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friends again.
walking past someone you once used to know so well and pretending you don't know them is so heartbreaking. deep down I want to run to you and ask you how you've been, tell you about everything that's happened since we stopped talking. and despite all the resentment part of me will always wish we could go back to being inseparable, knowing it's never gonna happen. whatever.
I saw this thing where either nort or fly said that bendy had a ton of exes or something and I can't find it, I spent at least 30 minutes looking for but, idk I might have made it up, but that's the inspo for this wether or not I was hallucinating (ദ്ദി꒪▿꒪)
grindr is crazy. i can't believe I'm actually entertaining a chaser. this is why I needed to come on here. wake up call.
other trans people ✅
trans fetishists ❌
trying to explain weird attachment disorder stuff to people and my best explanation is what if your emotional investment in someone rapidly escalated out of control until the value got to +255, overflowed to -255, and you declared nuclear war briefly, and then it went back to like. where the value should be. and you feel really stupid after.
and try to stop yourself from apologizing twenty more times.
it's like if that happened.
I am home and I am deceased. But I am home.
me waking up in Dark Room Where You Can't See Shit with a migraine: why are they blasting the sun directly into my eyes