form in fluid motion, but izuku only really notices yours, acutely aware of your heartbeat with the way you're all pressed against him.
"i– sorry, baby, what was i saying?" you ask, shaking (yes, shaking) your head to clear it.
"what?" he asks, eyes narrowing as he notices the faint blush dusting your cheeks, but you don't have time to answer because katsuki has reached you both, sparks flying from his hands as he crosses his arms over his chest in annoyance.
"all that time an' you're not done yet?" he scoffs. "this isn't a strip club, no one wants to see this shit in public." izuku rolls his eyes, used to the blonde's complaining, and you should be used to it, too... so when you let go and lean away from your boyfriend, he actually does a double take.
"whatever, katsuki." you mumble, "you're annoying."
and that's when the lightbulb above izuku's head clicks on, eyes widening as he glances between the two of you rapidly, subtly enough that neither of you seem to notice. 'you're annoying'?
he mulls over the words, turning them around and around.
...'you're annoying'...
finally, it feels like things are starting to become clearer. typically, when you tell izuku he's annoying, he has you folded in half, teasing and prodding at your patience – 'you're annoying' is what you say when you don't want to admit how hot and bothered you are.
he's deeply ashamed to admit that for the smallest, tiniest, half-second he wonders if there's something going on between his girlfriend and best friend. his face flushes royally at the thought and he clamps his hands over his cheeks to try and hide it.
katsuki notices first, raising an eyebrow and smirking. "you got a problem, deku?" he's intentionally employing his old favorite nickname, trying to make the blush darker.
izuku practically leaps for his water bottle, muttering some nonsense about overheating and drinking enough water and how actually everyone should remember to drink water, blah blah blah.
"just... gonna go refill this!" he says, already turning towards the restroom area with a drinking fountain.
"wait, love, mine is full–!" you call after him, but he waves you off, already several feet away and showing no signs of slowing.
"thanks baby, but you heard what i said, you should drink it! i'll... just, be right back! okay! bye!"
he's taking deep gulping breaths and trying not to break into a run. he just needs a second to himself, to slow his racing heartbeat and try and calm his thoughts before they spiral out of control.
the most important thing for him to remember right now is how much he trusts you and katsuki, intrinsically. he knows that neither of you would ever do a single thing that would betray him like that, so then....
why is his heart beating so fast?
it's hammering wildly in his chest, pushing him to walk faster and faster until he bursts into the public bathroom, heaving a sigh of relief when he sees it's empty. he beelines for the sink, turning it on and splashing the cold water on his face.
okay, he needs to think everything through logically.
objectively, there is something going on, although he doesn't think you're doing anything intentionally, especially because nothing between the two of you has changed, your relationship as strong as ever.
he hates even considering it, but it's pretty much impossible for you to lie to him; he can read you like a book, so it must be some subconscious feeling you aren't fully aware of yet.
alright, so what is 'it'?
you, and kacchan... you, and kacchan....?
you and kacchan.
he covers his mouth with his hand and whispers, "oh my gosh." laughs, too, and rubs his eyes with both palms like he's trying to force himself to understand.
you like katsuki. well, that isn't certain, but you're definitely attracted to him, so much so that you've clearly developed a little crush.
izuku leans against the sink, just... processing the wide range of emotions that flood him. initially, there's an old and familiar ache, jealousy twinged with something else churning in his gut. but, if he thinks about it, what is there to be jealous of? you're his, that's something that he's very sure of, so there's no need to worry about losing you or something, not that kacchan would even try and.. what, take you?
izuku groans and starts pacing, trying to snap himself out of it. maybe he's just overreacting!
but he knows, deep down, that he's on the right track. now he has to figure out the reason the blush on his face hasn't died down in the slightest, why his pulse still races.
you and kacchan.
you, and kacchan.
oh.
the final piece of the puzzle has been placed now, the bigger picture clearly visible, and he stops his pacing to catch sight of himself in the dirty mirror above the sink; eyes wide, skin ruddy, hair out of sorts from the way he's been tugging on it.
is he turned on right now?
all it takes to confirm is a glance down, and he gasps when he realizes he's rock hard, this fact somehow completely passing him by as he sorted through his thoughts.
thoughts which are now changing pace wildly, shifting to something izuku deems to be completely inappropriate, and he tries splashing some water on his face again, but it doesn't help in the slightest.
"fuck," he mutters under his breath, tugging at the waistband of his swim shorts to try and give himself a little relief, but the movement does the opposite, has him biting back a guilty moan as he really lets this sink in.
the thought of you and kacchan, together... he's seething with a different kind of jealousy now, jealousy directed towards the fantasy he himself has concocted, wanting to be... included? that, and the fact that you find katsuki attractive is turning him on more than he wants to admit to himself.
before he can stop, he's stumbling into a stall, slamming it shut and leaning against it in one fell swoop. he tugs his weeping cock out of it's confinement and palms it, a shudder passing through him at the contact.
he bites his lip when he realizes who exactly is on his mind right now, as in which two people.
"oh, fuck fuck fuck," he mumbles again, slicking his length with the ample pre that pours over his fingers.
it's almost humiliating, that his immediate reaction to the realization he and his partner both have feelings for his best friend is to furiously jerk himself off in a bathroom stall, but he's too locked in to really register the feeling, or care.
a breathy whine leaves his mouth as he increases the speed and pressure, circling his tip with his thumb. he's close, really close, surprisingly close, and the thought of you so entranced by katsuki just a moment ago has him reeling.
even more, the thought of you pressed between the two men, pretty little dynamight bracelet dangling from your wrist as two hands grasp at you from either side, the thought of pressing against you, leaning over to shove his tongue down katsuki's throat... the thought of all that touching and feeling.... izuku reaches desperately for a fistful of tissue to help prevent the mess he's about to make, pressing his forehead to the cool door of the stall and cumming, hard; trying somewhat unsuccessfully to strangle the whispered cry of your's and katsuki's names.
he just stands there for a second, breathing finally slowing a bit, blinking back to reality. he silently wipes himself off with a little more tissue, then throws it all away, tugging his waistband back up and trying to collect himself before he exits the stall.
when he'd entered the restroom, maybe five or ten minutes ago at this point, it had been empty, but it is not empty now. katsuki leans against the entrance door's frame silently, arms crossed with a smug expression written all over his face.
"was wonderin' what was takin' so long," he says simply, letting the tension in the air build and build. izuku just stares at him for a long moment, trying to analyze his stance, maybe guess at how much he had heard. clearly, he'd heard something.
but katsuki says nothing, instead choosing to saunter further into the space, eyes roaming over izuku's ruffled appearance. "feel better?" he asks.
"yes..." izuku answers slowly, cautiously. he doesn't elaborate, doesn't ask any questions; the look on katsuki's face says everything he would want to know, anyway. he carefully walks towards the door, only turning around when katsuki starts to softly call his name.
"just–" he gently cuts him off, green eyes meeting red ones imploringly, "let me talk to her first, okay?" they seem to have some sort of unspoken argument then and there, staring, holding back and straining forward at the same time.
finally, katsuki breaks first, shrugs and moves to follow izuku back to the beach, back to you. his shoulder brushes into izuku's as he passes him, and he glances back to watch the former gaze at the spot of contact with wide eyes, then look up again with a tiny, almost undetectable smirk of his own.
izuku swaps the smirk for a serene smile as he leans forward and ruffles katsuki's hair with a chuckle, much to the chagrin of the blonde.
"hah?" katsuki exclaims, finally fighting a blush of his own as izuku exits the bathroom, emerging into the sunlight.
"c'mon, kacchan," he calls. as they walk back to the sand together, he adds, "and really, not one word, okay?" his tone is lilted, a little too flowery, a little too sweet; katsuki's known him long enough to hear the very real warning underneath.
"whatever, nerd," he mutters, rolling his eyes, but the rosiness of his cheeks gives him away.
back by the water, you're growing bored as you wait for the boys to return. you've taken to tracing shapes in the damp sand, drawing little doodles of hearts and stars.
"oi, he's fine," you hear, and look up sharply, features breaking into a radiant smile when you see them returning to you. izuku runs over to scoop you in his arms and plant a messy kiss against your cheek, while katsuki hangs back, just watching. when you wave at him enthusiastically, he smiles, raising his own hand in response.
"need to talk to you about something," izuku whispers in your ear when he sets you down on your feet delicately, and you turn and look at him, head tilted as you wait for him to go on. "but, later, at home, okay?" he continues, smiling sweetly to let you know it isn't anything bad.
you nod slowly, confused but trusting him wholeheartedly. "okay...?"
"m'sick of third wheeling," katsuki groans loudly, interrupting, and you coo at him as you plop on to your towel, stretching and laying back to bathe in the sun.
"aw, kacchan, do you feel left out?" you ask, patting the towel beside you to gesture him over.
izuku coughs, loudly, and another blush starts creeping it's way up katsuki's neck.
"somethin' like that," he murmurs, coming over to sit in the spot you're indicating.
"yeah," izuku quips, sliding down next to you on the other side, sharing a quick, knowing glance with katsuki over the top of your head. "something like that."
٠࣪⭑ a/n: fun little challenge! how many times did mia use the nickname "kacchan" in this fic? (answer: so, so many) anyway, i think we’re gonna see more of these three. as always, comments and reblogs are appreciated!
⊹₊⟡⋆ what the heart wants (pt. 3) | dk x bk x reader ⋆⟡₊⊹
| part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 coming soon... |
⋆✴︎˚。⋆ recommended to read other parts first, but not required!
izuku's girlfriend realizes she has a teeny tiny crush on his best and oldest friend, katsuki. at least, it starts that way. or maybe, you've all felt this way for a long time, and just need that little push... ⋆。˚✴︎⋆
10k wc
٠࣪⭑ cw: 18+, smut, reader x izuku established relationship, buildup and yearning, fem!sub!reader, softdom!izuku, switch!katsuki, oral sex (m & f!receiving), praise kink, slight dacryphilia, slight size kink, manhandling, teasing, spitting, voyeurism (just to be safe), edging (also to be safe), somnophilia (reader is woken up w/head), reader is mentioned having hair, barely proofread so please excuse any mistakes and let me know if i forgot any tags!
