#drafted it

[omni-scient-pan-da]

Apparently,,, May still has,,, so much service overseas,,, which means they will most likely be able to respond to me immediately once they read my confession,,, which means having to deal with the consequences of my actions,,

How many more of these messages will I get after they read my letter,,, I need to cherish them while I can,, what have I done,,, nooooooooooooooooooooo

[izzyovercoffee]

Prudii is a misfit. The indelibly charming kind.

He’s the well-dressed but only clean-shaven when he’s too far gone past the stubble stage. Fact is, he has an aesthetic to maintain, and it’s the kind of aesthetic that just would not be improved by a beard---no matter how well shaped it is. 

(And, anyway, that’s A’den’s realm this season. Far be it from him to encroach his brother’s kingdom.)

He can make a mess and get away with it (but not in the way Mereel does, with easy words and an easier smile. No, Prudii gets away with it, because it’s always deserved---even when it’s not. A man like Prudii leaves no room for error, and a man like Prudii is incalculably correct, always, as a matter of fact, and no one would ever, should ever, think to question him---if he does his job right).

That doesn’t stop some from trying, but alas.

Prudii’s the kind of man who, if looked in the eye, will catch anyone under the weight of his intensity. Not just because he’s intense---though all Nulls are, as a rule, and that should go without saying---but because he sees people as they are, the person, specifically, in who they are. 

Them, in that moment, with all the layers of built-up facade peeled away.

As if he can see beneath the surface, as if he knows things he shouldn’t, just from a look---just from his focus, from his attention.

(Although it serves to note that all the Nulls do this, though they can turn it “off / on” at will. It just seems like Prudii, and Jaing, don’t ever seem want to turn it off. But who can blame them?)

There’s no sense lying to someone so sharp---he’ll know, anyway, somehow, and won’t say a thing. Just hold it in memory, keep it in mind, pore over it indefinitely, and anyone can bet their shebs he’ll come back to it in the future.

He’d make a smart person uneasy, if only he wasn’t so charming.

[judgementkazukun]

what does your heart look like?

a compass that doesn’t waver; You are someone who is certain of what you want. Maybe you always have been, or maybe you made a discovery that you haven’t been able to tear your eyes away from. Your heart is set and certain. You fight endlessly for your goals. Above all else, you know who you are and what you are trying to achieve. Just be careful not to tear yourself or others apart in pursuit of your ideals.

tagged by: no one this has been a draft since july 2023 lmfao tagging: @shininginyourlight (nishiki), @hautevaux, @learningtodie (thero, micum, fetch??? your choice), @yashcl, @proditeur, & anyone who wants to

[yeosanggf]

BBTNFHW

[musashi]

(anti vaguepost buffer: vespy this post was sparked by you but applies to Many)

for the record, if you guys ever send me a message that pries into the inner workings of why i like something, and you notice i respond to other asks but dont immediately respond to yours, its much more likely that i am saving it for when i have the moment to give your ask my ABSOLUTE UNDIVIDED ATTENTION. if your ask allows me the space to infodump the way i want to infodump, i am going to go ALL IN. im probably not ignoring you, i probably just DO NOT have enough time before work/bed to answer the way thatll make me feel best xD

[equalpowerandresponsibility]

✔ ♔ ☣ ☀ ➸ ☄ ♫ ♈

✔: A plot you would love to play out with your characterI need to do a torture arc with Peter at some point, one that involves a few of his friends too. Something to show his strength of will, y’know? Because it’s my favorite quality.Or a Chameleon plot where he takes Peter’s place.Or a plot with black suit Spidey/Venom.Or civil war.I have a lot of plots I want to do, tbh.

♔: A character (in general) that you’d like to interact with 

More Spider-man villains! I need them! I’ve been NPC’s almost all of them and tying in remixed actual plots from the comics.

☣: A pet peeve about roleplaying

Drama. Like. Let me live. I don’t want to deal with lots of mun drama and stuff, I did that for a long time and I’m so d o n e with it.

☀: Another mun that you really admire/respect

I literally admire/respect all the muns I rp with otherwise I wouldn’t rp with them. Honestly, if I’m threading with you I really like you, and I really like the group of writers I’ve surrounded myself with.

➸: Something you like about your fandom

Almost no one picks on Gwen, which is gr8 because Gwen is gr8 and no one should pick on her.

☄: A doubt you have about your writing

Oh god.[ rubs face. ] I mean, like everyone I always have so many doubts. I feel SO WEAK in writing action/doing threads that don’t rely heavily on dialogue. I feel like all the grace and style is evaporated from my writing and it’s just really specific movements written out choppily with no flow.I also feel weak about my prose, definitely. I think I’m much stronger in like….Screenplay format.

♫: An argument that you’re sick of hearing

In my fandom or in general? I’ll just combine.I’m rly sick of people defending Harry and Loki’s unfavorable actions and turning them into woobies when in reality they’re super complicated characters who are also H U G E dicks. Not yielding bottoms who are delicate, precious flowers.Honestly. [ rolls eyes into back of head. ]

♈: An argument/topic that you could debate all day

Peter Parker is a deeply psychologically troubled person and v. much Not Alright, despite what it may look like. I can talk about this until the cows come home. 

[scarlettq-blog]

Ever become a jumble mess of words and realize that if you really posted like a "Dear diary" verse no one might understand but really just start looking at you different and weak....pretty sure I am having on of those moments.