#toomanythoughts

[adakthings]

Reasons

I cried after:

Watching a video of dogs protecting people.

Watching part of My Little Pony.

Thinking about my father being lonely.

He is still at the hospital.

[kelleeart]

These pin-designs-in-progress brought to you by ADD : making it hard to finish a thought process since around 1902. 😫 🧜‍♀️🦄 . . . . #workinprogress #pindesigns #toomanythoughts #artistsoninstagram #enamelpin #pingame #mermaidpin #unicornpin #kelleeart #kelleeriley #add https://www.instagram.com/p/BrtLlVHgllD/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qshxmvb07e1b

[marcusmonroe22]

#writer #writersofinstagram #wordporn #writersknow #mindfullofmadness #toomanythoughts #illsleepwhenimdead #hewrites #howitsdone #silentknight #dreamweaver #darkknight #slowhand

[agnesjune]

Let all you do be done in love. I found my word!

Attraversiamo - Let’s cross over (together)!

[howtobehuman0]

Not a good day today. It was mostly neutral, but the thoughts keep coming back. Makes me so tired trying to keep them away. Sometimes they stay away or stay quiet. But then they get real loud, so loud I can't ignore them.

Then I get stuck in a thought loop.

About how angry I am at "RR". How much I hate him. How many problems would disappear if he was gone. How many problems I wouldn't have if he wasn't a part of my life.

About how complicated I feel about "RD". It's not entirely their fault, but their actions are their own. They act like they did nothing wrong. Like it means nothing. Like it never happened. But I'm supposed to care for them.

About how hard it is to be around "BA". It's hard watching them become a smaller version of "RR". It's not their fault. They're young, easily impressionable. But it's difficult to watch and listen to them become a mini "RR". There's nothing I can do about it.

About how I don't know how to feel about "IK". They made mistakes. Mistakes I'll never get genuine apologies for. Not because they think they are right, but because they genuine won't remember them due to a chronic illness.

About how much I love "FD". But I'm not the one for them. I never will. I'm not an option for them. It hurts in such a unique way. "FD" is such a big part of my life. If I confess, I ruin it and lose that part. I can't lose them. They make the day a little better. But it still hurts my chest to want and crave the same back from them. I know I won't ever get it.

About how much I rather be dead.

About how much I miss my old friends.

About the people who have hurt me.

About the people I hurt.

About the lies I told.

About the things I never got a chance to say.

About the mistakes I keep making.

About how much better it would be if I just passed away.

How I keep faking.

About how I don't know who I am anymore.

Endless circles, just constantly spiraling in an endless loop.

[czhorrorshow]

And thoughts and feelings grew and grew From all and to all directions More and more intertwined Like tree branches in a dense forest Obfuscating the night sky . . . . Random words and images by me. #toomanythoughts #improptuphotoshoot #darkartists #nighttime https://www.instagram.com/p/CIHSMQpDOuq/?igshid=edm1amh7srv0

[orgbosslady]

#allnatural #toomanythoughts #anxiety https://www.instagram.com/p/CAx5VZIlnPT/?igshid=flwoalcrbt5m