Sex, Full Entries and Maybe Dessert?
My question is why did he do it? My chemistry with a man like him could have very well been made up - simply in my mind from how bad I wanted it to work. Just the same, why did this man feel the need to lure me in, dangle this sense of security in front of me, and then....POOF! Just as he came, he left. I mean, I did not even get a chance to give him a hug.
I am angry. I am so angry with this situation because no advice has been able to give me insight into what actually happened. I could have said and done a million different things, but I do not think my ordering dessert was the reason for him never to want to call me again, text me again.
My issue now is, how badly do I want to know the reason? Is this obsessive that I am on this rampage for this man to come back into my life for the briefest moment and tell me that the reason he did not want to speak with me anymore is because I ordered dessert? Or worse, some ridiculous reason that i know would not hold up in court?
Being single has many consequences to it, and I feel as though I have turned victim to the things that one should not fall to. I can find any man if he is findable...And I found him, but what do I do now? Do I actively seek this man out? I want an answer, and a good one. I might have a lot of things wrong with me, but I did not deserve that.