٠࣪⭑ author's note: finally finished this omg. been feeling very deadbeat writer lately lol. part 4 is currently in the works and to be posted soon :) these three are so fun to write i <3 them
for you, it starts with a dream.
you are no stranger to sex dreams. sometimes they're about your boyfriend, sometimes they're about someone you haven't seen in ten years, it doesn’t really matter. usually afterwards, you wake up with a little smirk; izuku performs his usual analysis of your face upon waking, kisses your jaw and asks: what’d you dream about, baby? he always seems to know about your unconscious escapades, because when you mumble about having a dirty dream he giggles and ask who the star was.
this particular morning, however, you turn away from his still sleeping form without even opening your eyes. your heart is pounding in your chest, and you’re afraid that if you lay too close to him, izuku will somehow hear it, or sense it. he seems to have a freaky ability to notice every shift in your mood, every step your body takes away from perfect homeostasis.
izuku kissing you and looking at you and perceiving you is the last thing you need right now. if he makes eye contact with you for long enough he’ll know that you’re being weird and he’ll surely ask you about it, so you need to buy yourself some time to calm down.
not that you have anything to hide. not really.
you decide to craft the perfect exit, sitting up with purpose, but not too abruptly.
he’s already groaning and starting to reach for you when you swoop down, plant a kiss on his forehead and say, “morning love, i have to pee real quick,” before swinging your legs over the side of the bed and scrambling towards the bathroom.
it’s the right choice. his voice, scratchy with sleep, calls, “no, stayyy–“ a yawn cutting him off before he continues, “baby, come back an’ cuddle with meee…”
you can’t help but snort. “i will literally be right back!”
as you scurry down the hallway to the toilet, you pat your hands on your cheeks, tapping to try and dispel the heat simmering there that threatens to boil over.
you veer into the bathroom and sit on the edge of the tub, rubbing your eyes vigorously to clear your head; when you close them, you can still picture the dream, every gory little detail. what strikes you more than the actual events in the dream is the feeling of it, one that still lingers in your chest.
you’d been in your bed; nothing too crazy!
the visuals are hazy in the way dreams are after waking, but you know you’d been gripping and clawing at someone’s broad back, with taught muscles rippling under your fingers. you remember the feeling of hot breath at your neck, with the occasional kiss or nip tugging vulnerable moans from your lips.
whoever it was was grinding into you deep and slow, tip kissing your cervix with each thrust. with your ankles locked around his torso, you prevented him from getting too far away, keeping your hips practically flush.
you remember feeling overwhelmed, overcome, something stirring in your gut that felt an awful lot like an intense, focused affection. the whole dream held an air of warmth and connection, like something familiar.
you’d carded you hands through soft locks, pulling and tugging at the strands, wanting whoever it was to kiss you. when you looked up at him, finally focusing your gaze, all too familiar eyes met yours – eyes the color of fresh blood, or a ripe cherry. the hair you’d been playing with blonde and spiked, but softer than you’d thought possible.
in the dream, you’d cupped his cheek, and his skin felt silken, damp with a sheen of sweat; you’d kissed him hard, kissed him messy, kissed him like you needed his lips to survive. you distinctly recall that there’d been a string of spit connecting you to each other when he pulled away.
right before slipping back into consciousness, you’d gasped his name like a prayer, like confession…
“katsuki, ka-katsuki!”
when you open your eyes now, ass freezing against the chilled porcelain of your bathtub, your lips part, forming an oh. you allow yourself a small chuckle as you relish in the feeling of the dream before it dissipates.
it really isn’t a big deal, right? now that you’re waking up more, the disorientation you felt upon waking is fading. that was… confusing, certainly, but with a clearer head you can acknowledge, it was just a dream. nothing to worry about. nothing here to overthink!
before leaving the bathroom, you flush the toilet so izuku doesn’t wonder and go ahead and wash your hands; maybe it will help you feel a little less… dirty.
you give yourself a once over in the mirror, wiping any trace of the dream from your face. not that you’re hiding it, you just don’t really want to endure the teasing that will absolutely occur if you admit that you had a sex dream about kacchan.
god, you shudder at the thought. izuku never let you live it down. it’s best to keep it to yourself.
back in your bed, he wraps himself around you the second your body hits the mattress, nuzzling your face with his nose and planting kisses all over your cheeks. it makes any more thoughts regarding the dream vanish from your mind. instead, you just bask in the steady stream of adoration.
“you took forever,” he mumbles, and you laugh because really, there’s no way you were gone for longer than five minutes. “next time ‘m coming with you.”
it’s a good thing you’re so head over heels in love with him, because the intensity with which he cares for you, loves you, needs you isn’t for the faint of heart. “so needy,” you chide, curling into him and adjusting your position until you fit like two puzzle pieces. one of his emerald curls is sticking out above the others and you twist it around your finger.
for just a moment, you see a flash of blonde hair instead. all of the sudden it feels a little harder to get a good breath.
soft lips are pressing against the hollow of your throat when he murmurs, “can’t help it.” he tucks his head into your chest, biting once before resting his cheek against the soft flesh of your breast.
“izuku,” you murmur.
“hm?”
“can you grab my phone?” without moving from his position, the arm slung over your waist gropes around behind you, searching your nightstand. he strains, trying to grab the phone without getting up from his comfortable position, until he finally grasps it and holds it above his head, mumbling something that sounds like ‘here’ into your skin. “thanks,” you say, taking it from him.
at first you go through the motions; checking your notifications, responding to a few texts, and briefly skimming your email before opening instagram to check your feed. of course, the first photo is of a certain explosive pro hero, suit half off and tied at the waist to expose a tight white tank top. flexed biceps fill your field of vision when you hold the screen closer, peering over the photo with a particularly attentive eye.
katsuki looks good. like, suspiciously good. the last time you remember him posting on instagram was…. well, you honestly can’t remember the last time he posted. despite the little blue checkmark by his name, his profile was pretty much empty, save for semi-annual posts announcing hero rankings and obligatory photo ops with hero safety commission officials.
well, his profile used to be empty, but it isn’t anymore. clicking his account and scrolling down, you find at least ten new posts. they’re all shots of katsuki in his suit, at his desk, on patrol; they’re great photos, and he’s even smiling in a couple of them. he looks ruggedly handsome in all, with over half exposing the definition of his bare arms. someone has to be behind this.
“hey,” you say, “did kacchan hire a new publicist or something?”
izuku’s voice is muffled when he answers, “yeah, after that incident with the camera guy, remember?”
ah, yes, the incident where katsuki had rather unceremoniously destroyed a camera belonging to a nosy reporter. sure, the reporter was kind of asking for it, trying to force an interview while katsuki was in the middle of a dangerous job, but still, the footage made him look pretty bad. he’d dropped two spots in the rankings, and complained about it for days afterwards.
“right, right…” your reply is absentminded, as you’re too busy grinning to yourself and typing out a comment under the most recent post:
someone tell him to put those guns away, i feel threatened
unable to stop yourself, you like and comment under all of the new posts. the hero fangirl inside of you seemingly takes over your body as you appreciate this latest photo campaign.
his new publicist is great at their job, with each photo serving a specific purpose: some to make him look sexy, some to make him appear tough on the outside and soft on the inside, some giving him a certain… approachability. considering his reputation, it’s no small feat – one photo, clearly a candid, shows him tenderly scratching a stray cat behind the ears, and you giggle at the vulnerable expression adorning his features.
once you’ve admired all the new posts, you click your phone off, tossing it behind izuku and burying your hands in his hair. it earns you a gentle little sigh, encouraging you to scratch softly at his scalp.
“it’s about time,” you joke. “he could be in the top five easy if he just locked in.”
izuku laughs, shifting his head so that he can gaze up at you. “kacchan has always struggled with his attitude.”
“that’s a nice way of putting it,” you mutter, kissing his temple before shifting towards getting up. “c’mon babe, let’s get up and make breakfast.”
“speaking of kacchan…” izuku mumbles, stretching like a cat before rolling himself out of bed. “what do you think it would take to get him to come over and cook for us right now?” he says it with the cadence of a joke, but you know he’s secretly wistful, and you share in the sentiment.
“more than either of us can give him,” you sigh ruefully as you slide into slippers and wrap a throw blanket around your shoulders. “i’ll put the kettle on.”
later that week, katsuki drives you to an appointment.
it feels a little like torture, being trapped in a car with him. all you can seem to think about is how good he smells, and how nice this is, and how for some reason you kinda wanna reach out and touch his arm…. you surprise yourself when you do it, and his muscles tense beneath your fingertips. but he doesn’t pull away.
if you didn’t know better, you’d notice the tick of his jaw, or the way he readjusts his grip on the wheel, gripping it harder. you’d notice the glances he keeps sneaking when he thinks you aren’t looking.
but you do know better. so even if all these things register somewhere in the back of your mind, you ignore them.
if you didn’t know better, you’d have sent him off with a smile and a wave and a thank you. you’d have said goodbye in the car, instead of walking around to his window.
it seems maybe you don’t know better after all.
there’s no plan when you tap on the glass, no plan when you find yourself patting his shoulder. your body reaches for him without your permission, wanting to touch, to feel. it’s without forethought when your lips press against the sizzling skin of his cheek, and you pull away fast, like you’ve been burned. that’s why you turn and bolt, trying to ignore the heat in your cheeks as you run away.
after your appointment, you think about that car ride the entire train to ua. something about it felt charged, like a spark that had turned into a proper flame and was now demanding your attention. it was something that had been simmering quietly, ever since that dream you’d had; easy to ignore at first, but not anymore.
your arrival at ua’s campus aligns with the end of the last classes of the day. luckily, you come around often enough that you’ve been awarded your own permanent visitor’s pass, and it allows you to breeze right through security and make a beeline for izuku’s classroom.
he had promised to get off as early as possible today, so the two of you could spend some quality time together.
you hate that you’re almost nervous to see him. it’s not like you really have a reason to be. no crazy lines have been crossed – it’s perfectly acceptable to platonically kiss your friend of several years on the cheek, right?
except that something about it didn’t feel… platonic. being really honest with yourself, you can acknowledge that maybe you kissed katsuki to prove your gut feeling wrong. if you kissed him and felt nothing, then that was that, nothing more to it. but you hadn’t felt nothing.
in fact, you’d distinctly felt something. like a bloom of warmth in your chest that spread into your tummy, through each limb and to the tips of your fingers and toes.
there’s this nasty whisper of guilt churning along with the warm feeling too. you listen to it, let it guide you to the truth.
you feel guilty.
you feel guilty because you feel like you crossed a boundary.
you feel like you crossed a boundary because… something about that kiss felt like more than friendship.
and what about izuku… what would he say if you told him about it?
probably nothing. almost certainly nothing.
so why does it feel like you’ve done something wrong?
maybe because of the way your gut twisted when you got close to katsuki.
something about the way he smells, the way his skin feels, the way it made your heart flutter… well, you’re only human, can’t help your body’s reactions.
so then why do you want to chase that feeling?
all these thoughts flood your mind in a rapid succession, and your heart starts to pound as the implications of this realization hit you: for whatever reason, you’ve developed a little crush on your boyfriend’s best friend.
just as you come to this conclusion, you reach the door to izuku’s classroom. there’s no time for you to pause a moment and gather your thoughts, because the last few students are trickling out the open door and izuku sees you from his desk, breaking into a smile and waving.
there’s only time to take a deep breath in, and then let it out. you’ll deal with… whatever it is you’re feeling later, when you’re by yourself and can process through it.
you and izuku chat passively as he finishes up the last of his work, grading a couple of late assignments and answering some emails. true to his word, he finishes much earlier than he usually does.
on the train home, you sit in a comfortable silence, hand wrapped around his arm as you gaze out the window and he fiddles with his phone. he squeezes your leg gently and you glance over at him.
