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@the-dreamer004
I know it's really rough for you right now, but as long as we're still here fighting, things are going to be okay. Just..."okay" for now, as in, "livable". But I can assure you it will get better. So don't you dare quitting on me, we still have a little goal to accomplish!
You've got this, Gabs. 💜
20/05/26
I'm starting to like my family less and less everyday. Yet I feel so bad saying that, because I do believe they love me, I really do! At least my mom does, but man, her actions can make her so fuckin emotionally abusive sometimes and she refuses to accept it, which is what pains me the most.
16/05/26
I always overwork my ass for nothing. Love that. Now let me do it again!
11/05/26
This LEGO hamster has been on my mind since I first saw em. It's so CUTEE MAN!!!! It makes me smile so much. LOOK AT HIM.
I LOVE LITTLE HAMSTERS!!&'DJ THEY MAKE ME HAPPY IN GENERAL :))
19/02/26
I know I shouldn't be focusing on this too much, but I really miss the 2023 Incredibox community. Ya'll were so sweet and fun to be around...Now it's all the same ol slop and common hostility at every corner.
02/02/26
I can't tell if I'm actually a good person or not. I feel so silent. So boring. So distant. I don't know why I'm like this. I love you all, but none of you deserve me man. I'm not worth the pain. I'm really not.
Letters from your younger self
30/01/26
Okay, but frequently seeing your parental f/o in your dreams brings so much warmth and comfort, you have no fuckin clue man.
Ever since I started getting attached to my fictional papa, I've been consistently seeing him in my dreams every night. So much so, that not seeing him in my dreams would just feel really odd to me.
Most of the time he doesn't really do much. He either just sticks around or passes by in the background, occasionally smiling at me when I look his way, rarely do I actually get to talk to him or fully interact with him, but when I do, he's very sweet and caring towards me. Like the time I was placed in a cloudy sky-like area sitting on a bench with him and just...talk about things..Heck, last time I saw him, he took me to a pool area and we spent the whole "day" there. It was amazing!
The fact that my fictional dad doesn't exist in my realm hurts me a whole lot, but at least I can rely on him in my dreams, even if he doesn't really do anything. It's almost as if he's watching over me. Y'know, checking on me. Making sure I'm okay n stuff. Ugh. I love you, Dad. I wish you were real.
28/01/26
Ok, genuinely. Absolutely nothing against the Boss and Allan ship, but OH MY GOD WHY IS IT FLOODING THE MR.BOSS TAG?? Like now everytime I go to the Mr.Boss tag, I see nothing but Hr violation. It's kinda annoying ngl :(
I can't do this anymore man. My real parents only make me miss you more and more the older I get. I feel so worthless with them around. I miss you so much dammit. I wish I could see you right now. Fuck. I'm so pathetic. I'm so sorry.
Allan x Mr.Boss is such a goofy fuckin ship I dunno why I was getting so pissy about it lmao
25/01/26
I don't know if it's the periods, but I'm really not feeling like myself lately.
Fictionkin culture is being scared of interacting with your own fandom because of how people may treat you and how you've seen the fandom characterise you
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*cough cough*
. . .
21/01/26
Okay. The Pim Pimling angst is starting to get really painful to see for me. Not because it's outta character or anything, no. I feel like all I've seen so far actually fits well and that's exactly the problem. Shit gets a lil too real haha. Like alright buddy, I get it, my life ain't so great and most ppl treat me like shit. No needa keep reminding n call me out DAMN. /lh
I'm not trying to stop any of you obviously. I know ya'll love me and I know some of you relate to me and have your reasons, but MAN, does it do it's job well....But I mean if it makes ye feel better, keep it up!
16/01/26
I wish he could actually hold me in his arms, caress my messy hair as I cry. He'd kiss me on the forehead, reassure me, telling me it's gonna be okay, that he'll always be here for me.
I wish I could actually spend my childhood with him raising me, goofing off with me, making me food, supporting me. I wish I could be here to comfort him when he's at his lowest the same way he comforts me.
Yes, he takes care of me, but besides the bare minimum, he actually loves me. He loves me despite knowing I'm broken. He always cares for and checks on me, even when he gets nothing in return. He teaches me things, no matter how hard they seem for me to learn.
He's not perfect. Nobody is. But you can tell he's trying his best. I love him. Fuck man, I love him so much damn it!!
But there's one issue...
Your "papa". He's not real. This is all nothing, but a fantasy of a pathetic broken child.
10/01/26
Fuck man, I despise being so sensitive sometimes, because tell me why the hell is my mood so easily affected by characters that aren't even supposed to be taken as seriously?? Like bro, my biggest comfort character is mr.boss who is also my parental f/o COULD YOU IMAGINE how inconvenient this is when you find yourself feeling emotional or really sad whenever you see someone genuinely (not as a joke, because these kinda make me giggle actually) slander your fictional papa and you gotta explain to em how mr.boss from fuckin Smiling Friends unironically comforts you like a dad. I'm not ashamed of my fictional papa, it just makes me feel like a fool sometimes.
..why is it so fuckin hard for me to make friends? Even when I make moots, I could never keep them.
