#dollthoughts

[crystledoll]

I'm sure that someone's already done this, but this is literally just zam's team Bing streams lately, especially with pentar's no armour Olympics.

[plushiesknowbest]

The Vampire and the Ragdoll

Contains: plushification, ragdollification, plush vampire, stillness

With a long sigh, Maria flopped down on her bed, feeling herself sink into the soft mattress. It had been a long, long day at work, the kind that made her want to curl up and sleep for twelve hours immediately upon getting home. But she couldn't do that, of course. It was barely even evening yet.

Still, though, just a little bit of rest couldn't hurt, before she went out to her weekly dinner with friends. Especially since… Maria rolled over, turning her head to look at her small pile of plushies at the corner of the bed, focusing on the new addition to their number. A little red bat. She'd only received it yesterday, as a gift from a new neighbor. Maria wasn't sure if the lady knew about her collection of little stuffed toys or not, but apparently fae worked at a plushie store, so it seemed like a nice gesture with the promise of getting to know each other better soon enough!

This new plush was definitely one of the smallest she owned, and she hadn't really had the chance to try cuddling it yet. At night, she usually preferred to hold one of the larger toys to her body, worried that her rolling around would knock the littler ones under the bed. But now that she was awake, and she had some time… Maybe spending a few minutes in the plushie pile would be nice on her body after such an exhausting day. And that cute little bat really did deserve a warm welcome to her home!

With a small grunt of effort, Maria pulled herself up on her elbows and knees, crawling up her bed before dropping herself into the stuffie squad. A few on the edges bounced a couple inches away, but Maria brought her arms around to grab all the toys she could, scooping them close to press them around her head from the sides. The plush bat was pressed right into her neck, nuzzled between her collarbone and her chin, its crinkly fabric wings spread out under her. Maria let out a long, lazy sigh, closing her eyes and smiling. This was definitely a good idea. It felt so soft, so warm, such a nice relief as all that piled up tension slipped away. Perfection.

She lay there for several long, quiet seconds, before a strange sensation crept into her attention. It was almost unnoticeable, at least at first, but a spot right around her neck was… tingly. It wasn't uncomfortable, far from it, but it was spreading over her skin one millimeter at a time.

Moving her tired arms under her, Maria pushed herself upwards and blinked sleep out of her eyes. As she did, most of her plushies stayed in place, sliding a little as her weight shifted on the bed, but…the bat stayed on her, like it was attached to her collar.

Maria's brow furrowed. That was odd. Sitting up straight, she grabbed the back of the bat with one hand, pulling it off her easily and examining it. The stuffie was only about the size of her hand, each wing about as large as the body and limply hanging off the sides of her palm. The head was simple, with small pointy ears, a short snout, and even cuter little nubby fangs on its tiny smile. Beady eyes stared back at Maria, silently meeting her quizzical gaze.

With her other hand, Maria touched three fingers to her neck. The tingling had mostly stopped, but it still felt a little strange there, oddly… soft? She was used to her skin feeling softer ever since starting estradiol, but this seemed even moreso than usual. Standing, Maria approached her bedroom mirror, tilting her head up to take a closer look. Nothing seemed different at first glance, but squinting and looking closer… was that… a seam?

Maria's train of thought was interrupted by the sound of crinkly wings wrapping around her hand, and that warm, lovely tingle spreading out from her wrist. With a start, she looked down at her arm, and - the plushie was alive, hugging her hand tight, pressing its face right up to her skin!

Maria yelped, falling back onto her bed and flapping her arm like she was shaking off a spider. With a tiny little eep!, the plush bat was thrown through the air, smacking against the wall before sliding to the floor. Maria pulled her legs up after her, staring wide-eyed as the little toy rose up

on little feet and turned to look up at her. When it spoke, a small, heavily accented voice bubbled from its mouth that would have been adorably silly if Maria wasn't so shaken.

"Yowie! How impolite! Vhat's the big idea, sveetheart? Ve vere just getting to the fun part!"

Maria gaped, stammering.

"You- You- What the hell! What are you, why are you alive! Were you- are you a fucking vampire? A plushie vampire?!"

The bat's beady black eyes blinked, somehow, and it spread its wings, looking down at itself. It was primarily a deep scarlet in color, with black trim over its seams.

"Vell-" it hmphed, "Yes. Vas that not obvious?"

Maria glared at it, and the vampire bat shrunk a little bit under her gaze.

"Er, but, yes, sorry to startle you! I vasn't really able to move until you gave me some of your varmth, so… thank you for that, dear!" It gave an exaggerated bow.