“did we have dinner plans?” he half whispers, gesturing to the map on his screen. it indicates you’ll need to get off soon if you plan on stopping at the store before heading home.
you nod. “we have leftovers from the last time kacchan came over, remember? they’re in the freezer, shouldn’t take too long to heat up.” his face brightens a little bit as he nods, rubbing the same spot on your leg softly, as if to say: alright, you can go back to your window gazing now.
the next few minutes pass quietly, until you notice from the corner of your eye that izuku is analyzing his phone with an intense look on his face.
when you look over, your heart drops into your ass; he’s got katsuki’s instagram pulled up, and one of your comments is at the top of the screen, clear as day. as he swipes through the profile, you notice that he pulls up the comment section on each photo he looks at, although his face doesn’t give any more away.
in fact, as he scrolls, he develops this little smile on his face. when he sees the photo with the cat, he laughs quietly and screenshots it.
turning to face him, you lay your head against his shoulder, peering at his screen with a casual air, trying to make it seem like you haven’t been watching him for the last five minutes. although, you don’t think he even notices you, too engrossed in checking out pictures of katsuki.
“whatcha lookin’ at?” you murmur, calling his attention to you. in reply, he enthusiastically shows you the photo currently on the screen. it’s the same one you’d seen a few weeks prior, with kacchan’s arms all flexed and sweaty, smirk burning your skin through the screen.
izuku’s voice is shaky with the effort he uses to keep it quiet. his excitement is radiating out of him in waves, contagious and frankly, adorable. you want to cup his face and squeeze his cheeks, but instead you just sit and listen as he launches into all of the subtleties of the photo you hadn’t even noticed: how it’s a different version of the hero suit usually kacchan wears, how he’s not wearing his gloves in this photo but he is holding them, how he took a picture of izuku’s hair for the exact shade of green and sent it to his developer, how healed the scars on his arm look.
izuku zooms in with a flick of his fingers, showing you the pale pink marks that curve around his friend’s arm. he’s right, but that’s not what you’re paying attention to, raking your eyes over the bulge of muscles that lie underneath the scars instead.
like he can read your thoughts, he says, “y’know, i think he’s been working out more too.” you quirk an eyebrow, and he seems to take it as an invitation to go on. “kacchan looks so buff in this, don’t you think? or this one–“
as he proceeds to show you several pictures (all of which you’ve already seen) you’re not really paying attention to the photos anymore. you’re focused instead on the man holding the phone.
izuku is beaming, glowing really, when he talks about katsuki. someone who doesn’t know him as well as you do might not be able to see it, but to you he almost appears to be… blushing.
the more you stare, the more you think that he’s definitely flushed, even if it is only slightly. there’s this glimmer in his eyes, and you realize with a start that it feels so familiar because it’s what he looks like when he talks about you.
“–or this, with the cat? babe, did you see this one?” he interrupts your train of thought and you blink, looking back at the photo in his hand.
“i love that one,” you say.
“i think it’s my favorite,” izuku agrees. “he looks so… soft. it’s definitely good for his image and all, but…” he’s looking at katsuki with such gentleness, such adoration, that you feel like your heart skips a beat. “i’m just happy that other people might get to see him how we do, see what he’s really like.”
for some reason, it feels like you might start to cry. you take one of his hands in both of yours, kiss his knuckles before intertwining your fingers. “yeah,” you agree. “our kacchan is a big softy.”
he just presses a kiss to your temple and goes back to his instagram admiring, but you’re done looking for now. you’re afraid if you look at izuku’s face for even a second longer you’re going to burst into tears on this train, and then you’d have some real explaining to do.
later that night, after the two of you have cooked and cleaned and showered and not watched the movie on the tv, you lay in your bed. the lights are off, and your bedroom is shrouded in darkness. it’s good, and with izuku sleeping soundly beside you, it forces you to close your eyes and take deep breaths and think.
having a crush while being in a relationship isn’t unheard of. it isn’t even the end of the world. sometimes feelings can be complicated and that doesn’t mean you have any intention of acting on them.
still, you can’t shake that feeling from the train. every time you think about izuku’s face when he talked about katsuki, a wave of emotions crashes over your head, overwhelming and confusing. some almost sad, twinged with the strangest sense of grief and jealousy.
but mostly? there’s just completely unbridled joy. you feel so overcome with a euphoric sense of jubilation that it fills your cup and runneth over.
tears slip and slide their way down your cheeks now, and you let them.
there aren’t really words for this feeling. it’s like the crushing freedom of recognizing the truth. you want to cling to the past, cling to what you know, cling to what’s comfortable, but deep down you know that you can’t.
it’s like a veil has been lifted, and now everything is so bright and so high definition it hurts your eyes, but god, there’s so much to look at.
you fall asleep like this, swimming in a cocktail of melancholy and exhilaration and fear and curiosity and shame and tears.
and love, too. there’s lots of that in your heart when your eyes finally flutter closed and sleep curls around your mind like a cat, lulling you back to dreamland where your brain can process while your body rests.
this time the dream is different.
you’re alone, in a room and a place you don’t recognize. it’s a house, or maybe an apartment – it’s unclear, everything is fuzzy around the edges.
you’re sitting in a chair in a living room. vaguely, you register an open window, with fresh air filtering in. you stand, moving to run your hands through the undulating curtains, but you’re stopped in your tracks when you hear a sound come from your left.
unaware of it until this moment, you turn to see a hallway, unlit, beckoning. it’s more like a tunnel, and the door the end is closed, just begging for you to open it and find out what’s on the other side. right now in this moment, it feels as though the whole world is waiting for you on the other side, and you’ll stop at nothing to see it. as you drift down the tunnel in almost a trance, you think that your palms might be sweating, but you can’t be sure.
and then one of them rests against the knob, and you pause. lean in, press your ear against the door, and listen.
there’s this familiar cadence, familiar tone and lilt to the voices you hear. what they say isn’t clear, but the occasional moan, or gasp, says it all. a chime of laughter, a gruff chuckle. the sound of panting and skin against skin.
your heart is pounding in your chest and in your clit, and your knees rub together as you listen, body fully against the door now.
you can almost see behind the door, like a flash of light blinking in and out in your mind; see the tongues dancing and hands being pressed down into the pillows; practically hear the breathless little whimpers and taste the sweat and sex on the air and you want to go in, you want to see, you want to touch, and when you hear the name, izuku, tone pleading and wrecked, when you hear that oh so familiar, condescending little hum in response…
your eyes fly open and you shoot straight up in bed, sweating, blood pumping furiously like you’ve just gone for a run. izuku jolts awake beside you, instinctively scanning the room before turning to you and running his hands over your arms to check for signs of injury. once he seems satisfied that you’re physically unharmed, he studies your face; his posture is hunched and he’s holding back a yawn, but his eyes are sharp and alert, trying to trace the source of your unease.
with a gravelly voice still heavy with sleep, he asks, “hey, what’s wrong?”
you press your hand to your chest and rub the spot over your heart, trying to trick it into slowing it’s rapid fluttering. sitting up so fast has disoriented you a little, and you fall back to the mattress, tugging izuku with you and curling into his side. “i jus’ had a dream,” you whisper, “m’okay, sorry.”
turning on his side to face you, he gently pulls you closer and rubs soothing circles into your back as you nestle your head under his chin. face pressed into his chest, you focus on the sound of his heartbeat, letting it lull you into a relaxed state.
it’s starting to feel like your dreams are trying to tell you something. there’s this idea rolling around the line between conscious and subconscious, and you cling to it, coaxing it forward and into the light. a simple concept, really.
the heart wants what it wants.
when you wake the next morning, still wrapped tight in izuku’s loving embrace, you know what you want. you feel a little lightheaded as you finally, truly admit it to yourself.
you have feelings for katsuki. crazy, intense feelings of yearning and longing and all that. real feelings. and you’re pretty sure izuku does, too. maybe you’ve both had them for a while now. and you want, you need… something you don’t know how to define yet.
but first things first, you have to find some way to confirm your suspicions.
when sunday rolls around, you find yourself anxiously anticipating katsuki’s arrival. it’s pretty typical for the three of you to have dinner at the week’s end, but today feels different, or maybe it’s just you who feels different. you flit about, wiping counters that have already been cleaned and sweeping the same part of the floor three times.
“are we expecting royalty this evening?” izuku calls cheekily after your second pass with the vacuum. he’s sitting at the table, poring over a pile of papers he needs graded by tomorrow. you scoff and unceremoniously yank the cord out of the wall, and he chuckles, focus still directed to the work in front of him. “kacchan isn’t that judgmental, what’s going on?”
“i just…” you sigh. pause for a moment to think things through. “i guess i’m just a little… worried.”
he looks up at you then, patting his lap to call you over. his tone is laced with concern when he says, “what are you worried about?”
you cross the room and sit, smoothing your clothes as you perch on the edge of his thigh, and he rolls his eyes, tugging you all the way on to his lap and squeezing your waist gently.
“do you think he ever feels… like, taken advantage of?”
“like… by us?” you nod and izuku loosens his grip on your waist, resting a hand atop your thigh as the other taps his chin. “honestly, i’ve never thought about it. although i guess we are kind of dependent on him sometimes, and we have to consider the fact that we live together so he always ends up coming over here, plus the fact that we don’t have a car and he ends up spending more on gas, and sometimes he has to bring his fancy cooking stuff with him which could be an added hassle…” he looks at you with wide eyes. “gosh, i hope he doesn’t. maybe we should say something tonight.”
you nod again. “yeah, maybe we should. just so he knows how much we care, y’know?”
when katsuki arrives soon after, he seems a little distracted and irritable. you ask him about work and he just grunts in response, and when you lightly kick at his shin and say, “hello, earth to kacchan?”, he starts.
“the hell was that for?”
tilting your head, you say, “you seem a little out of it, are you feeling alright?” when you reach forward to feel his forehead, he lurches away from your hand, nearly smacking against the wall behind him.
“yes woman, you’re being paranoid. go away and let me cook in peace.” is it your imagination, or is there the faintest rouge tickling his neckline?
you try and help him anyway, despite his groans that you’ll mess up his process.
“katsuki bakugou, are you kicking me out of my own kitchen?” you tease, crossing your arms and giving him a playful glare.
despite his sour mood, he cracks a smile and rolls his eyes, shoving your face away with no real fight. “think i cook in this kitchen more than you do,” he argues back. “so yeah, i’m gonna call the shots.”
from the table in the other room, izuku calls, “yeah, kacchan loves to call the shots.”
“what’s that supposed to mean?” katsuki barks, and you laugh, hopping up on to the counter and giving up any hopes of making yourself useful. with the look he gives you, you think he really does prefer this, you out of the way and sitting pretty while he works.
he’s still distracted at the table after the meal has been cooked and plated, and he looks downright sick when you and izuku talk to him about how much you appreciate him. you can tell that your boyfriend is concerned, but there’s something in the way that katsuki refuses to look at you both that tells you it’s something deeper that’s bothering him.
it’s not surprising when he abruptly announces his departure.
katsuki has never been a good liar, and it’s obvious his excuses for leaving are just that – excuses. when you close the door behind him, there’s this feeling of anxiety that’s swirling in your chest, like something left unsaid that needs to be heard, trying to claw it’s way out of your windpipe. izuku materializes behind you, and you turn, looking at him imploringly.
