Mar 5
Everything has to be organized the way Helen likes it. She has a routine, a schedule, and a curfew. She is a germaphobe. She hates insects and other critters that intrude into her home without her knowing. She has to cook and clean everything herself. Emma tells her angrily she doesn't have to; Helen replies she must. There is too much around her, she's overwhelmed.
She thinks the Card World was easier; there were no messes in the Card World.