To me the the song is above is about having a friendship with someone who you have meaningless sex with. And I wanted to make something serious out of it because I became so enchanted by the person involved, I always expressed how I felt, but she never really did the same and she ended up getting a boyfriend while she knew I wanted to be hers when she was ready for a relationship. I was never given an explanation of why she decided to fuck me over and not say anything about it like it was nothing.
Again this is about an experience I had with someone who loved me. I was this person for two years and I cheated on her throughout the relationship mostly because she was just so far away (100 minutes of driving). I guess also since this was my first sexual partner, I wanted to see what having feeling with other people would be like. Not a smart move, I played the game and got caught, I realised what a piece of shit I had become. I played this song to them after we broke up because I regreted it heavily and wish i could go back to when it all started just so I could do it right. Alas, Que Sera Sera and I believe I have been punished for what I did. But yea that’s that.