“you agree he was being weird, right?”
he nods, then says, “i think i’m gonna go check on him.”
except that he can’t, because a small part of you needs to be alone with katsuki again. clarity is currently a valuable and finite resource, and right now you need it more than izuku does.
“wait – let me. will you get started on cleaning up?” he gives you a wry smile, assuming you’re just trying to avoid the worst of the evening chores, but doesn’t say anything; just kisses your temple and turns towards the kitchen. even though there was no lie, you didn’t even say anything, you feel a little guilty again. it feels like you’re hiding something from him, and you despise the foreign feeling, so used to telling him everything.
still, your inquiring spirit wins out against the discomfort, and you grab a robe and run out the door, down the hallway and the stairs, and around the block. he’s just reaching his car, and you call after him “–katsuki, wait!”
when you stumble to a stop before him, chest heaving with the effort of your brief but furious sprint, he seems to be sizing you up, debating something in his head. one of his hands rests on top of the car, and it’s seriously, unbelievably unfair that he looks like a freaking super model even now, when he supposedly isn’t feeling well. the way his lips are curved into the slightest pout is unbearably endearing, and you find that your breathlessness has another source when he leans over you just slightly, letting his imposing frame hang in your entire field of vision.
when you start to speak, he cuts you off, saying “–hold on–“ before launching into some awkward spiel about charms and his agency and something about his publicist, but you aren’t really listening because you’ve noticed the box in his car, eyes widening when he reaches for it and holds it out to you.
inside rests a bracelet with dynamight charm attached, and you inspect it with awe.
“katsuki...”
he says he basically got it for free but it’s become instantly priceless to you, and you have to fight the sudden urge to wrap your arms around him and never let go. the way he’s looking at you, you wonder if he’s thinking something similar – you’re not sure you’ve ever been the target of such softness from him.
you snap the box shut and shove it in your pocket, too overwhelmed to look at it for even a second longer. it breaks the tension, and he trains his eyes on the ground like he’s afraid you might scold him.
instead, you say, “izuku wanted me to check on you.” the lie passes your lips before you can think twice about it.
what’s even the point of lying about that? you wanted to check on him, too, but it’s like… you can’t stand this being your idea. it feels too vulnerable, too dangerous to admit that you think of him when he’s not around, even if he was just there.
you say your goodbyes when the tension in the air is too thick to tolerate anymore, scurrying back inside. before you return to the kitchen, you slip the bracelet box in your purse hanging by the door. you can show izuku later, for now it feels like a secret gift meant just for you, and you alone.
“everything okay?” izuku’s voice winds down the hall, beckoning you.
“yeah,” you call. “he’s just tired.”
your second attempt of the night to be helpful is once again thwarted when izuku stubbornly refuses to let you help him with the dishes. “please go sit down,” he insists. “you can be my cheerleader, or something. i got it.”
so you watch him, sharing jokes and feeling awfully beloved at this moment in time.
he’s started on making tea when you get an idea, just a small one, a harmless one. it’s inspired by a memory of a conversation you’d somehow forgotten about until now.
“hey izuku?” you ask. he hums in response, not looking up from the cups he’s preparing. “‘member when you said you used to have a crush on kacchan? like when you were younger?”
his head snaps up sharply, like he’s suddenly very interested in your conversation. he looks at you suspiciously. “yes…?”
“and you said you got over it because you were sure he didn’t feel the same way?” you fiddle with your thumbs, trying to appear nonchalant. deciding to change tactics, you lean back with your hands flat against the table and stare him down.
raising his brow slightly, he says “yes baby, why do you ask?”
“what if he did?”
some of the stress visibly drains from izuku’s face, and he cracks a smile. “ohhh, are we playing the rhetorical question game again?”
you snort. “what, i’m not allowed to ask questions?”
izuku finishes pouring the hot water into the pot and sets the kettle down, then crosses the room to wedge himself between your legs. he eyes you for a second before answering. “well, i don’t know… but he didn’t, so… it’s kind of a moot point, right?”
“i guess….” you say, intentionally trailing off. “like, do you think we would still be together? if you had known about something like that?”
it feels a little unfair, manipulating izuku in this way. sure, it’s pretty harmless; you only brought up something the two of you have already discussed. still, you already know exactly what he’s going to say before he says it, know exactly the right way to soften him up before planting the seed of an idea in his mind.
“aww, babe. i would search for you in any universe, in any lifetime. every part of me is constantly yearning for you, and i would do anything to make you mine. you know that, right? it’s important to me that you know that.”
even if you knew he was going to say it, or something like it, izuku’s sappy romanticism makes your heart sing. somehow, his cliched declarations of love and loyalty melt you into a puddle each and every time.
“yeah,” you say with a timid smile. “of course. and me too, just for the record–“
bracing himself against the table, he leans into your space and looks down at you with hungry eyes. they’re cloudy in a way that tells you you’re starting to lose him a little; it’s time to wrap it up.
it’s fine, you said everything you needed to, and his caging arms are becoming particularly distracting. your body responds to izuku like an instrument in the hands of a practiced musician; reaching out, you grip his bicep, then lazily run your hand up and down his arm, tracing the lines of scar tissue with your fingers. it’s no accident that his muscles are on display for you now. you’ve never been subtle with your ogling of his exquisite form, and he knows exactly how to entice you, having memorized the subtle movements that get you right where he wants you. right now it’s like he’s practicing scales, warming you up for a real performance.
you’re nearly tunnel visioned for your boyfriend, but there’s something that’s keeping you from getting completely lost in his verdant eyes, something tugging at the back of your mind. it’s like a familiar sound, although you can’t place where you’ve heard it before.
for half a second, your eyes flicker to the window, registering how it’s open, and you recognize the familiar curve of a black sedan parked outside… but before you can think about it too hard, izuku is distracting you again.
he exhales a little huff and curves his neck down until his nose nearly touches yours. “my love,” he breathes “are you going somewhere with this?”
a shiver runs down your spine. you’re just about ready to give in and let him get his hands on you and make some real music, but you just have one more question.
“i just… like, what if you found out he had a crush on you now?”
“all i know for certain is that i’m with you, and that’s never going to change.” he ghosts your jaw with his lips, gently nipping at your earlobe. “is that all?”
after a nearly imperceptible nod from you, he pulls back just enough to make eye contact.
“can we have sex now?”
the last dream of your trilogy as good as confirms your suspicions.
it’s that same night, after you washed izuku’s hair in the shower and he carried you to bed.
you’ve had plenty of sex dreams about him. most of them are about him, actually, like you can’t get enough, even while you’re asleep. and this one feels no different… you’re perched in his lap, pawing at his pants like a cat in heat, trying to loose his cock so you can beg him to use it.
no different until you feel a second set of hands curl around your biceps, pulling you back and flush with a muscled chest.
“greedy little thing, aren'tcha?” katsuki observes, turning your head so he can see your face. you can feel izuku press against you from the other side, so you’re completely enveloped by larger bodies, and trapped between them you feel like a mouse in a cage with nowhere to run. the only difference is you want to be the subject of their experimenting, want them to use you however they see fit.
“i-i, uhm–“
“don’t lie,” izuku interrupts. his tone is smooth like honey but his words are carry another undertone, one that reminds you what happens when you lie. he shares a condescending look with katsuki as you fumble in your head for the right words to say.
“i-i want… what i want?” you finish, voice lilting in question at the end.
katsuki snorts. “wow, d’you come up with that yourself? really specific.” he uses his grip on your arms to turn you to face him. you’re perched on your knees between the two men, palms pressed into katsuki’s thighs for support as izuku shifts suspiciously behind you. “sorry sweetheart, but right now i think right now we’re gonna do what i want.”
“w-wait, what’re you–“ you start, but falter when you feel a hand press into the back of your head, not pushing per se, but guiding your gaze down, down, down.
“y’know what i want?” izuku’s voice is a siren song in your ear, and you try to look at him, but katsuki’s grip on your chin and izuku’s palm on your head keep you facing forward. “i think i want you to help kacchan feel good… can you do that?”
you lift your eyes to katsuki’s piercing red ones and gulp when a shiver runs through you, the pulsing between your legs growing stronger with every heartbeat. he’s looking at you with blown pupils and slightly parted lips, like he’s not even sure how he got himself in this position but he’ll be damned if he’s going to waste the opportunity.
there’s a gleam in your eye when you slide your hands higher up his legs. he feels impossibly big beneath your fingers, which splay across the tensed muscles of his upper thigh. looping a few fingers around his belt, you tug on it, not enough to take it off, just enough to tantalize. the set of his jaw is offset by the desperate look in his eyes, which flit between you and izuku behind you.
you start to slide the belt undone, movements painfully slow, feeling watched from every angle. the throbbing in your core is enough to send a trickle of sweat down your back; if you don’t get some attention, and fast, you fear you may combust on the spot.
“yeah,” you murmur, meek but determined. you flit your eyes up to katsuki’s one more time before unbuttoning his jeans, biting your lip when you get a look at what’s inside.
his boxers are forming an angled tent, the front damp and sticky from the pre that’s gushing from his tip. you let out a quivering breath and lean closer, not touching yet, just inspecting. everything feels slow and warm and unhurried as you stare, learning the slight curvature of his dick through the clothing. when you slide your fingers into his waistband to test something, he lets out the shakiest groan and bucks his hips a little.
“if you just sit an’ stare for any longer you might as well take a picture,” he mutters, and you smirk.
“really? izuku, hand me my–“
“christ,” katsuki huffs, and izuku chuckles behind you.
“later, later, c’mon baby. focus, okay?”
so you do, finally tugging the waistband down and letting his veiny cock spring free. it slaps against his lower stomach – you and izuku simultaneously react with small little gasps.
“so pretty…” he coos as you gather the glob of saliva pooling in your mouth, leaning down and spitting, watching as the slick lands right on target and cascades down his length in little rivulets. behind you, izuku hums in approval.
some of your spit sticks to your lip, and katsuki moves like he means to wipe it off, choosing instead to smear it around your face with a slight sneer, which grows even wider when a whimper escapes your lips. you relish in the feeling of his thumb applying gentle pressure, and while he’s got you occupied, izuku pulls your panties down without grace, just enough to expose the slick mess between your legs.
you finally lean down, settling your hands tentatively on katsuki’s legs to support yourself, and speculatively lick the sticky, salty pre and spit from his tip. he moans, puts his hand on your head like part of him wants to force it down but he doesn’t, just let’s it rest there without pressure as you take your time opening up for him.
slowly, slowly, you finally part your pretty lips and run your tongue down the underside of his shaft, taking him fully in your mouth. it’s disorienting, adjusting to his particular girth and length, tip hitting the back of your throat far sooner than you’d anticipated. you gag a little, saliva pooling, and feel his cock twitch against the inside of your cheek.
