Dec 23, 2020
had two panic attacks today ✌️
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had two panic attacks today ✌️
I just realized that the last few months I've been kind of outside of myself. kind of scary if you think about it but it was nice. I had fun with friends and i started getting confident and i had hope and plans and i felt good about myself but. I feel like I just got violently slammed back into my own self and i never realized how much i hate myself. isn't that nice?
Jursssic makeoff is a fucking riot but the comments are full of people who don’t watch grumps complaining about it
I really hate tumblr's anti recovery attitude.
Why would you romanticize depression? It sucks. I don't want to feel empty all the time. I want to have enough energy to do everything I need to do (given the spoons). I want to be able to have self-worth that doesn't hinge on something seemingly arbitrary.
I want to get better, but I don't know if I have the resources to. I can stay alive out of spite, but I sure as hell ain't thriving.
sotp lookgn at her blgo god dammit stop trigehring yourzself my gd
oh my jesus fucking dick i just realized why things have most likely been fucked for me recently ? ? for some reason my medication reminders have just ? not been going off ? so i havent taken my medication in about a week
ive probably done the wrong thing
im shaking a lot i feel like im going to be sick