30/01/26
Okay, but frequently seeing your parental f/o in your dreams brings so much warmth and comfort, you have no fuckin clue man.
Ever since I started getting attached to my fictional papa, I've been consistently seeing him in my dreams every night. So much so, that not seeing him in my dreams would just feel really odd to me.
Most of the time he doesn't really do much. He either just sticks around or passes by in the background, occasionally smiling at me when I look his way, rarely do I actually get to talk to him or fully interact with him, but when I do, he's very sweet and caring towards me. Like the time I was placed in a cloudy sky-like area sitting on a bench with him and just...talk about things..Heck, last time I saw him, he took me to a pool area and we spent the whole "day" there. It was amazing!
The fact that my fictional dad doesn't exist in my realm hurts me a whole lot, but at least I can rely on him in my dreams, even if he doesn't really do anything. It's almost as if he's watching over me. Y'know, checking on me. Making sure I'm okay n stuff. Ugh. I love you, Dad. I wish you were real.