Maria took in what it was saying. "My… warmth? You mean-"

She raised her arm to look at her wrist, and nearly yelped again. Somehow, after the bat had 'drank' from her, her entire hand had turned into a big, plush mitt! The kind that she'd seen and squeezed on old ragdolls, just… human-sized!

The plushie on the floor coughed, forcing her attention back to it. "Yes! I required some of your humanity, that's all. That silly stuff isn't usevul for much, but a spark of life is all that's needed, yes?"

Idly, Maria gripped her plush hand with her flesh one, squeezing it experimentally. It was really, really soft, really warm… it felt nice to touch, even as her thoughts raced over how insane this all was. But still, she couldn't let herself get distracted!

"What does that mean? You sucked out my 'humanity', and replaced it with… plush-ness?"

The bat nodded happily. "Yes! Exactly!"

It raised a wing, pointing up and down Maria's body. "You clearly don't need it that much, so… vhy not surrender it a vhile, mm? You look so tired, dear! Doesn't it sound so much easier to be vith your fellow toys instead?"

It gestured to the other plushies, which were still spread out, like they were just waiting for Maria to dive back in.

Against her better judgement, Maria considered the question. If what it was saying was possible, then… could she really…?

She shook her head, clearing her thoughts. "No! Hell no, what are you saying? I'm not a toy, I'm- I'm a human, I have a job! I have human friends, I'm supposed to be getting ready for dinner with them right now! Whatever you've done to me, you need to reverse it, or else I'll-"

The little bat rolled its eyes, sighing. "Let's just speed this up, shall ve?"

With more strength than Maria thought possible, the vampire leapt into the air, flapping its wings with a loud crinkle to jump onto her thigh, where it immediately pressed its little fang nubs into her skin! The sensation of plushification spread over her much, much faster this time, and now that she was paying attention to it, Maria could feel a part of her being sucked away into the bat, replaced again with that lovely warm feeling. She let out a shuddering gasp, and stood up to try and smack the thing off of her, only for a wave of tension to leave her entire leg as it poofed into a thick plush limb! The new material could hardly support the rest of Maria's weight, and she toppled back onto the bed once more, dizzy from the strange new feelings.

The vampire bat kept hugging her thigh, its wings wrapped around the width, its suckling gaining more pressure behind it as its stuffed body began to grow in response. Maria could feel the tingling spreading even further up her body, her other leg following suit to the first in no time, along with her belly growing round and smooth like a pillow. With a satisfied 'ahhh,' the bat detached from its feeding spot, standing and smiling down at its stunned owner. It had more than doubled in size, and its body was significantly more developed - it still had cartoonish animal proportions, but it was a far cry from the tiny little pillow thing it used to be.

Maria's entire lower body was now akin to a giant ragdoll. Her legs were round and thick, with barely defined knees, and her feet were practically just big pads to stand on. The vampire massaged her thighs with its wings, which now had small plastic claws at the joints, stroking down her fuzzy plush like she was a toy. It felt divine. Maria's protests died on her lips as a loving warmth filled her body, and a dumb grin overtook her face as she shuddered under the other plushie's touch.

"There, see? Look at that… just perfect, Maria. You already make such a good plush."

Maria nodded in agreement, leaning her head back into her blankets, grasping at her thighs herself to feel even better. The bat chuckled, amused. It climbed up onto her belly, then over her chest, laying down and running its claws over the sides of her head gently. "You already feel so much better, my darling! My darling, my dearest, my doll…"

It leaned in, giving her a little plush kiss, before shimmying back, touching her neck once more.

The drinking of Maria's humanity had felt good before, but this was leagues beyond that. As all of her remaining personhood was suckled up the bat's soft, squishy fangs, the ragdoll was filled with warm euphoria, delighted to provide such a nice meal to her friend while also discarding those yucky human thoughts that had been nothing but draining on her all day. Radiating outwards, the rest of her skin was transformed into nice, soft, fuzzy fabric, her face feeling so much better with button eyes and a sewn-on smile.

Her puffy arms wrapped around the bat, hugging it tight as it grew to match her in size, new form far more anthropomorphic while still noticeably plush. It grinned and nuzzled its snout into her face, kissing her again before sweeping her up and bringing her back into the pile with the rest of her plushie friends. Folding her arms over each other, straightening out her cute new dress, and brushing her yarny hair, the vampire positioned the ragdoll to sit nice and polite and still at the corner of the bed before stepping back to admire its handiwork.

