#doflamingo kin

[villainkinconfessions]

i dont regret anything i did in canon + i looked hot while doing it xoxo

- doflamingo

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[kinhelping]

Donquixote Doflamingo : One Piece - anonymous

[onepiece-kins]

Aye, Crocodile again!! I'm open to anyone who wants to talk!! I'm 20 so keep that in mind! Also I'm still on search for my Mihawk, I was married to him and well yeah. (Mihawk can't be a Minor sorry) and I'm looking for Shitty mingo.(1/2)

Anonymous said to onepiece-kins:(2/2)like I said I’m 20, so if you’re okay with that!!! But I can say if you want to talk to me just like this or reblog it and I’ll get to you.im giving you all of my best wishes, crocodile!! i hope you find your mihawk and doffy!! 

[villainkinconfessions]

Quite annoying to be forced to feel these conflicted feelings and have no where to put them without some sort of backlash. My brother is dead. Of course I miss him; he was my only family (at least the only one that actually mattered) and I did love him... I think. Yes, I am the one who killed him. In that moment I hated him, I was angry and lashed out. Do I regret it? I regret that it came to that. I regret that he decided to betray me, and I regret that I let my emotions control me. In my canon, I didnt shoot him, but I did let him die of a slow illness that my presence was causing. I, at the time, wasnt aware that my power was doing this to him; no one was aware, it was a new concept. But at the end, I was told by both of them, insistently, that my brother needed emergency help and I didnt listen to them. I was so overcome by my own feelings of betrayal that I had just assumed everything they said was a lie to get at me or something.. its hard to recall. Either way, even if I wasnt told, I was going to kill him anyways. I hate that I found out too late that they werent lying. If I didnt know I wouldnt have such conflicting feelings - they would still be there but it would not be as STRONG as they are now. Either way, as much as I wish it didnt have to happen, It wasnt a mistake. I dont make mistakes. And its a FACT that he lied to me. If only he told me the truth. I had cared for him, our entire lives, I was the one who looked after him. His idiotic father was too overcome by the consequences of his actions to be useful and help us survive after our mother died. Even before her passing, I was always with him. I was told to look after him. I dont know if I can feel 'love' but I do know he was mine to protect. Many people in fandom are adamant about how I "dont actually care about him" because "how could you kill someone you love?" and those people REALLY piss me off. I had such a reaction to his betrayal BECAUSE I care for him. I didnt want to kill him; my hand was forced. Part of me laments his death and wishes I was a better person for him, because someone like him deserves someone who isnt me. But of course I wouldnt allow anyone else to have him. The other part of me is glad he's gone, because its his fault and he deserved it. Not to mention he was a weak point for me, I cant allow vulnerabilities. Ultimately I didnt like to think about him because I do miss him, and his death somehow made the hole in my chest grow. Honestly there were times where I completely forgot I even had a brother. In those times 'he' would appear somewhere and rudely remind me of everything. It was like his way of continuing to torture me even after death. It's incredibly hard for me to try and describe all that I feel about him because theres so much there and its messy and conflicting but he DID matter to me, greatly. But of course, theres always someone who will raise an eyebrow and doubt me because "why did you kill him then?" and I dont want to deal with that. - Doflamingo

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[onepiece-kins]

what in the world was up w mY EYES -a very frustrated Doflamingo

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