“good fuckin’ girl,” he exhales, finally applying just that little bit of pressure to keep you choking for just a second longer, grunting with pleasure when a few tears prick the corners of your eyes. izuku coos in your ear and rubs soothingly at your lower back, before he presses into it, like he’s asking you to arch.
they seem to be on some mission to overwhelm you; as katsuki holds you down, izuku pulls your hips up and into the air, spreading your legs just a little bit so he can wedge his face between them. the steeper angle forces you to lower your hands down to either side of katsuki’s hips, and he grips at your hair to help guide your head.
izuku licks a long line up your slit from behind, causing you to moan without restraint; the reverberations rattle through katsuki’s bones and he can’t help but buck his hips one more time. it sends a fresh wave of tears cascading down your cheeks.
when you slide off his cock, it’s with a loud, squelching pop – just for a second, so you can catch your breath. you pause, mind reeling as izuku focuses attention on your pretty little hooded bundle of nerves that’s been begging to be touched. only when katsuki’s thumb traces along your scalp do you refocus, locking eyes with him and sinking down again. hollowing your cheeks as he helps you strike a steady pace. everything is too much but it’s so good: katsuki’s fingers are tugging on your hair, and your breaths come short and quick. everything feels hazy as your brain goes a little dumb, the lack of oxygen going straight to your cunt.
izuku fucks you with his tongue, groaning into you when you clench around it. your pussy is soaked, each of his movements resulting in lewd, creamy sounds as he drinks up every drop of arousal you have to give. getting lost in the sensations, your pleasure coils tight in your gut, making every muscle contract and every nerve scream.
time, and your perception of it, are skewed. somehow, everything feels stretched to last hours, in this position, always kept right on the edge but never crossing the line into oblivion. your nails digging into skin, your muscles all locked with unspent release, as you’re kept perched… on the edge…. and the edge and the edge and the edge…
slowly, you start to shift back into the land of consciousness.
the first thing you register is how impossibly warm you feel, heat pooling between your thighs and burning you from the inside out.
next, the position you’re in: one leg is hiked higher than the other, dangling over izuku’s shoulder and held in place gently by one of his strong hands; the other is curled around his back, his head practically resting against the meat of it, settled comfortably in between the two.
third, the way he pulls away from your lapping at your messy cunt as he finally coaxes you from sleep, one of his hands reaching for one of yours, grounding you, calling your attention and focus to him.
“morning, sweetheart,” he mumbles, planting teasing kisses along your inner thigh.
you shift and squirm with the blinding, all consuming need to cum. there’s no telling how long izuku has had to work you up; for such a large and strong man, his touch can be so achingly gentle. everything in you is coiled tight like a rubber band that’s about to snap.
“please,” you plead, and he squeezes your hand, then lets it go, bringing it down to slide one finger into your needy cunt. it glides in with no resistance, and he clicks his teeth, always so fascinated with the way you suck him right in each and every time. a second finger follows after the first slides in so easily, and he curls them, pushing at the fluttering walls of your pussy, tugging a shaky sigh from your lips.
when he attaches his mouth to your clit, sucking and swirling his tongue, your thighs squeeze around his ears and your back starts to arch off the mattress. sleep is still lingering in the edges of your vision, so you squeeze your eyes shut and tangle your fingers in his hair. when he nips at your clit, it precipitates your orgasm; gasping his name, you cum on his fingers as they graze against that extra sensitive, spongy spot inside of you that always makes your toes clench.
you're panting with an arm over your eyes when he lovingly places a little kiss right on your clit, before sliding up your underwear and emerging from underneath the covers, hair all tousled and face flushed. he gives you a toothy grin, grabby hands moving up and down your sides.
you tug him up and kiss him, tasting your own arousal on his tongue. smirking a little, you rake your hands through his curls, messing them up even more. “good morning, izuku.”
he just laughs, kissing you again and nestling into your neck, inhaling deeply and letting out a little sigh.
as you lay there, skin still prickled with heat, your mind spins, turning the dream over and over and over. if you had doubts about what it is you really want before, they’re all gone now.
you move through the rest of the morning in a slight daze, going through the motions and thinking about your dream the whole time. it’s burned behind your retinas, demanding to be noticed every time you look at izuku’s face.
for the rest of the week, it’s practically the only thing you can think about. you’re on edge, all jumpy and tense.
one morning, you and izuku grab coffee before work. without thinking about it, you wear your new bracelet, metal cool against the skin on your wrist beneath your sleeve. you shift your arm, and the chain catches the light.
when the barista notices it, you freeze, suddenly feeling caught in an omission of the truth. you know izuku notices your strange reaction, know he notices your over the top recovery when you emphasize how it was a gift from your boyfriend’s friend.
he’s heard you call katsuki your friend many times over, so why was he suddenly just izuku’s friend?
you could talk to him about it. you should talk to him about it… but truth be told, after your dream, you’ve been needy and tunnel visioned, and the only thoughts that linger in your mind are wicked ones. the more you think and ponder everything, the more things you’ve noticed, little interactions that seemed like nothing at the time and suddenly hold more weight in this new light.
the three of you are like a powder keg just waiting to explode – the only needed now is a spark.
“i wanna go to the beach,” you announce.
izuku glances up at you from his position on the floor. he has student profiles and personal notes he’s taken sprawled over the floor, poring over them carefully to sort them based on quirk type. when he’s done, each student will have an individual quirk improvement plan for their summer break. so izuku, always so thoughtful and just a little overkill.
“that sounds like fun,” he agrees, leaning back against your legs when you tug on one of his curls. “hm?”
“when is your next full day off?” you ask, reaching for your phone. “we should make a day trip out of it. i have some time off saved up, so i can probably go whenever…” you start to craft a text, typing furiously as izuku thinks for a second.
he looks down at the work in front of him. “if i get these done before next weekend, maybe we could go then.” you’re still typing when he stops talking, finally hitting send on the following:
you: take next saturday off? :) we wanna go to the beach
“hey,” izuku says, turning to rest his arm on your legs. “do you think that will work?”
you start, looking up from your screen and clicking it off. he glances down, eyes narrowing almost imperceptibly, but he just tilts his head at you. “yes,” you breathe. “and... i invited kacchan. is that okay?”
“yeah, of course,” he says like it's obvious, turning around again. in your lap, your phone buzzes once, then twice. you open it.
you: take next saturday off? :) we wanna go to the beach
kacchan: done
kacchan: i will pick you up
saturday goes better than you could have anticipated. you’ve put yourself in the perfect position, an abundance of eye candy to enjoy while you lounge on the sand.
when izuku gets clearly flustered and awkwardly excuses himself with an obvious lie about filling his water bottle, you and katsuki sit in an awkward silence. it stretches for a long moment, too long, before you both can’t take it and start speaking at once.
“i–"
“so-"
cutting yourselves off, the two of you fall silent once more. the more you refuse to address the elephant in the room, avoiding each other’s eyes and, in your case, distracting yourself with the sand on the beach, the more unbearable the tension in the air becomes. it’s stifling, making the sun beating down from above feel hotter, brighter. eventually you just can’t take it anymore.
“he’s not really filling his water bottle,” you manage.
“obviously,” katsuki replies, glancing in the direction izuku scurried off, then back at you. his expression is serious, focused. the double entendre in his words is not missed on you when he says, “so... why’s he so worked up?”
why is izuku so worked up? you’re not a mind reader, so there’s no way to know for sure... but izuku’s probably the most observant person you've ever met. he’s definitely been keeping mental tabs of your unexplained behavior over the last month or so, and if you had to take a stab at it, you’d guess he just pieced at least part of the puzzle together.
with his eyes boring holes into the side of your face, it feels safe to assume that katsuki is or has been piecing little things together on his own.
“it’s probably… my fault.” you admit, with caution. “i’m… i don’t have a very good poker face.”
he quirks a brow, leaning on one of his arms to span a little of the very intentional distance between your bodies. “poker face?” your heart is pounding in your chest as you stare him down, refusing to be the one to break eye contact. his lip curls into a mean little smirk. “what have you got to hide?”
you flush, heat rising in your cheeks as you break, looking away and out over the water. “nothing.”
katsuki doesn’t reply, just sucks his teeth and stands. “gonna make sure deku wasn’t kidnapped or somethin’” he says, jabbing his thumb in izuku’s direction. he starts to strut away when you feel a wave of anxiety.
“wait, katsuki–”
he turns over his shoulder to smile at you. “everything is gonna be fine,” he says, sounding calm and collected, almost serene. he shakes his head at your pained expression.
as he continues away, you can hear him grumbling about paranoia and dramatics, and it makes you smile.
your smile grows even bigger a few minutes later when you see them heading back towards you on the beach.
right away, you can practically smell the tension. they stand just slightly too far apart, with katsuki’s hands shoved deep into his pockets. his face carries a wistful expression, and something about it makes him look… younger. harder.
what happened in that bathroom?
your half baked plan working feels almost too good to be true, but it feels true when they sit down on either side of you. both sit close, closer than earlier and maybe closer than they should, and they keep sneaking knowing glances over your head like they think you can’t see, only of course you can see.
you know that feeling in your chest right before a storm? the wind picks up, the scent of petrichor is rich on the air waves and a distant rumble of thunder rolls across the sky… these are the signs. but the feeling, like you want to hide and run into the thick of it at the same time, like you want to witness the way the force of nature rattles the world around you, but you’re scared... this feeling courses through you now, and curiosity burns in your gut right along side apprehension.
the feeling lingers the rest of the day, and amplifies on the car ride home. you all sit in relative silence, with you gazing out the window in the front seat and izuku watching anxiously from the back. katsuki’s eyes stay locked on the road ahead of him, jaw set in a line that refuses to budge.
when he drops you and izuku off at your apartment, it’s with few words. you want to spill your guts so badly, but you know that you need to talk to izuku first. the two of you owe it to each other.
bags dropped by the door, you turn to each other right away.
you go first. “i have to tell you something–“
“i think you have feelings for kacchan and i think i do too,” izuku blurts out, covering his mouth with both hands as soon as the words are uttered. his eyes are wide and brimmed with shiny tears that threaten to spill over as you open your mouth to speak, and then close it again.
then you laugh. it starts small, then bubbles out of your throat, uncontrollable laughter that causes your own tears to leak from your eyes. until this moment, you hadn’t realized how tightly wound you’ve been. all at once, the stress and tension melt from your body and you laugh in relief and cry as izuku starts to laugh, too.
you reach for him, and he pulls you close, sinking to the ground while you both just sit with the overwhelming mix of emotions that fill the room.
“well... that’s what i was going to say,” you finally manage after several minutes, and it sets you both off again, more laughter and more tears and soon you’re going over the timeline of events and sharing things you’ve never said out loud before.
it’s late into the night, and you’ve both ridden a rollercoaster of emotion. now though, you’re settled into a somewhat comfortable silence, everything finally laid out in the open. there’s only one thing that’s missing.
“we should call him,” you murmur into the quiet air of the apartment. you’re perched in izuku’s lap, head tucked into his chest. he hums.
“or we could invite him over.”
you glance at him. “you think he’s still awake?” he shrugs.
