‘don’t run from me’ osh & csh
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if there’s one redeemable characteristic about choi seunghyun at the very least, it’s that he knows when things are not okay and he knows when it’s important to make things up to someone he really cares about. when sumin first started exhibiting her hatred of him, he’d tried really hard to come to terms with her and talk things out, but she never would, just simply falling deeper and deeper into that hole. until they wound up where they are now. seungyhun has enough people in this world who hate him for one reason or another, so burning bridges isn’t exactly something he wants to do on purpose. he cares too much.
and he honestly doesn’t know what he’d do if sehun came to hate him the way sumin does. it’s a constant fear, a nagging on the back of his mind that never really leaves him alone; the fear that sehun will begin looking at him the way sumin does. to him, it’s scarier than any horror show put on in october, any frightening movie, anything anyone could ever threaten him with. their relationship is tumultuous and difficult, and sehun very often does have to pretend to hate him when they’re in front of other people, but he’s always quick to fix things when they’re alone. and it means the whole world to seunghyun—it means everything to him.
he knows they’re in public and things could be dangerous ( he’d heard a rumor that jongin is walking around somewhere in the festival ) but he’s wearing enough makeup to be slightly under the radar as to not cause a scene. and not be easily recognizable. so when he approaches sehun and grabs him by the elbow, pulling him away from whatever direction he had been heading in, he knows most people won’t even bat an eye. he just wants to get sehun alone, so he drags him over to the back corner of a game stand, out of the way, finally turning around towards him and huffing in a breath. “okay, i’m sure you’re probably mad at me, and i’m sorry. really, i’m sorry. sehun. please believe me on this?” he keeps his voice down to a low whisper.