There are possibly three fictionkins on tumblr who are from the film im from and i am terrified of all of them. I met one of them and we are really close and i love him so much but i was absolutely terrified to speak to him when we met. like, i have morals and im a law abiding person well enough but i killed that man. I always feel guilty when he talks about kin memories even tho i know he doesn't associate them with me. Fictkin guilt is so bad when you are literally a vampire!!!!! Killed my best friend in canon, and several other people, neglected and cursed my daughter. Like. Idk how horror kins do kin calls because what are you meant to say?? Im sorry for killing you??? When he first reached out to me i was so scared bc id thought my presence or the memory of me would upset him. Although we are cool and extremely close and got there very quickly. And ik if he saw this hed recognize it as me immediately.
But chances are i will never meet a "double" in my life. The only other active fictionkins from the film i am from are all the same guy, since i am adaptation specific, (two adaptations,but one of them has 0 fictkins on this app ever) the closest i ever see are novel kins, Castlevania kins and Renfield movie kins. Which is a relief i guess?
Im kind of like if bela Lugosi's dracua died and was reincarnated and had time to reflect as a mortal