“can’t hurt to try.”
so you pull out your phone, thumb trembling slightly as you pull up a group chat with three names. you look at izuku again. “you type first.” he nods, swallowing thickly.
izuku <3: hey
you: are you up?
maybe thirty seconds have passed when both of your phones buzz.
kacchan: i’m on my way over.
٠࣪⭑ a/n: part 4 is half way done and i'm gonna spoil it! it's straight up smut hehe. let me know what guys think of this part! as always, reblogs and comments are most appreciated!
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here again… hi … i would like to ask abt ur bkdk drabble… do u think kacchan knows reader has a crush on him? has he ever thought about it deeply.. in a gross nasty way before he finds out izu is into it?
oh yes..... oh yes
⊹₊⟡⋆ what the heart wants (pt. 2) | dk x bk x reader ⋆⟡₊⊹
| part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 coming soon... |
⋆✴︎˚。⋆ part one is recommended reading!
what happens when izuku realizes his girlfriend thinks kacchan is hot? well...⋆。˚✴︎⋆
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٠࣪⭑ cw: fem!reader x izuku established relationship, voyeurism, m!masturbation, public masturbation (yeesh), oral sex (m!receiving)/throat fucking, piv, katsuki feels wretched n is painfully soft about it, no threesomes yet :(, half ish proofread but not really (lmk if i forgot any tags)
you see, katsuki knows it's wrong.
he isn't trying to do anything, it's just... he's not stupid, he has eyes, and they can see it written all over your face. it's not obvious when your little crush started; it's hard to even call it a crush when he's pretty sure you aren't totally aware of it yourself. it's just something he slowly picked up on – your lingering glances, the way your breath hitches when he reaches for something and the hem of his shirt rides up a little....
he knows, izuku definitely isn't aware of it. katsuki's seen him be jealous before and it's not a pretty sight; all mopey and irritable, his feelings are often obvious to those around him because of his inability to play it cool. but he hasn't exhibited any of this behavior.
it's strange, because as far as he can tell, nothing has really changed in your relationship with izuku at all.
and you... so sweet, so earnest. it's not hard to see why the two of you are together, and katsuki honestly likes you together, thinks that it's nice izuku has someone who loves him so much, someone who he loves in return.
n katsuki likes you well enough, too.
no, not like that, that wouldn't be right, but... he's drawn to you, just a little – let's you get away with things. he has this fondness and he doesn't quite know where to put it, so he swallows it down because his friendship with izuku is far too valuable to him and his respect for you far too plentiful to explore the feeling any further.
after long days in the field, he also thinks it's nice, when you have izuku invite him to dinner once or twice or a few times a week. something about a meal shared being more satisfying.
sure, after a while he's pretty sure it's because the two of you just like his cooking better, and are using friendship as a way to secure a private chef.... but he doesn't mind.
especially when he's made your favorite, and you take the first bite, closing your eyes and humming, "katsuki, you are such a good cook! so yummy...." you swallow and then gaze across the table at izuku. "i think we have to kidnap him and make him cook all of our meals."
"not on your life," katsuki objects, but izuku is nodding along, tapping his chin in thought.
"then we could get him to do the shopping, too..." and you clap your hands and turn to katsuki.
he can't quite tell just how kidding you are when you say, "how about it, kacchan? wanna live with me n izu and do all the cooking and shopping?"
"–and cleaning–!" izuku adds with a smirk, mouth half full.
you nod seriously, batting your lashes, "and cleaning? because you're soooo good at that stuff! and–"
"shut up," katsuki groans, although it's lacking any real malice. "eat your damn food before it gets cold. an' you–" he looks at izuku and narrows his eyes, "talking with food in your mouth is disgusting."
freckled cheeks are a shade pinker as the man swallows quickly, mumbling a soft, "sorry, sorry..." but katsuki isn't really listening, just thinking about your joking proposal.
living here. being here. his eyes flick to you and he can't help but rake them over your figure; the tank top you're wearing is thin, and one of the straps is starting to fall down and off your shoulder. he has half a mind to reach out and tug it back up for you, to brush his hand along your collarbone and feel your warmth.
you're making a show of eating your dinner, exaggerating bites and moaning about how satisfying it is, and katsuki feels his mouth go dry. he shifts his gaze to lock on to your throat, watching the way it bobs as you swallow. he squeezes his hand into a fist to stop the tremor that arcs through his fingers as they long to stretch and taste your delicate skin.
you catch his eye, and he swears there's a twinkle in yours.
it's a moment with just the two of you, though, when he truly realizes there really is something – something he can't quite put his finger on.
it's a couple of weeks later. you just needed a ride, that's all. your appointment time was changed at the last second, and there was no way the train could get you there in time, not all the way across town. izuku was at work, so were all your other friends, and you just needed a ride.
katsuki's mildly surprised when he sees that it's you, calling him in the middle of the day. he happens to be taking a long lunch, poring over some paperwork from the day before he'd neglected to look at, (too much in favor of going home at some sort of reasonable hour).
when he picks up the phone, you sound apologetic before you even ask. "hey, i know you're probably at work right now–"
"on lunch," he interrupts, shoving the papers aside. "do you need somethin'?"
"annnyyyyy chance you're available to give me a ride? no one else is free, and i have an appointment, it was originally supposed to be in a couple hours, but–"
he rolls his eyes as you launch into a long winded explanation, fighting the smile that's trying to claw it's way onto his features. it doesn't matter if he was dead last on the list, you still think of him as someone you can ask for a favor. if it was anyone else (except maybe izuku), he would probably say no and let them figure their shit out, but instead he says, "where do i need to pick you up?"
he chuckles at the way you gasp in relief and overdo your thanks, spewing a stream of gratitude, so he gently reminds you, "i need an address if m'gonna leave." it's funny, how similar you and izuku can be.
he might speed (just a little! sort of...) on the way to your location, not wanting to leave you stranded a second longer than he has to. when you see his sleek black car pull to the side of the road, engine purring, you beam at him and wave, before clambering in to the passenger's seat.
"katsuki!" you exclaim, setting your bag gently on the floor of the car, "thank you so much, you're the best."
he grunts, keeping one hand on the steering wheel as he expertly pulls back into traffic; he's conscious of your eyes on him, watching every one of his movements carefully. "yeah, sure. it's not a problem."
"no, really," you say, tone slightly more serious, but still playful enough. "you're my hero, dynamight!"
he barks a laugh. "that's great explosion murder god dynamight, to you."
"how ever can i thank you?" you ask, lashes fluttering and tone like honey. it sends a shock through his spine, hearing those words out of your mouth, which is awful.
katsuki's grip on the wheel tightens and he avoids looking at you, instead staring hard at the road ahead. he can't completely figure out why the comment makes him so uncomfortable. his heart is racing and his hands are starting to feel all clammy, so he tries to downplay. "there's nothin' very heroic about being free and havin' a car, just... don't worry about it–" he deigns to look over at you now, stealing a secretive glance at the look on your face; eyes wide and shiny, smile sweet, almost shy. "–alright?"
you're biting the corner of your lip, looking a little uncertain, before you reach out a hand and touch him, pressing your palm to his bicep and tapping your fingers a few times before letting your arm fall. "you're funny," you say. "izuku is right, you really are kinda bashful."
"what did that damned nerd say about me?" katsuki demands, his cheeks betraying him and flushing slightly.
you chuckle to yourself and shake your head. "nothing, nothing," sneak another look at his flustered face and laugh for real. "nothing too bad, anyway," you tease.
"he's biased," katsuki grumbles. the pouty look he sports feels out of place for him, usually seen wearing a look of annoyance and superiority. it's cute.
the rest of the drive passes in relative quiet; he has the radio turned down low and occasionally you hum along to a song, or make a small anecdotal comment. it's a peaceful quiet, warm and cozy and strangely familiar. it makes it all too easy for katsuki to overthink every single thing about this entire interaction – he's hyper aware of you next to him, watching every shift and adjustment in your seat through his periphery. curses himself when he notices your stiff nipples, clearly outlined through your shirt. he has to remind himself to shift his focus back to the road, but the silhouette of your chest feels burned into his brain.
"you can adjust the air... if you're too cold." he likes it a little cooler when he drives, prone to sweating. and really, he can't complain at the current result. he swears he feels your eyes boring a hole into the side of his face again
you shake your head, "m'good. it's nice and... comfy in here. your car is so clean."
"obviously," he scoffs.
"no, just..." you ponder for a moment. "you and izuku. you guys really are similar in a lot of ways, but... you're also so different." you laugh airily; the sound tingles in his ears, makes him feel all soft. "if this was his car, it would probably be covered in energy bar wrappers and all might collectibles." katsuki thinks that likes the look on your face when you talk about his best friend. your guard is lowered, and you get all smiley and emotional. you guys really are two peas in a pod.
when you get to your destination, you walk around to his door and tap on the window. he rolls it down and props his arm on it, leaning forward to get a better look at you. "you need a ride back, too?"
"no, thanks," you say. "i'll take the train, m'gonna meet izuku after school gets out." something in katsuki's chest tightens a little at your words, but he ignores it.
"um..." you pat his shoulder awkwardly, like you're unsure what to do, before swooping down, lightning fast, and pressing a kiss into his cheek before you scurry away, waving behind you with a "thanks again!"
he doesn't pull away from the curb for a long time, definitely making him late back at the agency, but he doesn't care, doesn't even notice. his fingers trace the burning spot on his cheek where your lips touched, enthralled. you'd kissed him.
kissed him???
"fuckin'–" he sighs, pressing his forehead to the wheel in front of him. he doesn't know exactly what you're thinking, but he's not stupid; women have flirted with him plenty in his adult life, he knows what it feels like to have someone interested in you.
but you?
what business do you have, kissing him like that? he wishes you'd never done it, wishes he'd said no to picking you up and dropping you off, wishes he could erase the memory from his mind. but he can't. the memory of your lips against his skin haunts him, and he feels that phantom kiss all throughout the rest of the day, the rest of the week.
back at the agency, when his publicist gives him a little bag of dynamight charms, encouraging him to hand them out to friends or fans, he's incredulous. realistically the charms will end up on the floor of the back of his closet, and then eventually a trash can. if fans want to seek out their own merch that's fine, that's the way it should be, but he sure as hell isn't going to start handing out party favors after saving someone's ass. that's not his job, not even a little bit.
as he goes to toss the things and save himself having to do it later, he pauses with his hand over the bin. a memory is tugging at him, something faint in the back of his mind. a conversation from a few dinners ago....
hadn't you mentioned wanting a charm bracelet? it was coming back to katsuki now, you gushing about how you'd purchased some charms for yourself and had been putting off buying a chain to display them. he slips one of the trinkets from the bag and into his pocket before tossing the rest.
when he goes to yours and izuku's for dinner that sunday, his guard is up high.
it makes him snippier than usual, and quieter. he sits at the end of the table, leaned forward with his head on his arm; just watching you both gab on about everything you've been up to, tuning out the sound of your voices. he's thinking maybe he shouldn't have come tonight, trying to steady his bounding pulse when he hears your voice, curling around the syllables that form his name.
he thinks about how he wants to hear you say it again, and again and again and again and again, and a bolt of guilt strikes through him.
it's a shame, he thinks, because the sound of you saying his name might just be the prettiest thing he's ever heard, maybe tied with only one other rendition that he's gotten used to over the years and come to love, cherish even.
he's still not quite paying attention to the conversation, and izuku's hand on his arm startles him, makes him jerk it back and sit up straight. izuku is always so touchy, and every time he touches him so... casually, katsuki isn't sure how he's supposed to react. it always feels like the edges of his vision blur a little bit, and he forgets what he was doing.
