sometimes I see these posts about "hold on things always change just hang in there" but never really took it in the context of 'things always change, so when you are happy, hold on to it because there will be sadness again.'
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sometimes I see these posts about "hold on things always change just hang in there" but never really took it in the context of 'things always change, so when you are happy, hold on to it because there will be sadness again.'
12/04/14
To become someone I am not for a night is mystifying
For emotions like these have no opportunity
I loose myself, say things I don't mean and forget
There is something in myself that I don't want to accept
I am finding the means of which hard to express
I need your understanding at a social expense
I wouldn't pay to understand either
Hurt until the necessary time collapses
Bringing upon new opportunity
Never ever hearing me
I'm ready to move on.
I think I make sense..
When I explain things, in general, it all makes good sense to me but when people starting asking questions I simply can not think of how to correctly explain myself any clearer than what I previously said and give up.
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(He breaks down, just a little when he’s with Cloud in Nibelheim. He breaks down when Angeal dies. There’s lots of possibilities that aren’t an insult, but good character portrayal and development)
OutofHonour: Yeah, I know when he breaks down and everything in game, and how he also seems to die rather peacefully despite how it came about. And he does have a right to kind of break again, especially if I write it as Aerith still being gone and learning just what happened and the intensity of how things have gone with Sephiroth - but with everything worked out now I could see him having internal struggle over how he ought to be feeling and and and. Zack is more complicated than people realize >_> And that's the part I'm conflicted about too y'know?
People cry for this duniya only when they are emotionally or mentally attached. But its baseless, because this will end. Accepting whatever comes, and being happy in every situation, will keep you happy in long run. Never loose focus of your goal.
Mixed Emotions
Past couple of days, I've just been feeling irritated and annoyed. I don't know exactly what is really bothering me. It's just simply everything? People just tend to push my buttons to the point where I wanna blow up. When things don't go my way or according to plans I get ticked off. Is it so hard to just agree with my plans, to just listen to me? I really don't think so. Also when people bring up unnecessary things, that's just some bs. Don't give me that non sense, I don't need it. Like get your facts straight. I just have so much mixed emotions words can't explain. I miss the friends I use to hang out with, my team, my best friends. Things are just so different I thought I adjusted with things already I guess I'm slowly missing it. The things you do for that person you love, sacrifice. I just hope this weekend little get away with my youth & bf will turn out good. Hopefully I'll have my mind set to what I really want to do with MY life & be able to feel stress free. I pray it will be!
I know ill get over this...
I'm excited for so many things,but at the same time I'm scared for all those things to happen.