Jun 9, 2025
cloud sea
#enstars#kanata shinkai#shuucomics#from the megastream rst minitalk#i had this idea of kanata touching the clouds like its water rippling#i do not have braincells right now so this is the only thing i can come up with#some personal stuff from me#dont read.. or read idk#this is not related to enstars this is about my mental health#its getting harder to draw while fighting the forces of poor self esteem#self loathing to be exact#sometimes i don't even know if i tried my best#i would like to enjoy drawing#but i also inevitably compare myself to others#i tried to stop drawing for abit#but i really love drawing#and it feels like im forcing myself to keep going#i will try to be nicer to myself#i write this here to make a record#i want to enjoy drawing again for myself#i love chiakana... i really do