"kacchan, are you feeling alright?" izuku asks gently, and katsuki nods, gruff and dismissive.
"m'fine, what were you saying?"
you have a peculiar look on your face when you explain how he picked you up that week. "i was just saying how you're a lifesaver!"
the next few moments almost feel rehearsed, and knowing the two of you they might be. you both reach across the table at the same time, each taking one of his silky soft hands into both of yours.
he might die, he might really pass out or die or throw up or something. never before has he been so irritated with his quirk, hoping the two of you don't notice how sweaty his palms have become.
"we just..." you begin, trailing a thumb over his fingers; he gulps and looks away because your eyes on him like this are going to give him palpitations. unfortunately, he can't escape the big wide eyes tonight, because izuku looks at him with an expression and posture to mirror yours, down to the way his thumb is tracing the knuckles on the back of katsuki's hand.
"we wanted to say thank you," izuku finishes.
"for... one ride?" katsuki chokes out, trying to hide how on-the-spot he feels. "in–in my car?"
"no, no no no," you giggle. "for everything."
"we know we're a handful," izuku jokes, gesturing to the way you're both still holding on to him, "it's like you're our caretaker sometimes."
"and you don't have to!" you chime in, "but, we love having you around, so we selfishly keep letting you do stuff for us."
katsuki doesn't really know what to say. there's nothing he really can say, not with the sound of blood rushing in his ears blocking out any attempts at rational thought. he shrinks back, trying to avoid the heat of two hawkish stares. his throat feels dry and scratchy when he says, "...it's... fine. i don't mind." the staring is too much, so he hastily adds, "think you two would probably die without me."
he tries to be subtle when he tugs his hands back and folds them in his lap tightly, so tightly his knuckles turn white.
"you enable us," izuku quips, turning back to his plate, and you laugh. katsuki just lets himself imagine running out the door and escaping what is turning in to a specific kind of torture.
it's not too much later when he can't take anymore, clearing his throat loudly. he gives an excuse about a headache, and feeling tired, and how he actually cares about his own wellbeing so he'd better get to bed.
he's already at his car when he hears his name called behind him, hears the door of your complex open and shut and the sound of soft footsteps chasing around the corner after him. he catches sight of the box perched on his passenger seat and sighs as he turns around to face you. you're almost out of breath when you reach him, heaving a sigh of relief.
"i caught you, thank goodness!" you say, wrapping a robe around yourself; he watches the motion with hungry eyes. "listen–"
"hold on," he cuts in. you falter, tilting your head in expectation.
"i – uh, well my publicist, i mean – you – look, you just bought some hero charms, yeah?" you narrow your eyes in suspicion and nod, so he goes on. "they made charms, dynamight ones, at the agency, and i thought – maybe you'd like them, so i saved one of 'em for you–" he reaches through his open door to grasp the small box and hands it to you.
you take it with bated breath and hands that you fight to keep still, carefully lifting the lid; inside, a pretty silver chain sits upon a satin cushion, dynamight charm already attached.
"katsuki..." you breathe, fingers ghosting over the metal. you close the box fast, like it holds a secret, and look up at him with eyes like saucers.
"it's nothin' special," he insists. "i got the charm for free, in a way, and... it's not right, giving someone somethin' like that with nothing to put it on."
you just gaze at him, and he at you.
this drags on just a moment too long, before you break the eye contact, slipping the box into the pocket of your robe. now that the tense moment has passed slightly, he can't look at you, so he trains his eyes firmly on the ground.
"izuku wanted me to check on you," you say finally, looking back up at him. "he asked me to come and make sure you're alright to drive home with a headache."
katsuki does finally look at you again then, expression soft as butter that's starting to melt. "i'm good," he says quietly.
"are you sure? you know you can always stay–" katsuki pats your head and you yelp and swat at his hands.
"i am perfectly capable of gettin' home, jeez. you and the nerd worry about me too much."
it's nice, though, really nice. he loves that you came out here all worried, just to check on him. he likes that izuku sent you, all worried about him too.
it's a little awkward, when you both say your goodbyes. it's like you know you shouldn't be outside anymore, the air turning a particularly unbearable kind of thick. when he sits in his car, he turns on the engine, but doesn't put it in drive. just cracks a window as he tries to calm down.
just like the other day, he hunches over, head pressed to the steering wheel. the pressure helps him, to think. to breathe.
everything feels... so strange. a hundred different possibilities race through his mind, and he tries to ignore them all, tries to ignore the fire in his belly when he thinks of the way you looked at him just moments ago. he sits like that, in his car, for a long time. ten, maybe twenty minutes tick by, and katsuki sits, unmoving. it's almost a meditative state he finds himself in, trying to find center, when he hears laughter chiming through an open window in your building.
he's quick to dismiss the sound, but it's... familiar, and his head jerks up sharply when he hears a deeper, equally as melodic laugh filtering into the night air, intertwining with the first. on the second floor, the wide windows of your and izuku's apartment are propped open. from where he's parked, he has a surprisingly good view into your living room, seeing a solid third of it or so before it starts to disappear from view. he makes a mental note to tell izuku about this later so he can get some better curtains, but for now...
he can just see the end of your dining room table, where it sits adjacent to the kitchen, and the hallway leading back into the apartment. but it's good enough – just lucky, that's where you happen to be sat at this very moment. you aren't facing the window, angled back towards the kitchen as you perch on the edge of the table. he can't see your legs, only the curve of your back as you laugh, the way your hands gesture as you talk. izuku must be doing something in the adjoining room, and katsuki wonder's what it is. dishes, or making tea?
the conversation you two are having isn't quite intelligible, but he can make out your tones, hear the pitches of laughter and exclamations that pair with more emphatic hand gestures.
and he just... watches. kinda feels like a little bit of a stalker, but he can't seem to make himself leave. his whole body is practically trembling, practically vibrating with restraint as he wants more than anything to just drive away, but remains completely frozen in place.
ever since he handed you that stupid box, he feels like he's losing any semblance of self-control, not that he had all that much to begin with, not when it comes to you; not since he first noticed your eyes linger.
when izuku comes into view, wedging himself between your legs as you sit, katsuki sucks in a little breath. his sleeves are rolled to his elbows, scars and freckles on display, and katsuki is stuck on the way his arms look, rugged and textured and solid; it seems your train of thought is similar, because katsuki can make out one of your hands coming up to caress the bulk of his bicep, trail down his forearm, play with the fingers of one hand.
izuku leans in to kiss you, and all the blood drains from katsuki's face and floods to somewhere else. as you're slowly reoriented on the table by strong and steady hands, shifting you to face izuku better and pulling you closer to the edge of the table, katsuki swears it's for him, swears the universe is throwing him bone to give him a better view.
because now he can really see. you're both profiled to him, and he can see the way izuku's arm is wrapped around your waist, arching your back to press you even closer as your arms come up to tangle in his hair. katsuki wonders what it would feel like, having your fingers pull and tug at the strands to bring his face closer to yours. he imagines how good it would be to smell your skin up close, to feel your body curving into his.
blame the hour, blame the warm sticky summer air, blame anything, he knows it's wrong – but he can't help the way his hand presses into his growing bulge. he has to do something, he can't let this dizzying uncomfortable feeling go on any longer. you kiss and kiss, and he slowly grinds his palm, never tearing his gaze from the window.
he really needs to get you some curtains, or a privacy screen, something. the two of you are on full display to anyone who would bother to look hard enough.
when izuku sneaks his hand underneath your shirt, katsuki can barely make out the little gasp that tumbles from your lips, but he groans. slips his hand into his waistband because he can't take it anymore.
is he... is he really doing this? something about it, the risk, the guilt, spurs him on and he hisses through his teeth when his own hand finally wraps around his aching cock, skin to skin. he imagines it's yours, imagines himself gripping and stroking at the flesh of your chest, your stomach, wrapping fingers around your throat, the way izuku does now. he's a little rough with you, forcing your knees apart further so he can press himself to your sex, smirking at the mewl it pulls from your mouth. so you like it rough?
katsuki hasn't looked down at his cock once, like seeing it with his own eyes makes what he's doing real. he just keeps his attention locked on the window.
you lean forward, kissing and licking a column down izuku's throat, and katsuki does briefly close his eyes then, pretending it's him. imagines the heat of your breath over his adam's apple, how your tongue would feel lapping at his neck. his hand doesn't stop moving, pushing him closer and closer to the release he's been craving for weeks now. he's still picturing yours, imagining how soft, how dainty it must feel compared to his own.
opening his eyes, katsuki looks back in the window and his pumping fist finally stutters to a stop, thumb and forefinger gripped tightly around the base to keep himself from spilling too soon. in the moments he missed, hiding behind closed eyelids, you've sunk to your knees on the floor in front of izuku; he's got a hand on the back of your head as you take his girthy length in your mouth, the other leaning on the table to steady himself as he helps you choke on it. if katsuki squints, he swears he can see the line of drool trailing down your chin.
when he shifts his gaze, his inhale catches in his throat and he almost chokes on air. izuku has a tight grip as you let him fuck the back of your throat. his skin is all flushed and dewy, hair mussed from your attention... and katsuki's hand jerks again, almost on it's own. he slams a hand over his mouth to stifle a guttural moan as it's torn from his windpipe.
timing his strokes with the flashes of izuku's hips, katsuki really, finally allows himself ogle the curve of his bulky arms and broad shoulders. when izuku squeezes his eyes shut tight and pulls you off of his dick, katsuki is transfixed – he's addicted to the way izuku bites his lip slightly, to the rapid rise and fall of his chest, to the gentle caress of your face. the blonde's not sure he's ever been this hard in his life.
his free hand squeezes the inside of his car door with an iron fist as he finally looks into his lap, acknowledging the sick, twisted reality of it all. what kind of a new low is this? he's sick, really and truly believes it.
still, it doesn't stop him. he slows his palming so he can keep himself on the edge, not wanting to come a second before his best friend. when izuku picks you up off the floor in a swift motion, sets you on the table with such gentleness and adoration, katsuki wonders what it would be like to be taken care of by such capable hands. he watches as he confidently slides your panties down your trembling thighs, plants a quick little kiss to your cunt before coming up to kiss a different set of lips. he whispers something into your ear that makes you laugh, and katsuki wishes he could hear it.
when izuku slides his heavy cock inside, katsuki thinks this really might be it for him. he doesn't even know where to look, eyes flashing between your two bodies as izuku fucks you into the table, your legs squeezing around his waist and eyes rolling back as his hand rests gently against your collarbone, ominous, like a warning and a reminder.
with each squeeze around his leaky, twitchy tip, katsuki grows closer and closer to painting his clean and tidy car interior white. as izuku's hips start to speed, lose their rhythm a little, so does katsuki's hand. he's so close so close but he's waiting, waiting like he needs the permission to cum.
when izuku buries his head into your neck, katsuki knows it's almost time, kneading himself harder and faster. when he sees izuku's hips falter and still as he stays lodged deep inside your folds, he finally let's himself cum with a flick of his wrist. his heart is hammering in his chest, keeping him grounded, tying him to the earth as his soul tries to leave his body. he's shaking all over, shockwaves of his orgasm lighting every nerve ending he has on fire, his vision blurring until he has to shut his eyes and just ride the wave of sensation until it finally dissipates.
he's made a mess, a big one, cum dripping all over the sleek detailing. with trembling hands, he reaches into his glove box for the pack of wipes he keeps just in case, and cleans himself up as best he can before getting as much of the car as he can see. rolls his window up so he doesn't have to see the gentle scene in your apartment: izuku's hand on your cheek as you kiss, all wrapped in each other.
katsuki gets a glimpse of it anyway, as he finally pulls out into the street, and it heaves at his heartstrings. the light emanating from the window looks so warm, contrasted with the dark and gloomy night sky. he yearns to be there, to bask in the light and just let himself be at peace for once.
he thinks about that scene the whole drive home: the three of you, safe and sound and together. intertwined.