"Yes! Oh, yes, Maria, darling, I told you! That silly humanity of yours vas just holding you back, you're so much cuter like this… Such a pretty darling dolly~"

Maria's form filled with warmth at the praise, and she was once again grateful that her static smile perfectly conveyed how happy she was to be made this way.

"Now, then… you said you were going to dinner vith friends, correct? Hmm, I think it may be best if it's a night in, instead… But that doesn't mean you can't still spend time vith them!"

It scooped her phone off the nightstand, opening it to the groupchat with Maria's friends and tapping a few quick messages with its claws.

"There! Sent and organized." Placing the phone back down, the vampire pet Maria's hair once more, giving her a wide grin.

"Not to vorry, dolly. I simply told them you're not feeling up to going out tonight, vhich is most certainly the truth! So they'll be coming here instead. They'll get to see you, and hug you, and play with you all they like! Isn't that exciting~?"

It nodded Maria's head in agreement as her plush heart swelled with joy. It was! Her best friends would get to see her in her pretty new body, all softened up and ready to snuggle and play!

"Exactly! Good doll, Maria!"

The big, animate plush patted her a few more times, then kissed her forehead before moving to leave.

"I'll get started on something nice for them all. But, who knows if they'll need it? Perhaps they'll see you, all cozy and happy, and elect to join you in plushhood. Vouldn't that be lovely?"

It would! It would be so lovely, all of her friends, dolled up just like her… Oh, Maria couldn't wait to see them! Maria couldn't wait to hug them! Maria couldn't wait…

...but then again, waiting was just fine. She was here, posed nice and still, snuggled up with her fellow plushies.

It felt perfectly natural. Perfectly comfortable. All of the exhaustion had left her body, but that didn't mean that resting was unwelcome. Quite the opposite. As Maria gazed at herself in the mirror, she felt her mind slowing, stilling, filled with nothing but quiet, cozy thoughts.

Happiness.

Fulfillment.

Gratitude.

She silently thanked her newest plushie. She silently thanked her neighbor. She silently thanked her friends.

Maria was perfect, and once the time came, she would be all the more happy for her owner to show her off and play with her again.

[sleepytoycollection]

I suppose it isnt possible to add open-close eyes to a doll that does not have them?

It’s possible I’d image, but how difficult would depend a lot of the doll you were using as base (esp how big the doll is too)

If they already have fully round inset eyes, specifically the kind you inset through the front that have plastic behind them to hold them in place, it would be a matter of getting the right size eyes with the mechanism (the easiest size to get being for ~18″ dolls):

Other wise, you run into the issue of getting them in and to stay in place. 

You can def cut open the back of any doll’s head and carve out the molded eye shape for inset eyes, and then just glue them in place and reattach the top of the head, so I imagine it’s a very similar process, just be super careful that you’re not gumming up the mechanism with the glue. 

Before you do anything though, I’d say it would be a very good idea to make sure the size of eyes you want are available with sleep mechanics. 

[crystledoll]

Zora seems like the type to do the thing where you squash people heads with your fingers when they're super far away and super tiny

[crystledoll]

Zam joining termina smp, immediately claiming herself to be a vampire witch, and immediately begin to torment sneeg and, by extension, abolish (sneeg and abolish are on the same team, explorers, and tend to stick together)(also I say torment lightly, she joined the smp like a day late and is basically just a fly to them) leading to abolish killing her and the tech team often referring to her as "vampire" is doing sick things to my mind

I'm never leaving the fucking building that is vampires smp

(edit just found out pyro is also on abolishs team pls pls pls this could be so funny now all of them log on at the same time)

(yet another edit, I think like one other person on the magic team also wants to specialize in blood magic, and the whole team is kinda known for being kinda silly and going around asking for peoples blood, and I'm pretty sure a whole team rivialy is starting between magic and explorers mainly due to sneeg and zam's tomfoolery)

[crystledoll]

Nothing makes me cry like minecraft roleplay

[crystledoll]

I need help from the people that were actually there /have watched zam pov of s4 ls. Did she have a skin for team awesome or am I just making it up that she did. Also did she have any skins post eclipse. Cause I'm drawing zam throughout the seasons for hairstyles study and I want two for season 4. I'll probably go watch zam's video again but I lowkey don't have time for that (education)

this is an open invitation to yap to me about post-eclipse breakup lore for season 4 cause I have like no knowledge about it and I need more

[crystledoll]

Huh???? Already??

I mean yeah makes sense but that's sooner than I thought.