٠࣪⭑ a/n: i am actually in love with this fic. treat her gentle alright? also guys..... did you get my plan.... 3 people.... 3 parts..... 3 perspectives..... who, i wonder, is next??? would also like to shoutout aali for being my muse and helping inspire this one.
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Instead of a loud, explosive Bakugou he’s shy and inexperienced and Izuku is the is the mean one. While the both of you are kissing n jerking off bakugou..? I NEED THAT
I’m so sorry if this is weird🥲
NOT WEIRD NOT WEIRD omg get out of my head i have like 3 wips that fall along very similar lines. i love reader and izuku ganging up on katsuki...
idk if you have perused my dk x bk x reader masterlist before but this is pretty much the only hc that i believe in (i am a dom!izuku subscriber first and foremost SORRY!!!) like this is perfect anon fr fr
anyway a quick little something on this...
٠࣪⭑ cw: 18+, (soft?)dom!deku, sub!reader and sub!inexperienced!katsuki, handjob, izuku being mean to me just = condescending
you've got one hand curled around katsuki's jaw to hold his head in place as you leave sloppy kisses everywhere your lips can reach. when his breath hitches and a whine escapes his throat, they're a trembling melody sung directly to your core.
izuku sits near you both, gaze sharp. when katsuki closes his eyes, he tuts. "kacchan..."
"what?"
"eyes open, please. i thought you wanted to learn? silly, how are going to learn with your eyes closed?"
your lips ghost against the skin of his throat now. licking the skin of his adam's apple earns you a groan. he sounds so pretty under these circumstances. prettiest he's ever sounded, you think.
izuku shifts so he looms behind you, pushing you closer to katsuki until you're forced to straddle one of the blonde's extended legs. one of his hands rests katsuki's hip, and the other slides down your arm until he gently grasps your wrist. a bead of sweat trickles down your neck. you could hear a pin drop – it's like you and katsuki are holding your breath.
him because he doesn't know what to say, doesn't know if he could muster a sentence if he tried with how fast his heart is racing and how much his mind is slowing down; you because you're strung tight like a coiled spring, waiting for izuku to speak and tell you what he needs you to do.
his breath his hot, curling around the shell of your ear. "you think i'm a pretty good teacher, right?" you nod. he kisses just below your earlobe. "we've had a lot of lessons... you remember our lessons, baby?"
"yes," you whisper.
"let's have a little quiz then. go ahead and touch kacchan for me, 'kay?" spoken with a tone like honey and molasses. a tone that makes you want to listen. you know it well.
with your wrist still held in izuku's loose hold, you wrap your fingers around katsuki's weeping cock, and he utters a strangled little gasp. "s-shit–"
"i don't appreciate interruptions during lessons," izuku interjects. then, to you, "can you help him?"
a trembling hand comes up and delicately clamps over katsuki's mouth. his eyes narrow, but otherwise, he doesn't move a muscle.
"thank you. now"–the hand holding your wrist tightens–"i want you to show kacchan how things are done."
one flick of your wrist and you feel katsuki pant against your palm. two and he whines. a third and his hips try to buck into your hand, only to be stopped by izuku's grip on his waist, like he was expecting it.
izuku's voice is low when he says, "how do you expect to learn anything if you aren't paying attention?" katsuki's eyes flick down to your hand working his shaft, pace guided by the grip on your wrist. "good. first you watch, then you do. alright?"
my mia!!! no pressure to answer, but out of bkdk x reader, who is more likely to finger her mouth and who is more likely to finger her .. you know..
ur so silly "no pressure to answer" in what universe would i not answer this amazing question???
i think that the answer depends on two things: context and intention.
٠࣪⭑ cw: 18+, dk x bk x fem!reader, fingers in orifices, spit, cum, choking etc., ummm orgasm control? uh idk i didn't proofread this literally at all, general smut contents LOL
katsuki likes to put his fingers in your mouth and pretend they’re his cock. he presses down on the center of your tongue, inching back until he nudges the back of your throat, watching with lidded, heavy eyes as you choke, just a little! he’ll hold them there for a second, swallowing thickly as you bob on them, up n down with hollow cheeks. when you swirl your tongue around the digits like they’re something else, he groans “such a good fuckin’ girl, my good girl.”
or, when he’s inside and buried to the hilt, heart pounding, trying not to squeeze his eyes shut because he’s so close to cumming but he doesn’t wanna miss single second of the pretty faces you’re making…. you beg him, “k-kiss, katsuki, please, something,” but he knows if he grants your request it’ll push him right over the edge and he needs to hold on because he’s too engrossed by you, too locked in to the feeling of your messy cunt squeezing him for all he’s worth. so he grunts, caresses the side of your face before slipping a thumb past your parted lips, giving your mouth something to do as he fucks you through.
izuku is.... less sweet about it. think that he likes his fingers in your mouth because he likes how it overwhelms you. he wants to be in control of each of your five senses, wants you to consume him and be consumed in return. he likes to fill your entire field of vision, faces nearly pressed together so his eyes are the only thing you see, likes it when you nose along his skin to smell the sweat and musk and sex; he likes when you shiver at his touch, leaning in for more, likes it when he whispers praises and filthy things in your ear and he can feel you clench around him. so why shouldn't he like to watch you taste him too?
he'll slide the pads of his fingers across your lips, heart soaring and smile beaming when they fall open without any further instruction. it's nice when you're feeling all soft and pliant and needy, makes you extra submissive to his whims. he isn't so much fingering as exploring. he wants to feel the ridges of your teeth as they scrape his flesh, wants to see how far back he can go before you start to gag. he wants to see drool on your chin.
when it comes to.... other places, i think it's actually just katsuki to be honest. that is, he's more likely to use his fingers for your pleasure. he uses them to coax you to a peak, prodding and molding until you soften like warm putty in his hands. and i think he likes his hands a lot, and knowing they can pull such delicious reactions from you fills him with a sense of pride.
if you asked him which he prefers, giving you head or giving you fingers, i think it's a toss up; you're addictive to him either way, and when he's down face to face with your glistening pussy, he could die a happy man.
the thing is, when he fingers you he gets to be closer to you. i think katsuki likes to study every minuscule change in your expression as he pumps his fingers gently, likes to hear the gasp that starts in your chest and works it's way up to your head when he adds another finger, satisfied smirk plastered on his already too smug face. you don't become the very best unless you do your due diligence, and he's gotta know the results of every single action he takes. he wants his body to surround yours, wrapping an arm around your torso to hold you up when you start to lose your strength, begging you to give him just one more. so what if that's what he's said already? it felt true then too...
whereas izuku... yeah idk. i think it doesn't matter to him. it's spur of the moment, it's whatever he feels like right then.
still, i think he likes giving you his tongue more than his fingers sometimes because it allows him to use his hands for other things, like teasing and groping at your flesh, or keeping your knees pressed nice and wide.
if you're short on time, or whatever, he'll slip his fingers inside and within a stunningly brief timeframe he's cooing as you clench and spasm around him while you cum, slick arousal dripping on to his wrist – he won't relent, won't give you a moment, already asking for another, another. fingering you is almost a show of skill, like he's proving how well he knows all the little things that get you there.
when he settles his head between your legs though, he gets nice and comfortable, eats like a man starved, and adding a few fingers just adds to the experience, makes it messier. i think he eats your pussy for himself just as much as for you, if not more. he isn't coaxing orgasms out of you, he's taking them.
some food for thought: you're straddling katsuki's lap, facing him with your knees extended so he can play with your pretty pussy. your stance is forced wide by his body beneath you. izuku is wrapped around him from behind, one of his hands stroking the blonde's length with a torturously slow pace as the other hand grips your cheeks and keeps you upright and forward facing.
"stay still," he murmurs, and you know he's talking to both of you by the way katsuki's breathing grows heavier but his body stills, save for the way his fingers are still knuckle deep inside your warmth, stroking lovingly against your walls. izuku has his head propped on katsuki's shoulder so he can watch – all three of your faces are so close, sharing the same air and swallowing each other's gasps.
when he kisses a line up katsuki's neck and you feel him shudder, it makes you crave a kiss, too. you lean forward, all needy and selfish, and izuku slides two fingers in your mouth to stop you and tide you over.
"our baby sure is greedy, isn't she kacchan?"
katsuki's eyes are low as they slide across your face, which is adorned with an almost comically lewd expression, tears slipping from the corners of your eyes as you lap at izuku's fingers. "doesn't know how to wait her turn."
"no, she doesn't," izuku hums in agreement, sliding his fingers even deeper, and they both chuckle when you moan pathetically.
"fuck, she's gushin' all over me," katsuki pants, pressing his thumb to your clit because he knows it's going to make you cry out. when it does, he glances to izuku and smirks before looking back at you. "you like our fingers in both your holes, huh?"
"of course she does," izuku quips, "such a messy, needy girl." his eyes are locked on your face now; your cheeks burn at their comments. you go to lean back again, but izuku says, "hold her, please."
katsuki's hand comes up to palm the back of your head, keeping you in place so izuku can watch you gurgle around his impossibly thick fingers.
"bein' so good and taking us so well," katsuki praises. his words send a shiver down your spine and make you clench around him, your mind blank with the heightened pleasure and attention you feel.
izuku locks eyes with you and you can see, he has his stern face on so he's about to give an instruction. "you like kacchan's fingers?" he asks, and you do your best to nod. the coil in your gut is taught, ready to snap, but you know what happens when you cum without permission.
he smiles, deciding to be generous and give you what you want, then says, "alright baby, prove it. cum all over them for us."